Chapter Seventy-Seven: Why You Just Don't Want To

"Yu Ziying." She paused, her lips pursed as she stood in the moonlight as cold as a monument, arrogance reflected in her eyes.

"You think I deceived you, so what do you think I deceived you? If it's an identity, I think what I said is the truth, I'm indeed a mysticist, as for having an old relationship with Na or Nu and others, I didn't plan to recognize him at that time, so I naturally subconsciously chose to hide it, this is an instinctive self-preservation reaction of human nature, I believe that anyone here has this kind of moment of choice, not me, and how long have I known you at that time, a day? Two days? Half a month? One month? ”

Yu Ziying couldn't help but change the concept to blur the arrogant questioning, the seven sins have different diseases, and the arrogant suspicion and thinking disorder are so serious that they can't communicate with them with common sense, which is similar to a kind of prince's disease, no matter which explanation comes to his ears, it will eventually be distorted and filtered out by his brain, turning into another strange and strange taste.

Brain tonic is a disease, and arrogance has apparently quietly become a model for this disease.

Arrogantly faced Yu Ziying's rhetorical question, he was silent and did not open his mouth immediately.

"I have indeed deceived you, but you have not been honest with me, and I don't think I have treated you badly since we got along all the way."

Knowing it in a logical order, moving it with a good reason.

To "love" or something...... At this time, it is estimated that a heart-rending play will be staged-

"No, listen to me."

"No, I don't listen, your lies are all excuses for the sake of the superior!"

"No, listen to me......"

"I don't want to hear anything anymore, you go, I don't want to see you again."

The above model of a domineering president with a deep sadomasochistic love forgives Yu Ziying for reading too many books and having too many twists and turns in his brain to make trouble.

The night is gradually coloring, the wind blows the shadow of the tree, the shadow is longing, the moon enters the sky, the soft moonlight sets off a calm and peaceful night, the evening breeze blows lightly, gently blowing the pagoda An Le bell for a burst of Cen Yu crisp night murmur.

Hearing her words without hurry or slow, and the words were clear, arrogance suddenly calmed down slowly.

The moment the four pairs faced each other, no one spoke.

"Yu Ziying, that day in Hu'e City, you had already planned to leave me, right?" Arrogantly rubbing the purple gem of his thumb again and again, he did not move, his tone was indifferent, but there was a hint of lazy charm.

Yu Ziying always felt that it was too heartwarming to talk about this kind of "abandonment of the ex" in front of so many people, so she was a little restrained and irritable: "No." ”

How sensitive was arrogance, the slightest change in her mood made him misunderstand, he immediately glanced at her quickly, and said coldly: "Isn't it? That's a temporary decision, and you decide to bite me back at the moment? ”

Just trying to get her to talk to him, has she started to get impatient to deal with him?

"Zhao Luhou, how Ziying saved you in the first place, and how did you help us break through in Hu'e City, have you forgotten? Even if she really ...... Something was hidden, but she must have had to do it. Wule said that he couldn't listen to it at all, and with a twist of the water snake's waist, he raised a bewitching little face of Shui Mei, and blocked Yu Ziying in front of him with a displeased tone.

Yu Ziying secretly screamed badly, and suddenly stared at Wule's back with black lines, and shook her head in her heart-not afraid of god-like opponents are afraid of pig-like teammates, her efforts just now were in vain.

had already forced himself not to pursue his past arrogance, but now after listening to his words of "righteous words", "overstepping his belief", "admitting his mistakes by gratitude", "seemingly high-sounding, but in fact there are a lot of loopholes and mistakes", he was able to calm down, and then he saw the hell.

If she was avoiding his edge just now, so as to be soft and hard, then now Wule is standing up for her, which is equivalent to digging open his hidden abscess in front of others, and then standing in front of him with a straight face, telling him, what did I do, I am doing it for your good, what do you want to do with me.

- Obviously, Wule thinks that Yu Ziying's arrogant "kindness" has long been greater than his "mistake", but unfortunately he doesn't understand at all that in the heart of a person who only exists in his eyes, the great kindness given by others is no better than a scar left on his body by the other party.

Of course, people who have such selfish selfish ideas are not the only patent of arrogance among thousands of human beings.

