Chapter Seventy-Eight: My Heart Shines Brightly, and I Shine Clearly in the Ditch
"You—you let her go!"
A trembling fear, like a bow of terror, whispered from the side.
Wule watched Yu Ziying being lazy and ambiguously picking her cheeks with one finger, and her eyes looked at her face with interest, that posture, that demeanor, that distance, and the thick atmosphere of the teasing family, and finally couldn't hold back her anger and rushed out of the crown.
Lazy rolled his eyes and glanced at him faintly.
At that glance, an unstoppable chill suddenly rose in Wule's heart, and even a second ago it felt warm like spring, but this second it couldn't help but want to tremble.
The long eyelashes that flew obliquely were as dense as a feather fan, extending to the corners of the eyes and into the ends, Cen was lazy and soft, and a trace of indifference that could not be climbed into the bones flowed out.
If you want to talk about the lazy emperor's feelings about the person of Wule, there is only one word - annoying.
Although this person is gentle and grinding, he loves meticulous planning, precise and intelligent strikes, and is full of patience, and he has a very weak sense of liking and dislike of this type of person, and has an attitude of ignoring everyone who is strange to everyone, but he is surprised and obvious about the feeling of dance and music - annoying.
Like a fly in the toilet hovering over the top, it can't be driven away, and it has to be dirty when it is swatted to death.
His annoyance with him can also turn into real malice, not like arrogance, like a child who is annoyed and only knows how to live a mouthful of addiction.
When it comes to what he specifically "annoys" him, he doesn't bother to think about it carefully.
…… It is estimated that it was from the beginning of discovering that he was involved in a very troublesome relationship with Yu Ziying, and his intuitive nature of this person changed together.
"You~ Say it again?"
The voice in his ears was slightly hoarse, with an indescribable languid moan, like a few wisps of piano notes played at random, and each word came out of his thin lips, but it made the dance music tremble with it.
Why is Maile so afraid of laziness?
It's just that he had done things under him, and although he didn't know much about it, all the memories of this man were black-gray, desperate, painful, and cold without a trace of warmth.
He thought that the darkest and most terrifying things of his life came from him.
The inner demon, this person seems to have become an insurmountable inner demon.
——
If he is so afraid that he dares to come forward and speak, he is definitely true love for Yu Ziying.
"You...... Don't touch her......"
Lazy eyes swept to his trembling legs: "Oh, the legs are connected?" Presumably it was my brother who helped you, and he is probably the only one in this world who has this ability. ”
At the mention of his legs, Wule's face turned pale, his lips trembled slightly, and his eyes were stunned, as if he felt that the unforgettable pain at the beginning swept his whole body again, and his legs became more and more painful, as if he had been cut flesh and bones, and every blood vein froze and flowed backwards, so painful that he wondered if his legs were broken again, and the whole person could not stand, and his legs and knees staggered and fell.
His eyes subconsciously looked around in a panic for Yu Ziying, and his mouth was broken and choked and shouted, "Baby ......"
Watching Wule being bullied like a cat teasing a mouse, this time, Yu Ziying was not in a hurry to come forward.
Some post-traumatic psychological disorders still need to be solved quickly, and she also feels that medical skills like Wule are full, but the logistics staff with a negative force value always likes to come out casually and provoke behavior, which really needs to be curbed, otherwise one day she is not there, he will really die on your unintercepted mouth.
In addition, she believed that Lazy would not be stupid enough to do anything to him again in front of her.
Yu Ziying had his considerations, steady and unmoving, but arrogant and unable to face this dazzling scene calmly, there was a sneer on his noble and handsome face, and his voice was clear, like a thousand years of ice: "Lazy Emperor, do you really think that there is no one in Tianyuan Kingdom?" ”
"At least there's no one named Mairaku." Lazy smiled: "I remember...... Who said just now that you want to break off righteousness, in a blink of an eye, this person who is "graceful and righteous" will stand up for the person who "abandons his family and abandons the country", the things in this world are too capricious, and even this kind of words can be erased in a blink of an eye as a joke, is this the way of your Tianyuan people? ”
Lazy and lazy raised eyebrows, in the night, some scattered, some dark and dangerous.
Choked arrogantly, with a fair and handsome face, after the previous declaration of breaking up the gang, he did lose his position to stand up for the imperial brother, so he turned his gaze decisively to Yu Ziying.
He didn't, but she certainly did.
