Wang Xixi felt a special depression in his heart.

The two sisters fell in love with the same man at the same time, which she had never heard of at the time, and she would always have a more bloody episode in her life than the TV series.

After reading the diary for so long, she likes Hu Meiyin's mother Su Can in her heart, a bright and sunny woman, and she is always very gentle to the people around her.

But she can't hate Su Lan, her aunt is usually so good to her.

What a fate.

"Sunday, June 10, 1990 Rain, I have been covered with sadness these days and have not been in the mood to write a diary.

But I have to write it today, because tomorrow Xu Yao and I will leave this place of right and wrong.

Zhilu said that the night when Su Lan liked Xu Yao, I couldn't sleep after writing my diary in bed, I didn't dare to turn over, for fear of waking up Xiaomei and Xu Yao.

I think, if it weren't for Xiaomei, I would really be willing to give up Su Lan to Xu Yao. They are a good match. Xu Yao is very handsome, and Su Lan is very smart. And I love them. In this regard, I am not inferior to Su Lan in any way.

Ever since I was a kid, I hated competing with other people. I think I'm a coward. The only rag doll left by my mother was snatched away by a neighbor's boy, and all I could do was go home and cry. After Su Lan asked about the situation, he didn't say a word, and helped me come back. I knew she must have gone into a fight with the little boy because I saw the footprints on her pants.

But she said, "Sister, I won." With the smile that is innate to the winner.

The bed creaked suddenly.

The sound of Xu Yao stumbling and turning over came so suddenly in this silent night.

Xu Yao, my name is him.

There was a hint of hoarseness in his voice, Su Can, I love you.

My tears ran down the corners of my eyes and into my hair, and I said, I love you too, Xu Yao. But what about Su Lan.

He said, "Let's go."

I didn't speak, I couldn't say yes to him as readily as I used to.

Su Can, we don't care whether others are good or not, there is nothing wrong with the people who love each other. His voice grew clearer and clearer.

He said, I don't love Su Lan, I only see her as a sister. It's a sin for people who can't like each other to insist on being together.

I couldn't stop crying.

In the darkness, there was a rough feeling of Xu Yao's fingers on my face. He said, Su Can, don't cry. Didn't Su Lan say, bless us. Don't you really want to be with me anymore?

I grabbed his hand, no, I want to be with you, I want to be with you so much, that's why I'm so sad now.

He tried to wipe my tears away with his fingers, but after wiping them, the tears became even more intense.

He said, Su Can, either let your sadness out, from tomorrow, nothing has happened.

I think my tears flowed that night.

The next morning was a beautiful day, the sun was shining on the earth, and I had never liked the summer sun as much as I did that day.

After lunch, I stood in the bright courtyard. The sun was scorching me, and I lifted my face instead and let it burn my face, and I wanted to evaporate the tears that had been left on my face the night before.

No one stopped me, I think Xu Yao told Su Lan what I was doing.

Things were really like what Xu Yao said, nothing happened when I got up the next day, no one mentioned the incident the night before, Su Lan no longer stopped us from leaving, and Xu Yao happily hugged Xiaomei. It's just that when I see the two of them standing together occasionally, I feel a little trepidated.

You see, love is such a selfish thing, you will even have a grudge against your own sister.

However, now that my mind has finally calmed down, I try to keep everything to myself, I go climbing every day, and the feeling of sweating gives me the illusion that all these things are drained with sweat. Also, I'm going to exercise and can't hang up halfway.

Xu Yao said we will leave tomorrow.

He bought a lot of clothes for Xiaomei in the city.

I said, Xu Yao, before we leave, I want to go to the city again, the street where we met.

He said, OK.

The dinner was very rich, and Su Lan kept bringing out all kinds of dishes that she was good at, and I said enough was enough, but she didn't seem to hear it.

Until Xu Yao said, Su Lan, that's enough. She stopped.

I think it's okay to get drunk when you eat. Su Lan is like this, at the dinner table, she kept talking, talking about things when we were children, she laughed loudly, but when she talked about me going into the city and throwing money, she couldn't stop crying.

I knew that she thought of Xu Yao, and she said, the first day my sister brought you back, I think I liked you.

Xu Yao looked at me worriedly, I gave him a smile, I'm leaving tomorrow, what else can I not bear? Just like people who are looking forward to the dawn, the sky will soon dawn, and they can survive no matter how dark and terrible the night is.

I hugged Xiaomei over, I wanted to leave a little time for Xu Yao and Su Lan, I wanted to share a little bit of Xu Yao's beauty with Su Lan. Although I know that Dao Xuyao may not be happy that I am doing this, I am in a really good mood today. I want to spend a little more time with them.

Xiaomei is very happy, I said, Xiaomei, do you know that your parents are going to take you to a new place tomorrow, so you are very happy? Xiaomei didn't answer, she just smiled happily, I knew she must be.

The time is just right, there are still a few pages left in this diary, and I want to leave all these beautiful and painful memories that this diary connects me here, this place where I was born and raised.

See you soon. ”

Wang Xixi closed Su Can's diary. She let out a deep breath. Su Can's diary came to an abrupt end here, and what happened later, Wang Xixi didn't want to explore.

So far, this love affair is beautiful. She subconsciously hoped that they had really gone to a small mountain village in the west, where they would live happily with Xiaomei. But Hu Meiyin's face broke into her mind, and she said that they died in a car accident.

Wang Xixi thought that Hu Meiyin must not know the love between them.

The mobile phone rang at the right time, and Wang Xixi picked it up and saw that it was Gu Ao's text message.

"Sissy, good night." The time display is half past ten.

Maybe it was because Su Can's love story made her feel emotional, and she replied to Gu Ao's text message for the first time: Good night.

Gu Ao's text message quickly came back: Why haven't you slept yet?

Wang Xixi gently put the diary on the bottom of the wooden box, locked the box, and she replied to him: On the weekend, I don't want to go to bed too early.

The speed at which he sent text messages was so fast, and many years later, Wang Xixi realized that this was called a second reply: It can't be playing with a mobile phone, right? The mobile phone radiates too much, which is not good for the eyes.

She pressed her hands to the blue-glowing keyboard on her phone: No, I'm reading.

He said, remember to go to bed early, good night. This is followed by a large smiley face symbol.

Wang Xixi smiled.