The anger suddenly surged up uncontrollably, and the Queen Mother grabbed Yu Yan's collar and said fiercely: "Why do you want to treat me like this, I once insisted on treating you as the eldest sister and the only credible person in the palace, but why did you kill my child?"

Yu Yan was caught off guard by her, when she raised her eyes, she saw that the woman's eyes were full of tears, it turned out that even after so many years, she still had resentment in her heart and could not let go, but Yu Yan also understood that the reason why she hated so much was because they treated each other sincerely in the past, and comforted each other in that long and dark harem life, so that they could survive one catastrophe after another, even after Yu Yan, whose hands were stained with blood, became more and more ruthless, and they also went farther and farther away, but they did not lose their former sisterhood, but the world is changeable, but they have their own fate, and finally they have a change in alienation, and they break up in the change

"I regard Yongxi as my own, and I have never hurt him because of the battle for the storage position, you should know this best, but" Yuyan's face appeared a layer of sadness as light as smoke, and her voice was like a cold cup on the case, "If Yongtai Lichu has to let Yongxi exchange death, I would rather he be demoted to Xishu as soon as possible, and he will not return to Beijing in this life."

The woman who has been the queen mother was distracted, and the moist white gas under her eyes covered her with a pair of resolute and majestic eyes, in fact, she didn't know in her heart that Yuyan would never do this, even after Chengying went, she had sneered at herself, but that was just a way to revive her spirit, she was not a dull person, some things just need to think calmly to know the cause, she just didn't know how to send, she was depressed in her heart, she lost the two pillars of life, she was helpless and confused, even if she walked under the scorching sun, she could still feel the cold chill in the harem from all directions, forcing her to have no way to escape, but all this is closely related to Yuyan

In the eight years she spent with the first emperor, she also knew this man's stinging and cunning, and she understood and sympathized with what Yu Yan had done in the past, but the overall situation had been decided, and she was powerless to turn it over, the only thing she could do was to take care of Yongyi and support him to inherit the unification, and there was no other way

"You are now the queen mother, with supreme power, so your family will always enjoy peace, and you don't have to keep the green lantern ancient Buddha," Yu Yan looked at the woman in front of her quietly, and smiled a little pale, "Although you have lost so much, you have obtained what others have asked for all your life, isn't it happy?"

"Power" The Queen Mother raised her eyes suddenly, her slender and flying eyes were full of smiles, as if she was happy and happy, "No one has ever asked me if I want to get all this, Chengying is dead, I have all my hopes, if he is here, I can at least look forward to one day escaping here with him, Yuyan, I have never loved someone with such intentions, but because of my identity, because of my status, because of those dispensable things, I have never missed the opportunity to reveal my true heart to him."

She had never been so honest, so Yu Yan didn't know that she loved so hard, but for a moment, she was stunned, and she said lightly: "That's why I envy you, you at least have a choice."

Seeing that the woman was stunned for a while, Yu Yan just lowered her eyes lightly and smiled like a summer flower: "If I tell you that Chengying is still living well somewhere, are you willing to abandon everything you have and follow him."

At that time, it was noon, and the warm light penetrated the layers of closed window sashes and shone on the Queen Mother's clear face, she opened her mouth, but as if she had no strength to make a sound, her voice was light and weak, with a slight trembling: "What do you say?"

"I mean, can you put down the status and glory of the Queen Mother to find this former beloved," Yu Yan pulled out a few calm smiles at the corners of his mouth, and his eyes were momentary, "Of course, I will return to the harem as the queen of the main palace and the emperor's biological mother, sit in charge of the world, and announce the bad news of your death, but from now on, no one will stop your feelings, and you don't have to live a life of worrying all day long."

The Queen Mother's face flickered and dimmed, her eyes were as deep as the abyss, and the water was not visible, Yuyan turned her head to look at the peaceful and clear sky outside the window, and there was only a sense of leisure and tranquility on her face: "Of course, you can also execute me according to the will of the first emperor, and I will continue to be your queen mother, after all, Chengying has been many years ago, and I ...... for him."

