Chapter 0124 Letter
Zhao Xuan sighed:
"Say whatever you want, but I already have a clear conscience!" Although Wang Jiao's words are mean, she really cares about Xu Danlu, and Zhao Xuan can forgive her for her words to herself.
Wang Jiao's gaze swept slightly over Zhao Xuan's face, and she said softly:
"At first, Danlu was silent day by day, but then she was able to get out of bed and walk around, she often sat on the edge of the bed and looked at the sky, washing her face with tears, I know that she regretted it......"
Zhao Xuan said softly:
"Please help bring her a message - there are nine times out of ten things that are not satisfactory in life, there will always be a day in the past, and the pain of the present may not feel very painful in the future, and slowly it will not be so mindful."
Before love begins, you can never imagine loving someone like that. Before the love affair is over, you can never imagine that kind of love will disappear. Before love is forgotten, you can never imagine that such an unforgettable love will leave only a faint trace.
Zhao Xuan's heart suddenly rippled with a sad feeling, this feeling was cold, starting from the heart of his chest, overflowing to the limbs and hundreds of remains, but this feeling came and went quickly, and the rest was only a numb feeling on his face and a faint bitter smile on the corner of his mouth.
Zhao Xuan's words Wang Jiao silently recited in her heart, and cast a strange glance at Zhao Xuan, her expression suddenly became very strange.
"But I'm afraid I won't be able to bring that to me."
Zhao Xuan was puzzled:
"What's wrong?"
A sad look suddenly appeared on Wang Jiao's face:
"Because of Danlu, she left!"
Zhao Xuan was taken aback, he put his hands on Wang Jiao's shoulders, and asked eagerly:
"What do you say? Danlu she left? What does that mean exactly? What does it mean to leave? ”
Wang Jiao's face turned red, and she shouted:
"You're hurting me."
Zhao Xuan noticed that his own hand was placed on Wang Jiao's shoulder because he was a little excited, and he hurriedly let go of his hand that was pinching Wang Jiao's shoulder, feeling a little embarrassed.
"I'm sorry, I'm a little excited."
Wang Jiao thought to herself: It seems that this person is not so cold-blooded towards Xu Danlu.
She stretched out her hand and rubbed her shoulder, and whispered, "It's okay." She continued: "When I went to the ward this morning, she was gone, leaving two letters, one for me and one for you. I read the letter to me, and she said that she would not go back to school, that she had already taken the train to another city. ”
Zhao Xuan frowned when he heard this, and there was some unwillingness in his tone:
"She's such a silly girl! Back in school, what do other people's words count? She is a girl's family, lonely, and has no graduation certificate, what can she do? ”
Wang Jiao glanced at Zhao Xuan deeply:
"Since you're so worried about her! Why didn't you go to see her earlier? If you go once, maybe the results will change! ”
Zhao Xuan was silent for a long time, and he sighed deeply:
"I'm sorry, there aren't so many ifs in this world." The relationship between the two is like knitting a sweater, when it is established, it is a stitch and a thread, careful and long, and when it is dismantled, it only needs to be gently pulled......
He said slowly: "Now that the matter is a foregone conclusion, I have nothing to do, I just hope that she can find a new direction and no longer be as confused as before." ”
Wang Jiao took out a letter from her pocket and stuffed it heavily on Zhao Xuan's chest:
"Your approach is really ruthless! But this is the letter Danlu left you before leaving, and I still want to give it to you! See you soon! As she spoke, she strode away, and there was anger and confusion in her steps!
Zhao Xuan looked at the back of Wang Jiao's departure, he was not sad or happy in his heart, he thought that he had done everything he had to do, he was not a nanny, let alone a spiritual healer, everyone had their own way to go! Everyone needs to grow, and he can't interfere with the growth of others, all he can do is go with the flow......
Tearing open the envelope, the letter paper fell into his hand, and Zhao Xuan looked at it quietly.
High:
I know that I have done something wrong, when I got in Song Shidao's car, my heart was already uneasy, I just wanted to seek a job, but I didn't expect to be known by you in the end, looking at your pale face, my heart hurts, I regret it - I know that you are stubborn, you can't come back if you leave, looking at the sunset and night every day, I feel that I have lost the most important thing.
Poverty is not our fault, the fault is that I am not ambitious, and I give in to the powerful, and if I do this, your self-esteem must be hurt! I regret it, I hate it! These days, I have thought a lot, and I have understood a lot, no matter what, it is always unforgivable for a person to fall for some reason, the more humble he is, the more he must love himself and show his noble character!
Song Shidao took me to the Kwai Shui community and wanted to be violent to me, but he didn't succeed, I jumped off the building just to keep my innocence, I don't want to have no face to face you in the future, when I fell from the upstairs, I seemed to see death, at that moment, I was already in despair, at that moment, I even wished I was dead.
But I'm not dead......
It is said that when I was drunk, I knew who you loved the most, when I was sick, I knew who loved you the most, when I was sick, only you and Wang Jiao accompanied me through the most difficult days, Wang Jiao is my best friend, and you are my favorite person! I know that I am not worthy of love, but I really love you, not because you are my savior, but simply love you! But my heart has already cheated once, and I don't deserve to have innocent love again!