Didn't she still announce to him just now that the imperial brother would be a member of her Teng Snake clan from now on?
Although judging from her face and posture, she looks weak and clean like an underage girl, although she looks a little unreliable, but when she is "reliable", she is absolutely capable of doing anything.
"Get up."
Yu Ziying's face was expressionless, and she did not pay attention to the verbal dispute between lazy and arrogant, nor did she respond to the high-pressure gaze of arrogance.
She just looked at Maile calmly and spit out two words faintly.
Maile seemed to be in terrible pain all over her body, the whites of her eyes were bloodshot, and she stared at her tightly with a kind of dependent and uncomfortable eyes, longing, longing, waiting to be redeemed.
Yu Ziying knows that, generally speaking, after the human body is traumatized, it will cause mental and psychological diseases, and this trauma is bound to be caused by a very big thing, such as an accident caused by an emergency, in short, the more stimulating events are often more traumatized in the mind, and these traumas will always haunt and affect the life and emotions of the patient to a large extent.
In general, traumatic illness can evolve into three conditions, or intrusive symptoms, or avoidance behavior, or persistent increased alertness to the surrounding environment, obviously all three of which are dance, so there is no doubt that he has suffered from post-traumatic mental illness.
To say that this kind of mental illness is not big or small, and it is not immediately life-threatening, but in the long run, it will bring some huge troubles to his life.
Yu Ziying observed him, he always had a heavy black blue under his eyelids, the corners of his eyes drooped, and his cheeks were yellow and dry, which was a serious lack of sleep.
Every time he walks, he always subconsciously lifts his leg lightly, his leg may have been healed, but his heart has never been better.
For example, people who have been in a car accident avoid seeing the car accident again and do not dare to approach it so as not to experience the traumatic experience again, and even when others mention the car accident, he does not dare to continue listening to it, so as not to remind him of the specific content of the trauma.
And this time, the appearance of lazy is like revealing all the things he has been running away from, so that he can no longer avoid the trauma of the past.
Although he was afraid, chest tightness and shortness of breath, sweating, trembling, and restlessness, he still retained a trace of dignity in the end, so since there was a chance now, she simply cured his "illness" in one go, and thanked him for taking care of Hua Qian and the old beggar for her.
"Get up."
Her tone was a little heavier.
Listen to the footsteps approaching, followed by the familiar black hem of the placket, the faint and ethereal smell of fresh snow...... Seeing her, Maile suddenly calmed down, and the chaotic and panicked emotions in her mind quickly dissipated like fog in the sun.
"Baby......" his eyes trembled as if he were rippling in the water.
"Get up, your leg is already healed, you are a healer, you should know." Yu Ziying's dark eyes were like a needle that fixed the sea, making his heart gradually extinguish the wind and waves in the turbulence and tumbling.
yes, his leg has long been healed.
Mairaku lowered his gaze in a daze, looking at his slightly curled legs, and then, he felt the pain fade like a tide, his previously numb and stiff muscles relaxed, he moved slightly, and then held himself on the ground, little by little, and slowly stood up.
"That's right, I'm fine, I'm not a cripple anymore, I'm fine......"
He stood up, his long hair hanging down his shoulders like satin, and his beautiful side face with a glittering glint in his eyes.
He could finally be sure that he was okay.
Yu Ziying nodded: "Well, you are already fine, so you can walk in stride, measure the hardness of the foundation with the soles of your feet, and you can go wherever you want, without worrying about it, without being afraid." ”
"Uh-huh." He nodded at Yu Ziying again and again, grinning, revealing a silly smile.
Yu Ziying looked at him quietly and smiled, his eyebrows stretched.
He was finally "well", both physically and mentally.
Seeing this scene, what else do you not understand, many people don't have a taste in their hearts, arrogant Although she just wanted Yu Ziying to come forward for Wule, but now seeing her so "dedicated", the bottom of her heart is a kind of irritability, dull and uncomfortable.
He also saw Yu Ziying's intention to maintain Wule, but he saw it more deeply than others, and he knew that Yu Ziying's eyes did not have feelings for men and women, but were as warm and friendly as elders or relatives and friends, and he no longer touched his moldy head, so he didn't say anything more.
Wuxiang's emotions are the most stable one, after all, he knows Yu Ziying better than anyone else, and he can understand, tolerate and support her every thought.
To be honest, at this moment, the three of them were somewhat jealous of the "special" treatment that Maile received.
They know that Yu Ziying has the most complex brain, but has the simplest heart.
