Chapter 4 How to Exist

"Who knows where we should dream? Who understands what dignity has become? Do you find a reason to go with the flow, or do you want to break free...... How am I supposed to exist?! ”

As soon as he took the package and sat down, Wang Feng's slightly vicissitudes of life sang loudly, Wu Chen held the fries in one hand, took out the phone from his pocket with the other, and continued to listen to the song when he saw that it was Big Tooth.

Wu Chen walked to the door, only to hear the big teeth chattering inside, and he couldn't hear clearly, Wu Chen said loudly into the phone: "What are you talking about?" Again, there was no signal in there just now! ”

I heard the big tooth on the other side of the phone say very dissatisfied: "Damn, dare to love me for half a day!" ”

Daya and Wu Chen grew up wearing a pair of pants since they were children, and they did all kinds of naughty mischief, skipping classes and fighting. Because the two of them are not tall, they are not less beaten, of course, because of a mouthful of buckteeth, the characteristics are prominent and easy to cause trouble, and they are beaten more.

When they were in their first year of high school, they lived in school, and because of the matter of fetching water, they had a conflict with Long Ze and Du Qin from the seaside fishing village.

Heaven chases! Poor Wu Chen and Big Tooth have two small bodies, which are enough for those two muscular men who practice track and field! The battle was completely one-sided. The only highlight is that the two of them give full play to the spirit of not being afraid of sacrifice and stubbornly resisting to the end, and they have blocked each other's fists.

I don't know if Lu Dao was moved by their feelings, anyway, after this fight, the two groups of people became buddies very bloody, only to find out that in addition to being angry and causing trouble, everyone is actually a little literate and young, good vassal elegance or something, so they often skip class together, talk about Zeng Guofan, Nan Huaijin, and talk widely, astronomy and geography, history and culture, all night long.

Until now, Wu Chen shuddered every time he thought of the appearance of Daya and Du Qin at that time, and they hated each other. Young man, what a sentiment!

After arriving at the undergraduate level, several people are in different schools, but they are all in Guangfu, and they often get together on weekends, drinking karaoke when they have money, boiling water and mustarding vegetables when they don't have money, and living a life without a meal. There is no shortage of those high-end hotel lobby doors, squatting in a row, drooling at the beauties who come and go inside, high-heeled black silk.

Big Tooth has made a grand wish more than once, and several buddies have developed in this life, so they will carry two such beauties on their shoulders, and they will show off in this lobby without anything! Although the brothers look average, they are better than those pot-bellied old guys, right?

It is said that no matter how good the friends are, they can't stand the split of time, and several people are scattered all over the place after graduation. Wu Chen and Long Ze both stayed in Guangfu, and Long Ze joined the police force after graduation and became a glorious police uncle; Wu Chen studied for graduate school and took the civil service examination. Du Qin went back to his hometown to teach and educate people, and continued to mislead people's children; Daya studied electronic engineering, after graduation after several setbacks, traveled to various parts of the Pearl River Delta, and finally went to a foreign company in Tuchuan City, the income is the highest among several people, and he pays for the corruption of the party.

"What's the matter, roaring so loudly, you won't lose anything again, right?"

Wu Chen seemed a little excited when he heard that Big Tooth was inside, and he hurriedly held the phone a little away from his ear.

"Hehe, how do you know Lu Dao? Don't tell me you told me that you told me a hexagram! ”

"Don't talk nonsense, won't you lose your wallet again?"

"Holy! It's accurate, it's really a lost wallet! Did you kid put some kind of curse on me? ”

"You've lost your wallet three times recently, and I said that if it's two, you can't do it twice, right?"

"Damn, you think I'm going to lose it! It's not Wednesday for the company's sports day, I went to play football in the afternoon, came back and fell asleep on the bus, and when I got home, I found that my wallet was gone, and I lost a pair of pants, and my back pocket was cut so that I could see the underwear! The wallet is gone, and the bank card and ID card are also lost! ”

Big Tooth remembered the scene at that time, it was embarrassing, especially the eyes of the girl in the back row, it really made people want to cry without tears, "Alas, don't say it, it's all tears!" Get ready to meet me. ”

"I've got you! Hurry up and do it, don't become another Sun Zhigang. Wu Chen was still worried about Daya's respectful appearance, and when he walked on the road with him, he didn't let the police uncle stop him to check his ID card.

The household registration of this goods is left in Guangfu, and every time the ID card is lost, you have to go back to Guangfu to handle it, and it is estimated that the little girl in the hall of the certificate is about to think that this young man has an idea about herself. Originally, the weekend was Long Ze going to have a wedding, so I just asked for leave and came over a day earlier.

"Done! I'll pick you up then! Wu Chen also hung up the phone as he spoke, it was really hot outside, so after talking for a while, the sweat came out, and he was too lazy to follow the guy and talk nonsense!

I took the phone and was about to walk back, when I suddenly saw two dirty beggars squatting on the side of the door. The old man looked seventy or eighty years old, perhaps tired of walking, resting on the pillar, staring blankly at the road with his eyes. The little girl looked less than ten years old, lying in front of the glass window, looking at the people eating inside, her eyes lit up.

Wu Chen's heart softened for no reason, and a sourness surged up, and he was about to step forward, but he saw a female employee in uniform walking out, "Go and go, don't stay here with us!" ”

"Oh" the old man was startled, withdrew his gaze, struggled to his feet, and pulled the girl to leave.

