Chapter 366: Throwing Yourself into Your Arms (2)

Eh, if you want to love, you can love, it's my business, anyway, Lao Tzu doesn't love you, why do you have to say it so clearly, Lin Fan was completely speechless in his heart.

Ying'er left, her sister and Old Man Tang wanted to marry Tang Rui, and now there is another one who throws herself into her arms, and it is such a bold confession, if you say the word "like", Lin Fan is still barely acceptable, but now Shi Mengling actually uses the word "love", which makes Lin Fan embarrassed for a while, obviously not knowing how to answer.

But seeing her like this, with an expectant expression, Lin Fan really couldn't bear to say those words to hurt her. Lin Fan admitted that when facing women, he was indecisive most of the time, he didn't know how to deal with his feelings, and he didn't know what to say.

After a pause, Lin Fan said very seriously: "You are a good woman, you will have your own happiness, and one day you will meet a man who truly loves you." ”

Although she was a little disappointed with Lin Fan's answer, Shi Mengling still looked at Lin Fan affectionately and said softly: "Then can you stay with me tonight?" ”

Accompany? How to accompany? Go to bed? Or chat? Lin Fan hoped that it was the latter, but whether it was the former or the latter, it was impossible for him to stay. For a poor woman like Shi Mengling, Lin Fan didn't play with her thoughts, or said that he didn't have any interest in a woman he didn't love.

However, Shi Mengling's bold confession blatantly let herself stay with her, which really surprised Lin Fan.

Glancing at her in a daze, Lin Fan took a deep breath and said: "I really don't want to hurt you, to be honest, I have more sympathy for you, of course, opposites attract, to say that men have no feelings for women, it must be a lie, but you also saw it in the restaurant that day, I already have a girlfriend, I love her very much, I don't want to hurt her, and I don't want to do anything to be sorry for her, in the same way, I don't want to hurt you and Linlin, can you understand?" ”

Yes, at this time, Lin Fan didn't know what to say, so he had to take Tang Rui out as a shield, because Shi Mengling had seen herself take Tang Rui to her restaurant, and if she said so, she would definitely not suspect anything, so that Shi Mengling would die of this heart.

Didn't he save her life and gave her some money, as for making a promise, Lin Fan pouted unhappily in his heart, if he continued like this, he had saved so many people over the years, if he was like Shi Mengling, he would not be alive.

"Thank you for speaking to me." Shi Mengling said sincerely: "Lin Fan, I don't want to be by your side forever, I just want to be the woman behind you, I don't want any title, I don't care about the dignity of women, I just hope you can give me a little bit of your love, as long as that little is enough." ”

Well, this time, Lin Fan was really stunned, he didn't know how to deal with feelings, but now Shi Mengling said it so bluntly, put all her words on the bright side, and put herself in such a low position, which really made Lin Fan completely stunned.

Speaking of "love", Lin Fan knew that part of his knowledge was given to the woman who had hurt him, and the rest was given to Ying'er without reservation, so Lin Fan couldn't tell Tang Rui at all, let alone Shi Mengling in front of him.

After being silent for a few minutes, Lin Fan slowly opened his mouth and said, "Don't say such stupid things again, it's not fair to you." There's still a long time ahead, and I think you should get to know me a little bit better before you make a decision, I'm going to catch a plane tomorrow morning and go out of town to do some business, so I'll have to go home tonight and get ready. ”

In fact, in this case, Lin Fan thought about it for a while, he didn't know if it would hurt Shi Mengling if he said this, but he couldn't accept Shi Mengling, so he could only say this, and he could only refuse like this.

"Can you hug me for a while? Just for a moment," Shi Mengling looked at Lin Fan and asked in a posture of a little woman. She felt that the hand that Lin Fan put on her back had not moved at all, and there was no reaction on her body, it was all a silent refusal and coping, but Shi Mengling didn't mind, after so many years, she was already content to let her meet Lin Fan again under fate.

Probably rejected Shi Mengling several times in a row, Lin Fan hesitated this time, nodded slightly, and reached out to hold Shi Mengling in his arms, although the movements were still a little stiff, but at least they were much stronger than just now.

amorous, abusive, amorous, lewd, willow waving...... Zhang Lei said that these words can't describe Lin Fan, once this kid said that there are absolutely very few women who can make Lin Fan remember, care, and even really enter Lin Fan's heart, and it turns out that this sentence is indeed right.

In these things, Zhang Lei's pursuit may be a strong sensory stimulation, an end result, and a kind of enjoyment; Compared with Zhang Lei, what Lin Fan wants is just a process, a feeling, a feeling that two people are about to separate, rely on each other, get in touch with each other, and have a heart-to-heart relationship......

This kind of feeling, the kind of feeling that Lin Fan wants, Shi Mengling can't give it, so Lin Fan knows that all he can give her is yu, but he will never be able to give her the kind of "love" she wants, and Lin Fan's love has already been given to others, how can he give it to Shi Mengling lightly.

Shi Mengling buried her head deep in Lin Fan's arms, she felt that Lin Fan was not the kind of man with different hearts, he said that he was going to catch a plane tomorrow, there must be something really wrong. Even if there is no so-called eternity, Shi Mengling is happy and happy at this moment, at least, at this moment, she can really have Lin Fan, feel the temperature of his body, and listen to his heartbeat quietly.

I don't know why, Lin Fan remembered what Zhang Lei once said, most of the young women in the world, especially divorced young women, are lonely and unbearable, at that time Zhang Lei also told Lin Fan that if he was lucky enough to meet such a woman, he would be happy in his heart.

At that time, Lin Fan also kicked the kid hard, and he didn't think that he really met him today, but Lin Fan felt that Shi Mengling did not belong to the kind of person Zhang Lei said, she was a poor woman, who had suffered for so many years, if he hurt her ruthlessly, it would really push her to the land of no return.

It wasn't until nearly nine o'clock that Lin Fan left Shi Mengling's house. Although Shi Mengling was a little reluctant, she still affectionately sent Lin Fan downstairs. Before leaving, she also instructed Lin Fan: "Come and sit more when you have time, and I'll cook for you." ”

Lin Fan said "En" softly, got into the driver's seat, opened the window, smiled slightly, and said, "It's cold, go back, Linlin is still at home." ”

Shi Mengling just nodded and didn't go upstairs, but didn't walk upstairs with some loss until Lin Fan's car disappeared from her sight.

After leaving Shi Mengling's house, Lin Fan went straight to the hospital, chatted with Hu Zifeng for a while, and then returned to the villa with Wu Xie.

"Senior brother, can we stay a few more days, I don't want to go back early," Wu Xie lay on the bed and said with some loss, "If I go back this time, I will definitely not be able to come out in the future." ”

"No," Lin Fan covered Wu Xie with a quilt and said, "It's okay for the time being, if you don't go back, we'll wait to be scolded at that time." ”

"Senior Brother ......"

"Okay, go to sleep, I have to get up early tomorrow," Seeing that this kid still needs ink, Lin Fan doesn't bother to bother him, he is sixteen, and sometimes he is more childish than a child.

Actually, Lin Fan didn't know what Zhang Xishan was doing for letting him go back so quickly, but listening to the tone of the master's words, it seemed that there was something important, so Lin Fan didn't dare to delay any longer.

Seeing that this kid reluctantly closed his eyes, Lin Fan turned off the light in the house and walked out, returned to his house and called Tan Zhiyong to tell him some things, not realizing that Tang Rui would have an accident immediately when he left......