If she wants to be good to someone, then she is definitely really good.
Although Wuxiang knew, he didn't want to see this heart-filled scene, so he calmly shifted his gaze.
"Lazy, even after so many years, you still haven't changed at all, the Fuso tree you planted in Eagle Valley is afraid that it has already blossomed and borne fruit."
A faint silver halo shrouded the body, and the placket of the plain white robe was embroidered with silver flowing patterns, which was ingenious and exquisite.
One or two pink petals fell from his shoulders, the flawless transparent palace feathers fluttered in the wind around his waist, showing his elegance out of the dust, the knee-length pitch-black cloud hair was beautiful and ceremoniously poured out, and the red ribbon of hair hung straight down, swaying and flowing like water in the breeze, and it seemed to hit a small wave in the air.
Also dressed in white, Wuxiang is solemn and clear, with a clear and ethereal mind, lofty and mysterious metaphysical meaning to understand nature, mountains and rivers, sun, moon and stars, plants, trees, birds and beasts present a kind of clean and fresh, clear and ethereal beauty, from the inside.
But laziness has a completely different temperament, his white reveals a kind of snow and frost coldness, hollow color, as if gentle beauty, like an empty wash, but in fact, it is only to hide the deepest erosion The air is filled with the beautiful fragrance of Shu Ya and lazy, empty of everything, which makes people's hearts suddenly rise an irrepressible chill.
When he heard the word "Eagle Valley", his lazy expression flickered, as if he was recalling a beautiful and pure past, and it was also like chewing on a little bit of the past that had not had time to be forgotten.
The expression seems to be calm and calm, but in fact, it is cold and ruthless.
"I thought it was already dead, but it turned out to be alive."
There was some regret in his tone, euphemistic aftertaste, I don't know if his regret was a regret that he was still alive, or a regret that he couldn't go back to see it earlier.
Wuxiang said indifferently: "It's really alive, I thought it was ...... One day, you'll go back and see it, after all, you've spent a lot of energy trying to keep it alive, but you've never been back for so many years. ”
His words seemed to mean something else, but the meaning of them was known only to the two of them.
Lazy head, eyes slightly bent, staring at a certain air: "Yes, it did take a lot, it almost exhausted the most impulsive and energetic part of me in the past twenty years, but unfortunately, it is always more suitable for your way to survive than my dedication." ”
"Because you feel like your efforts have become a fool, so you end up poisoning the water and trying to destroy it?" He stared at him solemnly.
Lazy curled his lips and smiled indifferently: "Maybe, after all, it's all such a long old thing, maybe it'...... I want to test how strong its vitality really is, and if it survives, I don't want it anymore, and if it dies, at least until it dies, it will still belong to me alone. ”
The homely content of these two people seems to be chatting in the past, but it always reveals a sense of sword strike.
Of course, most of them are lazy in casting "swords", and there is no phase "flanking".
Yu Ziying and Arrogant listened to the words of the two, and always felt that there was something in the words, like a metaphor, Yu Ziying felt that Wuxiang took the initiative to mention the meaning of these words, which was to mention some key points to her.
"This time, you paid special attention to Yu Ziying, because of me." Although it is a question sentence, it uses an affirmative tone, going around and around, and Wuxiang finally pulls the topic into the main topic.
"......" lazy paused, he looked at the faceless, his expression was a little arbitrary and gloomy, the shade of the night trees reflected the moonlight blowing through the wind, and smashed on the bluestone floor, and also fell between his eyebrows, shrouding half of his face in a gloomy dark dark spot.
"Perhaps, since I was a child, I seem to be interested in all the senior brothers, but unfortunately, none of them can be taken from your hands, such as the unconditional favor of the master, like your naturally strong Qi Luck Technique, and the teacher I am eager to learn...... Everything, every piece, in the end it will only fall into your hands. ”
He stretched out a white, bony hand, which fell in the moonlight, almost transparent and beautiful, and he held it tightly in the air.
Wuxiang sighed: "You are always not satisfied with the ...... in your hand"
"It's not that I'm not satisfied." Lazy interrupted him very lightly and quickly, his face expressionless: "It's that those are not what I want. ”
"But that's what you need." Wuxiang looked back at his gaze and said heavily.
"Why do I have to decide my life by you and the master, you think it's good for me, but I feel very barren, cold, and ......empty," he looked lazy.
