227. Chapter 062: Do You Want to Torture Yourself for the Rest of Your Life?

The same night, the same month, different people are completely different moods, shining on people's hearts, some people are sad and a little throbbing, some people are lonely and some are laughing.

For Lu Zhannan, loneliness may be like a shadow, and now he is used to it, and it is another sleepless night, which is just another addition to his many sleepless nights, to be honest, since the childlike heart left, he has basically not slept a good sleep in the past three years, either insomnia or nightmares, it is really difficult, and how long will he live such a day?

Actually, as long as Xinxin comes back, but can she really come back?

Lu Zhannan, who has lost that time, really doesn't have this self-confidence, but as Wei Yinuo said in the end, his choice is very likely to have nothing in the end, and it is very likely that he has seen Wei Yinuo and Tongxin put on wedding dresses for other men, but he didn't get anything, but even so, he still didn't regret this choice, because he didn't want to lie anymore, love is love, no matter what the price of this love is, he has to gamble once!

Some people often say that there will always be a faint tacit understanding between a pair of twins, one is sad and the other will perceive, one is happy and the other will be happy, and Lu Zhannan and Tong Mo, these twenty-one years, have also formed a tacit understanding imperceptibly, just like now, Lu Zhannan is not doing well Tong Mo will feel flustered, especially after seeing so many missed calls from Cheng Cheng.

But the more panicked she became, the more she didn't dare to touch it, the more she avoided all the information about that man, Xiao Yuandong was really not wrong, she repeatedly emphasized with a strong attitude that she and Lu Zhannan were no longer possible, it was for others to listen to and to remind herself, yes, sometimes the tougher the attitude, the more it shows her weakness.

As Cheng Cheng said, she and Lu Zhannan are really too deep, and there is really no difference between her parents and her parents, even if she really has the ability to forget him completely, but she can't break it completely, because he is still Ruxi's father now, how can the two of them completely break off the relationship with this child in the middle?

Encountering Lu Zhannan is a disaster for her life, if she can, she really hopes that no boy named Lu Zhannan has ever come to Tong's house twenty-one years ago......

After eating, it was not early, and Ru Xi seemed to be interested in Xiao Yuandong's drawing board, and asked Xiao Yuandong to teach her to paint, Xiao Yuandong taught her very patiently, at this time, Ru Xi was sitting in front of the drawing board like a little adult and drawing, and Tong Mo stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, looking at the neon outside the window and uncertain.

"What are you thinking?" After teaching Ru Xi for a while, Xiao Yuandong walked over to Tong Mo, and asked when he saw her thoughtful appearance.

"Nothing." Tong Mo smiled hiddenly, his eyes fell on Ru Xi, who was painting, and said, "Ru Xi is really getting older and more disobedient, and he still refuses to go back to sleep so late, so he has to rely on painting here to delay your rest." ”

"It's okay, the child at this time has slowly begun to discover her hobbies, and her love of drawing means that she has a talent in this area, so don't stop her." Xiao Yuandong responded like this, in fact, he should be grateful to Ru Xi, because she had another chance to get close to Tong Mo.

"If you want to take the child, I'm afraid I'm going to spoil the child." Tong Mo said a joke, but he couldn't laugh after he finished speaking, because he thought of that man again inexplicably, in fact, he was the most spoiled child, maybe his character before marrying him was spoiled by him, so he even dared to do such a thing as giving him a drug and climbing into his bed, now thinking about it, Tong Mo really felt that she was too young at that time, and she would not do such a stupid and despicable thing if she was killed now.

Thinking of him again, Tong Mo lost interest in anything, and turned his gaze to the window again, with a look of indifference on his face, as if it was cooler than the white moonlight tonight.

Seeing this, Xiao Yuandong smiled reluctantly, and then simply said clearly: "Mo, if you are worried about him, go to see him, don't get along with yourself here." ”

Hearing Xiao Yuandong's words, Tong Mo was completely stupid, this man is really like a roundworm in her stomach, he can understand almost her thoughts, and he can't hide anything from him, it's really terrible to be around such a person.

"Where am I worried about him? Don't talk nonsense! Tong Mo could feel her heart empty when she said this, but she was extremely disgusted with this kind of feeling.

Xiao Yuandong didn't say anything else, just smiled faintly, and said: "It's useless to escape some things, Mo, don't have any affection, just treat me as a bosom friend, you sue me, are you still firm in your words, will you really not give him another chance?" ”

"Yes!" Tong Mo replied very simply, "There is an insurmountable gap between me and him, and it is no longer possible, now his identity is my ex-husband, and he is the father of my child one step closer, and it is really gone." ”

yes, there's nothing left......

"In that case, do you have to torture yourself for the rest of your life?" Hearing this answer, Xiao Yuandong seemed to feel that he was one step closer, so he said tentatively, "If one road doesn't work, you can take another, happiness may have only one entrance, but there is more than one way to that entrance." ”

Hearing this, Tong Mo's heart seemed to be pinched by something, and Xiao Yuandong's words also made Tong Mo vigilant, she is no longer the ignorant little girl she was three years ago, if she hadn't been too slow to react three years ago, how could Yan Jinmin's incident happen? If she had seen that Yan Jinmin liked herself, then nothing would have happened after that.

Is it true that a man who is inexplicably good to a woman will only have the meaning of friends?

For Xiao Yuandong, she is really grateful, and it is rare to have a man who knows herself so well, he understands himself, but he really doesn't know him well enough, and the meaning of the sentence just now is actually very clear, is it a potential hint? Why doesn't Tong Mo have a heart-pounding feeling?

She knows very well the feeling of love after loving him for so many years, it is a very troublesome feeling, she will be nervous when she sees him, she will think about it when she can't see it, she will be sad because of his ignorance, and she will be happy for a long time for his approval, and this feeling is completely impossible to find in Xiao Yuandong, maybe not yet.

Tong Mo looked at Xiao Yuandong like this, his eyes were so clear, as if they were transparent, there was no bottomless mystery like Lu Zhannan, and all he could see was his clear reflection.

"What? Am I not right? Seeing Tong Mo looking at himself with such eyes, Xiao Yuandong was stunned for a moment and asked.

"Xiao Yuandong, don't be too nice to me." To Xiao Yuandong's surprise, Tong Mo actually said such a sentence.

"Why?" Hearing this, Xiao Yuandong was stunned.

"Because I'm only going to fail you, it's really painful to fall in love with someone who doesn't love you." Tong Mo said it very simply, it can be regarded as a kind of refusal, since Xiao Yuandong has this sign, he will completely nip him in the bud, this is the best.

Unexpectedly, hearing Tong Mo's refusal, Xiao Yuandong actually smiled and said: "If you don't live up to me, whether you will love me or not is your right, and who I want to like is also my right, so I just have to be mine, and you are free, can you completely forget that man depends on my ability rather than your attitude, if my appearance will only make you feel embarrassed, then it is not my original intention, so, there is no need to have any pressure, just be yourself." ”

Hearing these words, Tong Mo was completely stunned, she thought that a gentle person like Xiao Yuandong would retreat when she heard the girl's refusal, how could she still say such a thing? ――

Dear friends, there have been a lot of monthly passes recently, thank you, I'm sorry for the first 6,000 today, and I'll change it tomorrow.

Recently, there are a lot of things at home.,Grandma died some time ago.,This time my husband was injured again.,The mood is really a little impetuous.,Maybe the recent chapters of the code are not satisfactory.,I'm sorry for this indifference.,Please forgive me if the indifferent attitude of some of the opinions is not good.,Thank you.,I'm sorry in the end.