Chapter 0123: I've Forgiven Already

Winter turns to spring, everything recovers, the whole land is covered with green, and the whole campus is full of life.

When the spring flowers on the campus bloomed for the first time, the girls had already taken off their cotton clothes, showing off their graceful and proud figures, showing off their slender white legs hidden in thick cotton stockings, showing their beauty to the fullest, adding a faint flesh color or lace beauty to the campus that has not yet adapted to spring.

Half of the boys' eyes stayed on the woman's bewitching posture and sultry jade legs, while the other half took their friends to the playground full of crowds, sweating, releasing passion, and carrying out their favorite sports.

Nearly half a month has passed in a blink of an eye, and the campus courtship turmoil has gradually passed, but the gossipy girls are still circulating the story of Zhao Xuan's courtship to the school flower Qin Yue, and many people are waiting to see what Zhao Xuan looks like when he is ugly.

But Zhao Xuan disappointed them, he still played with him, swinged on the swing, occasionally went to the library to read books, looked leisurely, and did not look out of love at all.

Zhao Xuan's attitude is exactly: just sit down with a smile and let it fall to the ground and turn into ashes! In the face of those gossips, the more they justify, the more they refute or disdain, the more they can be excited.

What's more, Zhao Xuan really didn't mind this matter anymore, when he should have been lost, there were two beauties, Su Luoying and Ning Lingyu, to comfort him, and leave silently, which was already his greatest satisfaction.

Since he didn't mind, there was no need to defend himself, so Zhao Xuan didn't have any trouble, and he was very relaxed.

As the saying goes, there is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself! When Zhao Xuan maintained an indifferent attitude, those who intended to spread gossip were a little boring, which is also the so-called strange and self-defeating! With the defeat of the gossipy, the whole campus returned to calm.

Compared with Zhao Xuan's tranquility, Qin Yue, who seems to be a winner, is more like a loser.

As a school flower, Qin Yue always goes in and out of the school's major assemblies and major activities, no matter where she goes, she is an eventful person, and she is the focus wherever she goes. As the proud daughter of the sky, she is naturally quite proud of being so beautiful and moving. Of course, she also cares about other people's remarks and never wants to spread gossip, so she also has a nickname in the school, called Iceberg Dance Forest Master.

But she has become abnormal during this time, she no longer goes in and out of major events, does not appear in major gathering places, rarely appears in everyone's field of vision, and chooses to go when there are few people to eat, she met Zhao Xuan a few times, Zhao Xuan walked straight to her, but she dodged and dodged, all these behaviors have laid a layer of confusing veil for the relationship between the two.

Some people even began to rumor even more unbearable gossip.

But this time, the gossip spread all over the campus, and the people in the whole school had different opinions about her, but Qin Yue didn't care at all, and even showed a faint bitterness on the corner of her mouth every time she heard it.

Qin Yue looked at the bouquet of roses by the window in a daze, not knowing what she was thinking.

Do you really like Zhao Xuan? Qin Yue didn't know what to do, she only knew that Zhao Xuan left with a blushing face that day, and he must have been angry. Why is he angry that his heart hurts? If...... If he could turn back time, he would definitely accept that bouquet of roses, and he would not make him ugly, and he would be very happy. Although Qin Yue did not have deep contact with Zhao Xuan, it seemed that she had known him for many years, she knew that the tranquility on his body was not pretended, but real, his eyes were always very calm, although there was a strange look in his eyes, but it was completely different from the naked gaze of other boys looking at him.

But that day, what I saw in his eyes was indifference and coldness!

Cold!

Qin Yue's face was pale - I miss him so much, I miss his warm embrace; It's good to still remember, it's good to remember his gentle lips; I miss him, I miss him softly; I miss him so much, and I miss his eyes from afar......

Qin Yue was the only one in this room, and this was the dormitory that Qin Yue asked her father to spend some money to vacate for her in the school after the incident that day. This is just her own world, only the bright red roses on the windowsill accompany her, every day Qin Yue will carefully pull the roses out of the bottle, replace them with fresh water, and strive to make them undefeated, but where are the flowers that will always bloom and be undefeated? Even though the rose had been carefully preserved, it had withered and now had a sickly crimson.

Reflecting on the past, Qin Yue suddenly regretted it, she regretted her former arrogance and her former eldest lady's temper.

For what, for what must be repaid? Is it just because he refused to give himself face in the dance hall? Later, he also explained to himself that he really couldn't dance the fast-paced tune...... Why do you want to listen to Xiaoling? Shatter your love dreams with your own hands? Tears slipped down unconsciously, Qin Yue's heart ached, the breeze blew in from the window, and a rose petal fell, just like her short-lived love!

Zhao Xuan also went to the hospital several times, but he didn't enter the ward, and through Wang Jiao's description, Zhao Xuan learned that Xu Danlu's condition was getting better and better, and this situation made him happy.

Now he has something to do all day long, learn piano with Xiao Xun'er, teach Xiao Xun'er to play the flute, go to the city library to read all kinds of knowledge books, attend classes, practice at the creek at night, study the application of true qi, and occasionally accompany Cheng Xuexuan to play a few games of chess, study and study the art of acupuncture, and occasionally ponder the new appearance of changing his face.

