Wang Xixi was woken up by her aunt.

When she opened her eyes, all she saw was her aunt's smiling face. "Xixi, thank you for your gratitude yesterday, otherwise I wouldn't be fine today."

Wang Xixi's head was still full of the contents of the diary he saw yesterday. She didn't know how to face her aunt, she tried to squeeze out a smile, and even she felt that this smile was more ugly than crying.

"Alright, get up, wash and eat." After speaking, the aunt left the house.

Sometimes people are so strange, before you don't know a person, you can get along with that person, but once you know more about the unknown side of this person, you often don't know how to face him.

Wang Xixi has experienced this embarrassing situation twice. For example, Gu Ao, such as Auntie.

She sat across from her aunt and ate porridge, thinking about how she could hide it better.

"Xixi, is there a conflict with Gu Ao?" Auntie asked.

"Huh?" Wang Xixi raised her head and found that her aunt was staring at her.

"I saw that you looked absent-minded when you were eating, this time you came by yourself, not with Gu Ao." She winked at her, "The little couple has a conflict, right?" ”

"Who is a little couple with him?" Wang Xixi snorted and refused to admit it.

"Xixi, it's not easy for two people to be together, so cherish it." The aunt gave her a meaningful look. Wang Xixi inexplicably felt that her aunt remembered Hu Meiyin's father Hu Xuyao.

"Auntie, why are you still not married?" Wang Xixi thought about Su Can's diary, so he couldn't help but ask.

"Xixi," the aunt put away the dishes and chopsticks on the table, Wang Xixi hurriedly got up to help, they put the dishes and chopsticks in the basin, let them soak for easy brushing. Then the aunt pulled Wang Xixi to sit down next to the table.

"Sissy, I once loved someone." Her eyes were a little moist.

"Or it can't be said that it was, it should be that I still love it now. But I can't be with him. ”

Wang Xixi was still a little surprised, "Then you can also fall in love with someone again?" "Knowing that it is impossible for her to talk to Xu Yao, why do you have to defend it?

"Sissy, you won't understand, when you love once with all your heart, this love will not appear in front of you a second time. It's cruel to marry someone you don't love. It can be seen that the aunt is trying to control her emotions and not be knocked down by the past.

"I loved that man from the first time I saw him.

But he has someone he loves. And the woman he loves has a very good relationship with me. I love that woman too. So, I can't spoil the happiness between them. ”

"Then," Wang Xixi asked tentatively, "where are they now?" ”

"They," said the aunt, as if with great effort, "they live happily in a far away place. ”

The expression on my aunt's face was extremely painful.

Wang Xixi suddenly felt that she was very cruel, her aunt's wound was torn open by her like this, and after sixteen years, she didn't expect Su Lan to really love Xu Yao so much, or to say that she loved Su Can and Xu Yao so much. After they had been away from this world for so long, they still remembered it.

Her singleness is obsessively waiting for them.

"Auntie, I'm sorry." She lowered her head, her voice soft.

"Silly girl, what do you say I'm sorry for?" She touched her head, "You guys, you're just too young, so you don't cherish it so much." ”

"Okay, let's go play, aren't you here to play, I'm embarrassed to let you take care of me for a day yesterday."

"Auntie, this is what I should do, hehe." She smirked stupidly, "Then I'll go out and play." ”

Wang Xixi went out under Su Lan's repeated advice.

The barren grass that looked like a withered yellow in winter has now turned green, but the stones and sand under the barren grass still seem to be the same as in front of them.

Sixteen years ago, Su Can and Xu Yao walked the road. Three years ago, Gu Ao and Hu Meiyin walked the road. I guess it hasn't changed much.

Before going out, she asked her aunt that this grassy ditch was the lowest place in the village, and it was full of stagnant water every summer, and occasionally there would be floods during the rainy season, and after the water washed away, only the dense stones and sand remained. The hillside heights are enough for people to grow food. The people here are content.

The thatched king, more than one person tall, walked for a long time, and she came to the hillside that she had climbed with Gu Ao in winter. Standing on the top of the mountain, looking around, the mountains are white all over.

The apricot blossoms were in bloom, so beautiful, she climbed up the tree, shook the apricot tree vigorously, and it rained apricot blossoms. She frantically shuttled under the almond tree like a child.

Later, she followed the path of Hu Meiyin in her memory and came to the grave of Su Can and Xu Yao.

The white apple blossoms trembled slightly in the wind. Plain flowers, only such elegant flowers can match their love.

Wang Xixi squatted down.

"Su Can, hello. I'm Wang Xixi. She paused, "Xiaomei's classmate." ”

"I'm sorry I read your diary last night. I'm sorry. ”

She didn't know what to say.

"Su Can, in fact, my love has also encountered some troubles, but it may be a piece of cake compared to yours."

She tilted her head and thought for a moment. "Actually, I like that boy a lot, so this is probably the first and only time I've been here alone."

A gust of spring breeze hit, mixed with a few petals.

"Su Can, you heard it, right?" Wang Xixi was very happy, but his face became cautious again in an instant, "I should call you Aunt Su Can, right?" ”

"But Su Can's name is so nice, you have such a good temper, you won't mind."

Wang Xixi's strange self-talk continued until the sun went down.

When she returned, she saw a round sunset, as she had seen many times. In the distance, there was a man carrying a hoe home, and the man was singing a mountain song that Wang Xixi could not understand the lyrics. But she thought it was very good, and the desolation that complemented the sunset.

It wasn't until she arrived at her aunt's house that she suddenly thought that today was the day to return to school.

So I hurriedly said goodbye to my aunt and ran on the bus home.

She dialed a string of numbers on the bus, "Song Senran, I may not be able to go to school until evening." ”

"It's okay, I'll wait for you to go with you."

Wang Xixi frowned, "You better go first, help me ask the teacher for a leave, if the time is really not enough, I will arrive at school tomorrow morning." ”

Song Senran paused for a long time before he said slowly: "Okay, you pay attention to safety alone." ”

Wang Xixi put down the phone. But do you want to tell Hu Meiyin about Su Can, she has the right to know about her parents, but if she tells her, she must explain the diary to her.

She still couldn't make up her mind after all.