"Lazy, after so many years, you have avoided me, and I know that you are still as stubborn and extreme as before, and the 'life' you are pursuing is only the survival of a body, and your heart, your soul, have long fallen into the hell of your ears and nose." Wuxiang looked at him with a complicated expression, and every word was fine.
"No matter how I live, at least I'm still alive now, I can feel the spring, summer, autumn and winter, I can know that I am hungry and cold, senior brother, you don't need to bother to lobby me, if I can listen to it, I won't choose to betray the teacher ten years earlier, at that time, although I wanted to kill you, but I always couldn't do it, you said, how can a person like you who is born with such a good life understand the feelings of people like us who live diligently every day, walk on thin ice, and worry that one wrong step will completely disappear into the world?"
Why he wanted to kill Wuxiang in the first place, he didn't elaborate, but in the eyes of laziness, Wuxiang is obviously the existence of complete opposite, duel, and counterpoint to him.
One light and one dark, one yin and one bright, cannot coexist, cannot be harmonious.
Wuxiang knew that he couldn't convince him of his resistance and disgust, so he pinned his hopes on Yu Ziying.
Lazy inadvertently mentioned the word "we" just now, and in the past he was just "me", and there was no "we", which shows that in his mind, Yu Ziying has long been classified into the same world as him.
To be honest, the situation of these two people is so similar, it is no wonder that he is so obsessed with Yu Ziying, and his existence has deepened this stubbornness, so that he does not hesitate to use the entire exotic price to snatch her away from him.
Lazy to him has always been "lingering", he knows, this kind of "lingering" with the change of the years, with the master finally dying only allowed him to obey the will, with the gradual growth of lazy forces, Feng Yu gradually full, lazy to his "lingering", and finally became like a stalk in the throat, want to get rid of it and then quickly.
Wuxiang actually knows that what Lazy has always needed is a person who understands him, a person who empathizes with him, not a person who can only preach to him, everyone understands the big truth, but many of them belong to standing and talking without back pain.
As he said before, his world was too vast and too empty, and he was the only one wandering and walking in the boundless gray country, which was not too lonely.
"Well, because I haven't experienced it, I don't understand, if that's the reason you think, then I can't say." After Wuxiang finished speaking, his eyes glanced at Yu Ziying without a trace, the glow was faint, and his ink eyes were shining with a certain luster.
Yu Ziying received Wuxiang's gaze, hesitated at first, and finally nodded as if he had made some kind of determination.
- He regards you as a companion, and it is up to you that you alone can reach his heart and persuade him to do good and regain his path.
- Don't worry, although I don't want to attack him, according to the series of "materials" you provided above, I already have a rough strategy roadmap, so I can reluctantly accept it.
Well, sometimes even two people with good hearts don't always stay in the same channel, one just wants her to lure her to goodness, at least don't let him stumble on him again, but the other directly elevates things to the high level of the scope of the strategy.
"Wuxiang, give me people." Yu Ziying suddenly said loudly.
Wuxiang was stunned for a moment, and understood what she meant: "Ziying, it's late at night......"
"I've been sleeping all afternoon, and time is of the essence." Yu Ziying said so on the table, in fact, he said in his heart: Lazy and arrogant, these two people are looking for vines and melons, it is estimated that it will not take long, and other people will also come quickly, and if you want to rest and sleep tonight, it is simply delusional, rather than this, it is better to hurry up and do the right thing.
As soon as she left, she didn't believe that when the whole country was in trouble, they would still be able to spare time all over the world to intercept her.
Presumably, Wuxiang also guessed what Yu Ziying was thinking, so he didn't persuade him more, but said: "You do your own business, and I will handle the rest for you." ”
He turned sideways and gestured to the fox ten behind him with his eyes, the fox ten took the order, and after a few ups and downs disappeared, after a while, the fox ten dragged Yin Sheng's slave over.
Yu Ziying looked at the slave who was thrown to the ground and crawled up, although she had a pair of eyes open, her expression was completely like a puppet, she lost her agility and soul, she was stunned, she looked at Wuxiang suspiciously.
"Hu Dui helped you train her a little, she is very 'tame' now, if you want to ask anything you want to know, she will tell you everything." Wu Xiang Wen explained in a voice.
Yu Ziying was a little surprised when she heard this, she was still worried about how to make this iron-clad slave speak, but she didn't want Wuxiang to solve the problem for her first.
It is true that it is not difficult to get the slave to speak with her ability, but after all, it still takes time and stamina to implement, and now that someone is doing it for her, why not?