These are all extremely valuable and meaningful things for him.

Zhao Xuan was happy that he had so many things to do, and he felt fulfilled.

A few days ago, Zhao Xuan also had a conversation with Zhao Lan, Zhao Lan told him that everything was fine at school and there was no need to worry, and Zhao Xuan told her to eat whatever she wanted, buy any good clothes she wanted, and call him if she ran out of money.

Zhao Lan is a girl from the Gu family, so naturally it is impossible to agree, but due to Zhao Xuan's request, she finally reluctantly agreed.

The two siblings were too far away from the school, and Zhao Xuan couldn't manage it if he wanted to, so he could only care about each other by phone.

In addition to living in a rental house, Zhao Xuan occasionally lives in the school dormitory, and every time he arrives at the dormitory, the dormitory becomes very lively, and there are only two kinds of topics for men: money and women, and most of the topics are still focused on women. For this kind of topic, Zhao Xuan generally does not participate, he just leans on the bedside and reads quietly.

What are the top ten school flower lists in the school, what are the Baifang spectrum and the like, Wang Ziming and the others are talking about it, but Zhao Xuan is not interested in any of them.

Of course, the people in the bedrooms of several people in the beauty list do not mention it, which has become a tacit understanding, that is, Qin Yue, the most beautiful girl at the top of the school flower list, who is known as "Cloud Sideburns and Flowers", Su Luoying, a pure beauty who is located in the seventh place on the school flower list and has the title of "Quiet as a Delicate Flower Shines on the Water", and Xu Danlu, who is in the top 20 of the Baifang spectrum.

For their care and understanding, Zhao Xuan expressed his gratitude and relief.

On this day, the three of them were discussing the beauties of Baifangpu in full swing, talking about the excellent girls in each other's minds, and even the games they were playing were put aside.

And Zhao Xuan leaned on the pillow and quietly looked at "Jane Eyre" in his hand, and suddenly, a shout came from outside the door: "Zhao Xuan, there is a girl downstairs looking for you."

Zhao Xuan was stunned, the bedroom was suddenly quiet, got out of bed, Zhao Xuan walked to the corridor, and the girl standing under the tree downstairs was Wang Jiao.

Wang Ziming and the three immediately began to gossip:

"Xuanzi is good! Another girl? ”

Zhao Xuan gently pushed Wang Ziming:

"How many of you! Don't talk nonsense, hurry up and go back to bed, what should I do... I'll go downstairs and take a look. With that, he strode downstairs.

Wang Ziming and the three looked at each other, and Liu Feng said with a smile:

"Xuanzi is Xuanzi, and now it's becoming more and more popular with girls, which makes the brothers a little ashamed."

Seeing Liu Feng's appearance, Wang Ziming pushed down and said:

"Let's go, Xuanzi said it's nothing, let's go back and play games, this Wang Jiao and Xu Danlu are the same bed, maybe it's Xu Danlu, what's the gossip!"

Zuo Ding Wei smiled:

"Who gossiped first, I won't say!"

Wang Ziming's old face flushed:

"You!"

The two of them immediately slipped into the dormitory, where there was a burst of strange laughter

Zhao Xuan walked downstairs and walked to Wang Jiao's side:

"What's the matter?"

Wang Jiao glared at Zhao Xuan, with resentment in her eyes:

"Why are you not going to see Danlu these days?"

Zhao Xuan said slowly:

"She's getting better, and I've done everything I can, so there's no need to go again."

Wang Jiao was dissatisfied in her eyes, and she said in a deep voice:

"You still haven't forgiven Danlu?"

Zhao Xuan shook his head slightly, and there was no superfluous expression on his face:

"I've forgiven you." What's more, it doesn't matter if you forgive or not.

Wang Jiao shook her head and said:

"You clearly haven't forgiven! You're such a small-bellied man! For what! Why do you men have to ask women for forgiveness when they make mistakes, but we women can't make mistakes once? You men are too good! ”

Zhao Xuan sighed softly:

"It's really no longer possible for me and her."

Wang Jiao said softly:

"Although she did something wrong, her love for you has not changed, I am roommates with her, I know what she thinks."

Zhao Xuan smiled bitterly, the laughter was very harsh, a gust of wind blew from behind Zhao Xuan, blowing his hair forward, and his face was full of helpless smiles.

Wang Jiao said angrily:

"What are you laughing at!" Her face was flushed, and she was clearly very angry.

Zhao Xuan sighed softly:

"I didn't laugh at others, I just laughed at myself."

Wang Jiao was puzzled:

"Laughing at yourself?"

Zhao Xuan nodded:

"That's right! I'm laughing at myself! Actually, Danlu and I can't be together, it's not that she has changed! It's me who has changed! ”

Wang Jiao was angry:

"Don't talk back, okay? I hate men who are weird the most! ”

Irony?

Maybe it is, maybe it isn't.

Xu Danlu did something wrong, and Zhao Xuan did change. Maybe Zhao Xuan has changed Xu Danlu has not changed, the two can still be together, but Xu Danlu has changed, no matter whether Zhao Xuan has changed or not, it is impossible for the two to be together again.