So, he reacted ......

"What does this have to do with you? Now that you have decided to abandon the Tianyuan Kingdom, then you and Ben Hou will be equal to breaking off! A mere civilian, who gave you the right to intervene in Benhou's affairs? ”

The arrogant expression changed suddenly, and he coldly brushed up the purple fox velvet fur in a lonely manner, cold as frost, and his tone was vicious and sarcastic, but he didn't even give Wule a look in his eyes.

He has clearly pushed dance and music to the opposite side of inequality, and has drawn a line between them with a class indifference.

This is the first time that Arrogant has spoken to Mai Le in an unceremoniously, mean, cold tone.

For a while, I can't adapt and I can't ...... Don't mind.

Maile couldn't believe his ears, like a thunderbolt on a sunny day, and as if someone had poured a basin of cold water from head to toe, and his whole body was numb.

Wule's face was white and miserable, and he looked at the arrogance in a daze, and he couldn't come back to his senses for a long time.

He has a deep affection for arrogance, because he can't go back to Tianyuan Kingdom, so he almost pours all his father, brothers, and homesick relatives into Tianyuan Kingdom.

The so-called deep love is responsible.

The same is true for him, and for arrogance...... The same is true.

"I give the right! He meddles in my affairs, what does it have to do with you, why don't you allow it! Yu Ziying looked at Wule's appearance as if his soul had been stripped away and hit, frowned slightly, and then coldly shot at arrogance.

Arrogant saw her strange and heart-wrenching eyes, her gorgeous and magnificent face, a burst of pale, even if she had been annoyed that her tone was too harsh on Wule before, at this time, she also felt that the blood in her whole body was flowing backwards, and her heart was sinking as if it was filled with cold lead.

"Treat him, you have never, come, never, change, and be."

word by word, with gritted teeth to vent his ruthless and charming emotions.

"He has never changed his treatment of me."

Yu Ziying straightened his expression and took his words naturally.

The implication of this statement is that arrogance has changed.

Arrogant and stunned, Yu Ziying's eyes were exceptionally black in the night, terrifyingly black, and the kind of cold eyes shocked him.

Like a rusty machine, Wu Le slowly looked at Yu Ziying's silhouette of the ice-and-snow face, and his thoughts were in a trance, like sparks scattered by the wind and the starlight was crumpled.

His face had gradually regained some blood, and his eyes were drooping, with silky forehead hair and lowered eyebrows, and long eyelashes tufted and trembling.

He knew that Yu Ziying was just protecting him as if he were a member of the Teng Snake Clan, but even so, he couldn't help but be overjoyed.

…… Because, no one has ever been able to tolerate and protect him without principles like her.

He couldn't hear the situation just now, Yu Ziying had actually been avoiding and tolerating her arrogant aggressiveness, but because of his appearance, she did not hesitate to support him, gave up the superficial peace, and directly tore her face with him.

Someone's kindness to you is not a day-to-day courtesy, nor a day's "righteousness and courage", but a long-term, ten-year existence.

The wind and snow and mist spread in layers, creating a calm and peaceful night, and the white mist was dyed golden by the soft moonlight and the candle flame pouring from the pagoda.

Under the moonlight, the leaves of the trees "fluttered", as if playing a graceful and poignant, deep and beautiful movement, the beating notes seemed to jump out of the hazy moonlight, intoxicating, making the dance music drunk, and the face was powdered.

In the depths of the night, the shade of the trees is hazy, the shadows of the mountains are longing, the water and light are dissolved, the fireflies are lit, the candles are lit, and the black and immature figure seems to be able to stand up to the pillars of heaven and earth.

On this day, Maile seemed to have rediscovered the meaning of his life, and at the same time, it also strengthened his goal.

He looked deeply at Yu Ziyingβ€”he wanted to stay by her side, whether he was a servant or simply a relative of the same clan in this life, he wanted to be with her humble body, entangled with her last entangled vine like a coiled tree.

Arrogant saw Wule looking at Yu Ziying's infinite shyness of admiration and affection, and his heart was suffocated, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.

