Chapter 493: The hardest thing to quit is feelings

Wei Ran stood between me and Mi Cai, his complicated expression told me, he seemed to have a thousand words, but in the end he only had a hint of gloom, smiled at Mi Cai and said: "Betsy, I just want to send you off, you don't need to look at me so vigilantly." ”

Mi Cai responded to him with a very faint smile and said: "You think too much, I'm the same as before, as always, I don't have any precautions against you, you can come and send me, I'm really happy!" ”

Wei Ran nodded, I didn't know what to say for a while, but Mi Cai didn't have time to stay at the airport anymore, she waved her hand to the people who saw her off, and was about to walk towards the ticket gate, I restrained the reluctance in my heart, and looked at her back calmly, but Wei Ran stretched out her right hand, and instantly realized that she couldn't keep it at all, so she shouted to Mi Cai's back: "Betsy, do you have anything else to leave me?" ”

Mi Cai turned her head to look at him, and said with a smile of expectation on her face: "There are many women who are devoted to you, many of them are sincere, you should calm down your heart and find a love that you really need No matter where it is, I, as a sister, will always bless you, I hope that I can see a happy you after returning to China next time!" ”

After Mi Cai finished speaking, he didn't stop anymore, and trotted towards the ticket gate, but the corners of Wei Ran's mouth twitched slightly, and her expression was full of loss and pain, as if the soul had suddenly been stripped from her body

Mi Cai just left, I didn't leave with everyone immediately, but stood outside the airport fence, looking at the plane through the sky with an empty heart, and there was Wei Ran standing on the same level as me

The plane finally turned into a dot and completely disappeared from my sight, I subconsciously wanted to light a cigarette for myself, but remembered Mi Cai's parting advice, and finally gave up the idea of smoking, but the feeling of loss made me feel more and more suffocated.

Wei Ran didn't know when he walked to my side, I just glanced at him, then looked away again, still looking at the place where the plane merged with the clouds, and Wei Ran rarely said to me in a calm tone, "Can you give me a cigarette?" ”

I was a little surprised: "Do you have a habit of smoking?" ”

"Habits are formed."

I tossed him the unopened pack of cigarettes from my pocket and said, "I happen to have plans to quit smoking, so I'll give you this pack of cigarettes, but I have to tell you that some habits are better not to form, because it's too hard to quit!" ”

Wei Ran opened the cigarette case, took out one from it, I handed the fire to him again, he avoided the wind and lit it several times before lighting the cigarette, he did not immediately put it in his mouth to smoke, but pinched it with his index finger and thumb and turned around, with some unwillingness, as if talking to himself and seemed to say to me: "As long as you want to quit smoking, you can do it by taking some medicine, but what about feelings?" I'm afraid, the more you quit, the more painful it is! ”

I didn't say anything, just looked at the electric pole not far away that had been slashed by the cold wind.

Wei Ran finally put the cigarette in her mouth and took a puff, and said to me in a self-deprecating tone: "Zhaoyang, to this day, I have never understood why Betsy would be with you so desperately, which point is not as good as you, a man who fights at the bottom of society!" ”

I looked at him for a long time before replying: "I don't understand either, but one day you and I will have an answer, maybe it's an epiphany, maybe it's sharpened by time." ”

"I'd rather get an answer from Betsy herself."

After returning to Suzhou, I ushered in the first night after Mi Cai left, and I was extremely empty, so I went to the "Empty City" music restaurant after work, and happened to meet CC, Robben, Wei Manwen and Le Yao with a girl to have dinner here.

Seeing me coming, several people put down the chopsticks in their hands together, and then saw Robben stretch out his hand to CC and Le Yao, and said, "If you want to lose the bet, you two hurry up and give money!" ”

CC happily took a hundred yuan from his wallet and handed it to Robben, but Le Yao refused to give it, I came to them and asked a little puzzled, "What are you gambling on?" ”

Le Yao replied: "We are betting on whether you will come here to eat Zhaoyang tonight, you are really annoying, you don't come early, you don't come late, but you come tonight!" Then he said to Robben: "I don't care, I don't have money anyway, if you want it, go to Zhaoyang to go, who let him come uninvited!" ”

Robben pressed his hand on Le Yao's shoulder, and said in an impatient tone: "Don't talk nonsense, you have to give it if you don't have money, don't push everything on Zhaoyang, people may not be willing to take care of you!" ”

I moved a chair and sat down next to a few people, then took out a hundred yuan from my wallet and threw it in front of Robben, saying, "Although this girl is a bit of a liar, don't be too embarrassed about her, after all, you are a gentleman and a girl!" ”

CC smiled and said, "Zhaoyang, we opened a gambling game with you, and you finally helped Le Yao repay the gambling money, your current realm is quite high!" ”

I responded with a smile and beckoned the waiter to ask for a draught beer, feeling empty all the time, finally relieved by the gathering with this group of friends, and said to them, "You are all here today, I just have something to discuss with you." ”

Le Yao was the first to respond: "Then everyone hurry up and listen, it's rare that Zhaoyang, an unreliable brother, has a serious time to speak." ”

I was really used to being squeezed by Le Yao, and I didn't care, so after sorting out my thoughts, I told my "Music Caravan" plan, and hoped that they could also join this plan as performers.

Robben was as cheerful as ever, and he said to me, "You can leave it to me to form a band, at least three different musical styles for you." ”

I nodded my head in thanks, and CC said to me: "I did a national tour with the music caravan a few years ago, if you want to lack a team leader, I can be the leader, of course, I am most interested in being able to bring my own musical instruments, and do the most hearty performance on the scene, I really haven't done this open performance for a long time!" ”

My heart suddenly became confident because of the addition of CC and Robben, and Le Yao, who had not spoken, also echoed: "Zhaoyang, don't forget me when the time comes, I can be a guest performer!" ”

"I can't afford to invite a big-name guest like you, our form is mainly charity performances, and it is not profitable."

Le Yao glared at me and said, "Did I mention the performance fee to you?" ”

"I didn't mention it, but there is something serious that needs to be done with you."

Le Yao glanced at me, but instead of agreeing as readily as before, she asked first, "What is the matter?" ”

"In addition to the plan to launch the music caravan this time, we will also shoot a micro-film for the project of Literary Road that can express its spiritual connotation, and I and the investor both think that you are the most suitable candidate for the heroine, so I hope you can join it, of course, we will negotiate with you to find an ideal salary."