Therefore, silent and breathless, appearing around, in the winter, Wuxiang is Yu Ziying's warm-hearted little padded jacket.
"Thank you." She is wearing a black skirt, dark purple fur velvet inlaid with a circle, and her skin is as white as snow, if the cold wind blows for a long time, the pale little face is white and reddish, and her face is still expressionless, but it is no longer cold and cold, and the soft forehead hair hangs down, there is a stunned cuteness, which is simply cute.
The low and soft voice, short two words, with Yu's unique flat tone, but it makes people's hearts itchy and comfortable.
Wuxiang smiled slightly: "When you are outside, remember not to forget to contact more." ”
"Hmm."
"The weather in Jiuzhou changes dramatically, suddenly winter, suddenly summer, pay attention to the weather at any time, and pay attention to the body when hot and cold alternately."
"Hmm."
"When you get to the place where you can deliver the message, leave a message, and I will have someone send you some seasonal flower tea and stewed tonics, you ...... Remember to make up for it, don't get too tired. ”
When I think of Yu Ziying's body, I should sigh without appearance, sixteen years old in Jiuzhou is not small for either the Central Plains or the Exotics, but no matter her height, she is not even a woman who should come to the menstrual affairs...... Well......
"Hmm."
Listening to the familiar dialogue pattern between these two people, I don't know why Wule weirdly thought of the conversation between Yu Ziying and the old beggar before.
Not to mention that the Wuxiang at this time seems to be possessed by the old beggar, looking at this tone and demeanor, they are almost exactly the same.
No wonder Yu Ziying said before that she could understand the meaning of the old beggar, and dared to love her for treating the old beggar as a copy of the master of Wuxiang.
It doesn't seem to be quite like that, Mairaku stares at the two of them with strange and exploratory eyes, one look at this, one look at that.
Compared to the old beggar, Yu Ziying's attitude towards Master Wuxiang seems to be a little more intimate, and her eyebrows and eyes stay in a very natural state, which means that she is very relaxed and comfortable, which is an attitude that has never been faced with any of them.
Dance music sourly slandered - is it not that the baby lacks fatherly love, and the master of Wuxiang is open-minded and tolerant, gentle and considerate in dealing with others, is it not that the baby will be respected like a father?
Thinking about it like this, Wule's mood suddenly brightened.
"Baby, I'll take care of the old beggar for you, I'll wait for your news." Maile stepped forward and looked at her with a blank look in her eyes.
"Hmm."
"Hua Quan." Yu Ziying turned around and turned to the entrance of the pagoda, where a figure reflected the light and refracted a shadow out.
Hua Qian was stunned, he didn't expect Yu Ziying to call him, he had been hiding in the dark and didn't dare to show up before, and he didn't know if it was because of Yu Ziying or because of the lazy emperor.
He walked out of the tower, a little uncomfortable, he tried his best not to sweep his afterglow to the lazy emperor with a strong sense of existence, looked straight at Yu Ziying, and pointed at the tip of his nose: "You called me?" ”
"I have something to do with you, come here." Yu Ziying said.
Hua Qian wanted to say, why should the master listen to you, but as soon as he saw her serious face, all the unconvincing words were stuck in his throat.
After passing, Yu Ziying turned his back to everyone, and after saying a word to him, he said: "I will go back to the clan when I am done." ”
Hua Quan's expression froze, and he subconsciously retorted: "I'm not going back!" I'm not doing anything yet......"
Yu Ziying interrupted him very quickly: "Hua Quan, go back to the Chinese clan, and then ......" She paused for a second, looked at his eyes seriously, and opened her lips: "I will visit in person, when the time comes, I will listen to your dreams and the wishes of your people, so you must go back, even if you want to come out, you will come out in a dignified manner, like this, even if you are successful, you will not get the blessing of the clansmen." ”
------Off topic------
Wule's next scene is estimated to be not much, it's the turn of the lazy home field, here is a little bit of laziness and the past of Wuxiang to prepare for the strategy, the difficulty coefficient of laziness is larger, the most important thing is how to reverse his view of Yu Ziying, here is a little interpretation of the content, why Wuxiang wants to mention the past, in fact, he is knocking on Yu Ziying on the side, lazy feelings for Yu Ziying are not pure, just like that Fusang tree, no matter how much he paid at the beginning, once he felt that he had deteriorated, he was finally ruined by his unintention.