"Grandpa, I'm ......hungry," the little girl was also very well-behaved, following the old man, muttering in a low voice while turning back frequently.

"Wait." Wu Chen hesitated for a moment, but still shouted, in the surprise of the female employee, walked over, took out his wallet, looked at it, there were more than one hundred and fifty yuan in it, he didn't think about it, gave the one hundred yuan to the old man, and asked them to wait a while, walked back to the store by himself, bought two packages with the remaining zero ticket, took them out and handed them to the little girl.

"Find a place to eat." Wu Chen looked at the old man and the little girl who were obviously a little overwhelmed, and his heart was sour, there was only so much he could do, and he didn't blame the clerk, it was not easy for people to open a store.

Watching the pair of grandchildren walk away, Wu Chen's heart was a little gloomy, people, sometimes, even if you want to do good deeds, you have to have that ability! It's just that if you win the jackpot or pick up a big leak that day, and get rich overnight, do you still have this state of mind?

Alas, what do you think stupidly! Let's take care of ourselves, Wu Chen walked back to his seat a little stupidly.

"What's wrong?" Xu Zhifei almost finished eating the hamburger, and when he saw Wu Chen coming back a little depressed, he asked while chewing.

"It's fine." Wu Chen responded, grabbed the cola and took a big sip first, a cold feeling went straight from his throat to his abdomen, he couldn't help but shiver, and couldn't help but shout, "It's so cool!" ”。

Just when he shook his head, he suddenly saw a sister at the next table staring at him viciously, and couldn't help blushing, lowered his head, and honestly nibbled on the hamburger.

Xu Zhifei chuckled a few times, swallowed the last bite of the burger, leaned over, and said to Wu Chen with a grin: "Huang Zhichao is so forced, he definitely can't eat it now, ha." ”

Wu Chen is busy nibbling on hamburgers, saying that these days, in order to save some money, KFC can't afford to eat it! Hearing Xu Zhifei say this, he raised his head and glared at him, and said vaguely: "Interesting?" I have no money to eat, and I still toss around all day long! If you have the strength, let's finish the task at hand first! ”

He is really not in the mood to pay attention to these, just those documents submitted for approval are enough for him to choke, each project is attached to a lot of materials, in addition to the construction content of the project itself, there are various evaluation reports, feasibility studies or something, now the big leaders of the unit, and require each to handle the draft, must give their own opinions, this is really to be a personal life!

Rao is Wu Chen works overtime every day, and now there are more than ten projects on the desk, many of which have a strong relationship with various leaders, and they don't urge him, only urge the leaders, which makes him under great pressure, grandma!

"Brother, you have to learn to be happy in suffering, do you know how to do it?" Xu Zhifei snorted Coke, "Now we are a vulnerable group, with little income, high pressure, and we are scolded all day long, and we can't complain!" There are also a group of children and grandchildren all day long, chasing after the wind and shadows every day, taking words out of context, lest the world will not be chaotic, and this civil servant will be like a rat crossing the street. If I were Guo Degang, I would have to beat me too! ”

"If you have fun in the midst of suffering, you have to make trouble in the nest? Look at your appearance! Although Wu Chen is also disgusted with some unscrupulous media confusing right and wrong and stirring up social contradictions, he does not have that kind of consciousness and has to take care of it. I'm a small soldier, I can't have such a big heart, I have a meal to eat, it's really good! "People also want to eat, understand. Hehe, if you don't let them hype, how can you get it? Do you want to follow what you said, those stars can't live anymore? ”

"You are this kind of muddy temper, that's why you were bullied by people like Huang Zhichao!" Xu Zhifei took a sip of Coke and said hatefully.

Under the eaves of people, there is no way to do it. After more than ten years of cold windows, it is not easy to come out of the countryside, and it is not easy to take root here!

Wu Chen smiled, he was a little excited, he thought that the civil servants were good, but who knew that it was also a fence, looking at the scenery inside from the outside, it was as secretive as it was deep, and he knew the hardships inside. Regardless of anything else, there are forty-two of them in the class, and now his income can be regarded as the second-to-last, and the first-to-last is Ma Zhuo, an entrepreneurial man who has no food all day.

Wu Chen thought about it, his total income for a year, salary subsidy provident fund, and all those who got it were not as good as the year-end bonuses of many classmates.

But that's it, every time I have a party, I always talk about it by other classmates, what kind of hidden benefits, gray income, in short, you can't argue, so that he doesn't go out to the class reunion at all.

Every time they talked about this topic, the two of them were a little depressed. The wind was starting to pick up outside, too, and suddenly it was getting dark.

"It's going to change again!" Wu Chen looked at the leaves falling in the wind outside, and he didn't know what big-leaved banyan trees were planted all over the street for Lu Dao back then, and the leaves only fell at this time, and he was stunned to make the city at the end of spring and summer a little depressed.

At noon, while there was still some time, Wu Chen lay on the table and was confused for a while, only feeling dizzy and stuffy. In the daze, some strange pictures began to appear intermittently again, squeezing his head to explode! I just feel that my right eyelid is jumping suddenly!

Hell yes! It is said that the left eye jumps wealth, the right eye jumps disaster, can there be any disaster recently?!