Since God won't let me die, then I will never let this mind go, and this lesson is unforgettable...... I suddenly felt ridiculous about my former self, why should I pursue money? In fact, simple is also a kind of happiness, I want to go out of the world to take a walk, take a turn, look at the outside world, the world is big, I will not take the initiative to find you again, I will not trouble you again, maybe I will not meet in the next life.
I love you...... The same will be true in the future, although there will be no intersection between you and me.
Lu, handwriting.
There are many blurs on this letterhead, which are traces of water stains, is she shedding tears while writing? Zhao Xuan sighed softly in his heart, and there was even a touch of heaviness.
I read the letter three times, and a cold wind blew, and the letter paper in my hand was blown rattling.
Zhao Xuan rubbed his hands, the letter paper turned into crumbs and floated in the air, Zhao Xuan raised his head, his eyes were full of cold light.
Song Shidao!
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Happiness is simple, but it's just a kiss; a hug; a phone call; one shoulder; a date; a bowl of fish balls; a box of bento; a trip to the beach; a spring rain; a stretch of road; a road; a small quarrel of laughter; One by bus; Holding hands all the time; Always trust; Always inclusive; I've always understood.
Zhao Xuan always thought that he didn't have high requirements for happiness, so he always felt very happy.
Zhao Xuan sat quietly in the café, holding a newspaper in his hand, reading the newspaper slowly and sipping coffee carefully.
The café is just a place for him to pick up women, but this time, he didn't come to pick up girls.
Because in this café, there is someone he wants to meet, and that person is Song Shidao.
Song Shidao was sitting in the corner of the café with a charming and generous woman, laughing softly.
Although it was a joke, the two of them said a word, and the woman giggled a few times occasionally, but Zhao Xuan still saw that the feeling between the two was not very right.
Because although the woman's smile was bright, Zhao Xuan could see that she was a little unhappy between her eyebrows. And Song Shidao smiled a little embarrassed, as if he was squeezed out.
What's going on?
It makes sense if a woman laughs awkwardly, because Song Shidao has never done these forced things before, and those women are not by his side because they like him...... But it would be very strange if Song Shidao smiled awkwardly, he was a rich son, and he wandered the flowers every day, what was there to be embarrassed about? Now in this situation, he should laugh unbridledly!
This is the third day that Zhao Xuan has come here to squat, and the enemy needs to plan before acting, this is an ancient adage, knowing oneself and knowing one's opponent, not being defeated in a hundred battles, and it is even more reasonable through the ages.
After a short time, Song Shidao and the charming girl left the café hand in hand, there was a convertible sports car outside the café, Song Shidao invited the girl to the car with a smile, and then put on sunglasses, drove away.
Zhao Xuan gently put down the newspaper, picked up the warm coffee, took a sip slowly, and his eyes froze with the open-top sports car that disappeared into the street.
Song Shidao, whose father is in business and whose mother is in politics, is a typical official and businessman family!
Puhai Baicheng Building Trade City was opened by his father, and it is said that the monthly net profit is more than three million! That's at least 36 million a year! That's a huge profit!
And his mother is in politics, so she has to open a convenient door for the family, and Zhao Xuan looks down on this situation the most, now that she has encountered it, she will inevitably see an uneven road once! Let Song Shidao's family have a hard time!
In fact, the children of Song Shidao's family have long been notorious, as the saying goes, if there is a father, there must be a son, and vice versa, if there is a son, his father is not far behind, not to mention his two brothers and a sister, who are also famous domineering masters in Puhai.
After the coffee, the newspaper was folded, put it back on the shelf next to the seat, got up, and turned to leave.
Tomorrow, tomorrow will be Song Shidao good-looking!
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Next.
Zhao Xuan sat in the taxi and said to the driver:
"Big brother driver, help keep up with the two people in front."
The driver was stunned for a moment, and looked at Zhao Xuan with a little doubt:
"Little brother, are you a plainclothes policeman? Did the two of them commit a crime? ”
Zhao Xuan almost laughed out loud, plainclothes policeman? The driver's uncle is too good at associating, he hurriedly waved his hand and said:
"No, I'm not a police officer."
The driver was even more confused:
"This ...... So why do you want to follow the first two? ”
Zhao Xuan was stunned for a moment, looking at the driver's appearance as if he suspected that he wanted to commit a crime, so it seemed that he really needed to think of a reason to convince the driver, otherwise he would not be able to stop the car for a while, and the two people in front of him would have disappeared......
Zhao Xuan looked at the two people in front of him, the bewitching woman's pink buttocks were very tempting, and he wanted to go to the woman's forced smile yesterday, his eyes lit up, and he smiled:
"Because that woman in front of me used to be my girlfriend."
The driver's uncle suddenly realized, he patted his thigh, started the car, followed closely behind the convertible in front, and said with a smile:
"Young man, are you going to snatch your beloved woman back?"
Although Zhao Xuan felt a little funny, he still nodded:
"yes."