He didn't really want to say those words just now, but when he thought of the scene where they appeared hand in hand, a kind of irritability rose in his heart, and he felt that he was starting to become clumsy, and he didn't know how to avoid the interference of this emotion, so he couldn't help but start to become sharp and sensitive, and the words were meant to hurt people.

The cold air was somewhat suffocating, and the horns of his arrogant forehead tingled suddenly, like a pinprick in a needle, and he exhaled a deep breath.

He has never been as cramped as he is at this moment, although with his proud and noble character, he does not look obvious on the surface, but he can't be calm in the heart.

Now that they were at an impasse, he didn't even know how to break the frozen silence, and this helplessness was the first time he had experienced it.

He wanted to get out of all this embarrassment, but his feet seemed to be glued to the ground, making it impossible for him to turn around easily.

But he wanted to say something to ease the atmosphere, but he couldn't.

The silence continued......

"Senior brother, it's been a long time."

After the arrogance quieted down, the lazy man seemed to have seen enough of the drama and finally came out to brush up on his sense of existence.

In the middle of the air stood a snow-white figure, it seemed to be as light as light smoke, curling like crane feathers wings, with his back to the middle moon, he fell in the shadows, only when the wind rose and the faint light of the candlelight of the stupa swayed passed, only a little bit of beautiful and indifferent face was struck.

"Lazy, I thought you weren't willing to set foot anywhere I exist." Wuxiang's tone was cold and polite, he was dressed in a white robe and apricot shirt and gently flickered, and a snow-white hem fell in the wind, dusty, and long and easy to the ground.

The Ten Snow Fox envoys stood behind him like a sculpture ghost, fan-shaped, protective, attacking, and defending.

"I really don't want to, but there is no way, the person I want to find happens to be hiding here with you." Lazy's gaze turned to Yu Ziying.

"What are you going to do?"

Yu Ziying saw that Heijiao and Qihua were not following Lazy, and he was the only one who set foot in this unphased territory, and guessed in his heart whether he was bold or had another behind.

Thinking of this, she walked to Wuxiang's side, this step, its effect is in line with the direction of the Ten Snow Fox Envoys, you can attack, you can retreat.

Seeing Yu Ziying's move, Wuxiang's heart was bright, and he turned to look at her, his expression was like a smile like a snowmelt spring mountain.

Lazy sight high-pressure locks on Yu Zi Infant for a long time.

"Naturally, I'm here to pick you up." Lazy seemed to have fallen to the bottom of his heart in an instant, and his soft and lazy tone was especially a layer of ice.

"I thought you knew my decision."

To be honest, Yu Ziying is not willing to choose the strategy laziness, if there is another choice.

Because, the feeling of laziness will always make her have the illusion of self-attack.

Although because of what they experienced together in the underground imperial tomb before, they laid a good foundation for their future relationship, but she still had a gap with him.

This estrangement was not only three years ago, but also partly because she felt that laziness had a very strange and subtle resemblance to her in some way.

When she peels him off, she doesn't feel a sense of soul resonance, which is not a pleasant thing.

As soon as a person is born, until he has an absolute mind to discern and screen things, he encounters a major but sudden event, such as others tell you that you may die at any time, at this time, it is equivalent to the entire subversion of the worldview, and this will be due to the quality of each person, life experience, situation, social support system and other factors, there are differences, psychological reactions will be different.

However, in fact, the psychological reaction of most people will go through three stages, she is no exception, and laziness is inevitable.

In the first stage, nature is in a crisis, which is a holistic reaction involving both physical and psychological aspects, first of all, psychological impairment and reduced agency, cognitively, because the mind is too focused on life and death, the mind will be in trouble, life will be meaningless, etc., the ability to think and reason will be reduced, and the brain will feel a mess.

Emotions may also become extremely abnormal, such as shock, denial, sadness or irritability, impulsiveness or expressionlessness, dullness, and of course, lack of mental vitality, uncontrollable negative emotions, weakness, or over-impulsiveness.

Yu Ziying has experienced the above emotions, she is very unwilling, she obviously has nothing wrong, she has not even reached the age of making mistakes, she was declared dead, this unbalanced mentality makes her how can she swallow this unwillingness.