"Where is he," the woman spat out a sentence and stopped speaking, the dry color of the red paint peeled off from the window lattice, reflecting on her fair face, with a hint of sadness and silence, her scarlet lips trembled slightly, as if desperately resisting the bitterness in her heart, "I can give you all I have now, as long as you tell me where he is."

Yu Yan suddenly lost her mind, just looked at the person in front of her in a daze, she raised her head slightly, revealing a string of mutton fat white jade inlaid with red beads on her neck, which was originally worn by the first emperor for her when she was sealed, although she hated Yu Hao, she never regretted being her queen, and Ning Guifei, she was obviously the queen mother, why did she bury everything for a man who floated without a trace

She doesn't understand

"I don't want to hide it from you, although I wanted to save Chengying, but after all, it was a step too late, he had already taken the poison given by the emperor, even if he was lucky enough to save his life later, but he didn't remember anything in the past" That year, Yuyan sent the dying Chengying to the fief of the thirteenth king, Yusheng, and was fortunate enough to escape the eyes of the first emperor, but although Yusheng promised to do his best to heal, but after all, the fief was far away and he didn't dare to look for someone to heal, so it was not easy to save his life, "After eight years, even if you see him, you will not be the same as before"

"As long as he is still him, I am also me, everything will not change," the woman smiled, as if at that moment, she seemed to be really the same as when she first entered the palace, Yu Yan stared at her for a long time, but finally looked away lightly

She never thought that a move of her conscience would be the key to regaining control in the future, maybe Yuxin didn't want to really put herself to death, but in this way, they didn't owe each other

Writing the decree of the first emperor, summoning and dredging the previous dynasty, I thought it was difficult, but because of the huge power established by the queen mother, it was very easy and simple, after all, few people knew the truth, and the queen mother assisted her to come back again, it was not enough to set off an uproar in the court, and the queen mother's illness was also carefully arranged by Fang Haishan, from retirement to death, everything seemed to be just logical

On the day Yu Yan walked out of Jing'an Palace, dozens of zhang away, she saw a young figure, standing vaguely on the palace road to greet each other, the dragon court dress made of golden thread string coral jade was shining in the sun, Yu Yan saw him, only felt that a heart was about to jump out of her throat, she was not nervous in the bloody rain and bloody wind of Gong Dou for decades, so far, just because of this glance, she was sure that it must be the child she had not seen for eight years, that the wind god and the bright eyes of the young man were his Yongyi

Yu Yan stretched out her hand to wipe away the tears overflowing from the corners of her eyes, she wanted to carefully look at the young man's appearance, and carefully recorded his cheeks and eyes, Su E helped her stride closer to the emperor, Yu Yan was about to speak, but the young man had already bent his knees politely, and said with a glance in a childish voice: "The son of the minister took over, and asked his mother for forgiveness."

It seemed to be a cluster of flames, suddenly lit in the cold winter of Layue, Yu Yan only felt that her long-frozen heart was melting into spring water little by little, she gently helped up the young man with a serious face, and couldn't suppress the great surprise in her heart: "What are you calling the mourning family......

"I know it's not proper to call it like this, but Erchen just wants to call his mother."

Su E, who was listening quietly, was already in tears, and Yu Yan wiped the endless tears and said in a trembling voice: "You haven't seen the mourning family, how do you know that the mourning family is your biological mother?"

"Concubine Ning never allowed her son to call her mother in private, she told her son that her biological mother was someone else, and she was willing to bear everything alone for the peace of her son," Yongyi's eyes were as clear as a clear spring, so clean and gentle, "My mother has suffered all these years, and from now on, I will not let my mother suffer alone."

Yuyan's heart suddenly softened, and when she looked up, she couldn't cry, "Good boy of the mourning family"

She took the emperor's little hand and walked slowly to the narrow palace road, obviously it was still early spring, but she could already smell the sound of birds chirping on the red wall, Yu Yan raised her eyes to look at the undulating palace skirt, quietly lying under the dazzling morning light, the layers of vermilion walls have not changed much from before, looking back on so many years, she dreamed of this, and also dreamed of this, even if the old man has passed away, things are no more, but the scene of the past year is still prosperous as new

Thinking of this, Yu Yan suddenly smiled, silent as the wind

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