But in the end, she became a kind of dumbfounded, because the reality forced her to accept it, and she could not choose to be impulsive, or continue to be depressed, because she still had her people and grandmother.

And lazy, he may only have one person, so he can't become like her, he may directly enter the second stage of anxiety and depression, often experience helplessness, loneliness, guilt, loss of self-esteem, reluctance to take the initiative to interact with others, etc., in this stage, due to the loss of confidence in life and the future, suicide may occur at any time.

Regarding this, Wuxiang once inadvertently mentioned to her that he was lazy when he was a child, had a withdrawn and self-pitying personality, and used to lock himself in a dark room with no windows on all four walls, and even killed himself many times, and every time he woke up after being rescued, he would laugh wildly, cry, and become hysterical.

In fact, Yu Ziying has also experienced this, but she is not trying to commit suicide, but to remind herself of hypnosis through a way of self-harm: you will still bleed, and you are still alive. Later, when the pain was gone, she found that she was able to numbly accept her irreversible fate.

Sometimes this fear of dying without knowing when it will be, is like darkness covering the eyes, unable to break free, constantly pulling, appearing as soon as they open their eyes, in their young and immature hearts, they don't even know what it means to be strong, they don't know when it gradually begins to become a slow-forming poison, psychological anxiety and depression will recur, some will close themselves, and some will be psychologically distorted and perverted.

Some people have become very extreme, giving up love and love, losing their conscience, and being lazy.

Others, on the other hand, have become very sensible, like a delicate and cold machine, which has lost all the emotional faculties of human nature, and can only live normally if it becomes a walking corpse.

But whether it is lazy or her, the word "live" has become an obsession, and it has become a kind of means to survive.

In the face of laziness, she is like facing another self standing in the mirror, familiar with each other, although they can attract each other closely, but when they get closer, because of their too similar fates, they make each other too transparent and naked.

She wasn't used to this kind of appearance in the eyes of the other party, as if she was not wearing clothes.

"Yu Ziying, as long as you are willing to stay by my side, I will give up everything in the foreign land, how about it?"

The edge of the stupa is planted with willows, stacked green into rows, the wind blows the catkins, and rises like smoke. On a cold winter and cold moon night, the faint catkins dance lightly in the crystal white snowflakes, as if half smoky and half sad, and the scenery is particularly charming.

The lazy-sleeved robe fluttered, the slender and timeless figure turned away from the moon, and the dark silhouette was crossed with a soft sheen.

It's not the first time he's been rejected by her, but it's the first time Lazy has been so generous with all his hole cards to woo her.

That's right, it is indeed a means of "entrapment", and he does not hesitate to use the entire foreign power to tempt her.

Yu Ziying was stunned for a moment, and I have to say that she was indeed a little "tempted" by his generous condition.

He raised his eyes in surprise, but Wule was dumbfounded, arrogant and stunned for a moment, his purple eyes turned a treacherous color, and his crimson lips sneered.

Although he was in the dark, his face was not clear, his outline was a little blurred, but his voice was clear and powerful: "Yu Ziying, since you have announced your identity as Princess Teng Snake to Jiuzhou, you shouldn't refuse this big gift." ”

This is a person who knows how to take advantage of other people's weaknesses to attack, and he put forward a condition that makes it difficult for Yu Ziying to refuse.

"Now Yin Sheng's power is definitely not something you can fight against alone, you really want to take revenge, right? In that case, why should you refuse such a favorable condition, all I need is to keep you by my side. ”

Like the voice of the devil, his snow-white shirt fluttered in the wind, and his stunning face was like a fairy who broke off love, he seemed to be smiling, but the smile did not touch the bottom of his eyes.

"Why?"

Yu Ziying raised her unfazed little face, even in the face of such a generous gift that could smash people out, she was still terrifyingly calm, at this moment she opened her big eyes with a pair of dead fish, as if she was still exuding a kind of stupidity all the time, but no one felt that she was really stupid.

Lazy knew what she was asking.

"You know what? A person's world is too vast and lonely, I think in this world, maybe only you can understand me with empathy, I also want to know, stay by my side, I will never wake up from a nightmare alone. ”

Qin's lazy tone, without any self-pity and self-pity, faint and faint, light and shallow, like the night wind hooking snow, shining with a trace of coldness.

The lazy white butterfly's broad sleeves waved, and the silver threads shimmered in the moonlight, and he flew down from the air, Yu Ziying staggered a step, blocking in front of Wuxiang, only to see a figure slowly walking in front of her from the thick haze.

There is a strange fragrance lingering in the air, refreshing the spleen and lungs.

"In the underground palace of the Imperial Tomb, that was the first time I fell into a coma, and I didn't have any more nightmares, I want to test whether this is because of your credit."

Yu Ziying let him speak, keeping his eyes level and not saying a word.

It wasn't until he mentioned the Imperial Tomb Underground Palace that Yu Ziying's eyes flickered.

This time, Ling Lazy was in full view, and he seemed to have some kind of vague expectation, silently leisurely.

Wuxiang and Wule both looked at Yu Ziying, waiting for her decision.

They know Yu Ziying to some extent, because they understand, they believe, because they believe, so they don't arbitrarily intervene in her next decision.

This decision not only belongs to Yu Ziying alone, but also links the entire Teng Snake Clan.

She has the ability to decide on her own.

"Three months."

Finally, Yu Ziying opened her lips and spit out concise words.

Lazy and deep looking at her, her hands drooping, the snow-white shirt and the same color gauze robe were layered on top of each other, and the beautiful ripples were staggered on the ground.

Yu Ziying looked back at him, his expression was as immobile as a mountain: "We will use three months to confirm, but the conditions have to be exchanged, not that I follow you, but that you follow me, in these three months, the foreign land needs to be driven by me unconditionally, and after three months, I will return the full amount to you." ”

How lazy he couldn't understand that this was just her compromise and delay.

At first glance, it sounds fine, but on closer inspection, there are all kinds of traps and loopholes.

"Why don't you want to?" He seemed a little helpless, after all, even the huge forces of the entire foreign land couldn't move her, her heart, could it really be made of steel and diamonds?

Hearing this, Yu Ziying raised her chin arrogantly, and a strong pressure erupted in her eyes: "Because I am the only royal family of the Teng Snake Clan, do you think I will choose to abandon my clan to attach myself to a man?" ”

"......" was lazy and speechless.

Sure enough, this sentence is the best weapon to refuse all kinds of entanglements and marriages.

The breeze blew up the lazy hood and the placket, and made a sound of squirming: "Okay, let's make an appointment for three months." ”

"High fives for vows."

Yu Ziying had a tender and pale little face, raised his palm, and the slender palm looked soft and snow-white.

Oh, lazy chuckled, the delicate flying eyes narrowed in a blur, the smoked eyes under the eyes were invisible, the misty was far better than the smoke willows of the Sui embankment, the sparkling scenery was infinite, with Cen lazy soul-stirring.

"I think it's better to swear more intimately, to be worthy of my repeated concessions, and to make you look more sincere."

He was caught off guard, stretched out his arm and pulled her into his arms, the fingers of his right hand pressed the back of Yu Ziying's head, and his eyes were fixed on the Wuxiang behind her.

Dual-minded.

On the one hand, he demonstrated to Wuxiang with a lazy but provocative smile, and on the other hand, he calmed down to feel the touch in his arms.

The first feeling was that she was so slender that it felt like she didn't have any weight to hold in her arms like this.

In fact, he didn't pay much attention to Yu Ziying's appearance, he didn't look at people like greed and arrogance, which demanded perfection and had special fetishes, but now he suddenly wanted to take a good look at her appearance.

The chubby face of three years ago was gone, he could barely remember clearly, in his impression, she seemed to be quite fat, and the only contact she had with him at that time was the moment when she caught him when he deliberately fell down in the city.

At that time, his feeling was fleshy and fleshy, more elastic, but now, he is too thin, like a child who has not grown up, and like a small animal, Yingying grasps.

He let go of her and looked at her from top to bottom, now she looks small and delicate, except for the pair of big black eyes, which are very pleasing to the eye, and her white face is flawless, but the skin is too pale and too pale, and there is almost no blood.

The whole person ...... Like a fragile ...... Thin-skinned little zombies.