Chapter II: The Defeat 2
Being stared at by her, Yu Yan only felt a burst of irrepressible nausea welling up in her heart. She reversed the situation so easily, and at this moment, she who had just lost her son was like a defeated lost dog. Yu Hao's hand that was holding her tightly had been let go at some point, and the news that Zhao Xiurong was pregnant was like a good medicine to him to soothe the pain. The fetus that flowed out of his womb suddenly seemed so insignificant in front of the new life.
"Shuyi, she just didn't have a child, so it's inevitable that she won't be invited." Seeing that Yuyan was silent, Yu Hao only turned his head and lay on his side against the wall without saying a word, so he had to comfort him, "As an old man in the palace, you have to understand." ”
Zhao Xiurong bowed his head respectfully: "The concubine understands. ”
"You've just taken what is in the porcelain cup." The queen said with concern at the right time, "For the sake of insurance, let's go back and ask the imperial doctor to check it out." ”
Zhao Xiurong is pregnant, although the queen may not want to see it, and then in the current situation, it can be regarded as an unexpected joy. Therefore she spoke softly, and was considerate of the woman at every turn. Zhao Xiurong got up as he said, but his steps were quite slow, and he looked at the Son of Heaven by the window reluctantly.
The queen understood, and immediately said to the Son of Heaven as a state of difficulty: "Then the emperor ......"
Yu Hao glanced at Yu Yan, who was sleeping with his back to him, and finally couldn't bear it: "I will accompany Shuyi again." ”
"The emperor should put the emperor's heir first, and the concubine believes that Xiang Shuyi is also a person who understands etiquette." Although the queen's smile was gentle and dignified, her words were undeniable, "Let's take care of the concubines here." ”
Yu Hao hesitated again and again, after all, he was ashamed of Zhao Xiu's appearance, so he had to reluctantly get up and say, "It's okay, this place will be handed over to the queen." ”
As soon as the words fell, I saw Yu Yan beside her turn around, the tears on her face had not yet dried, but her feelings were much more stable than before. It's just that as soon as she saw the man, there was a crystal swirling in her eyes. Yu Yan bit her lower lip tightly, as if she had made a great determination, before she said softly: "The emperor can go with peace of mind, and the queen mother doesn't have to stay." A child has been lost in this palace, and the concubine only hopes that there will be no more mistakes. ”
When Yu Hao heard this, he felt even more unbearable, so he had to turn his head and order his subordinates to serve with their hearts. The queen sighed, as if she had a lot of pity: "You are willing to be so sensible, and it is not in vain that the emperor and the palace love you so much." After this matter is clarified, this palace will definitely give you an explanation. ”
Yu Yan only hung his head and didn't say much. Yu Hao saw that she seemed to have calmed down, so he walked out of the hall with a lot of concerns. Not long after everyone left with the emperor, Su E got rid of the people on the left and right, and only the sea and mountains below served her in the huge hall.
At the moment when Su E covered the door, a huge crisp sound made people's hearts tremble.
Yu Yan half-stood up, holding the purple tassel rope and white jade bead hanging in front of the bed in his hand. As soon as she was ruthless, the strings of beads were pulled down and rolled to the ground. And the woman's palm was full of shattered jade slag, mixed with shocking blood, dripping on her moon-white silk skirt.
"!" Both of them were startled and rushed forward to examine her wounds. However, where did Yu Yan feel pain at the moment, her eyes were just firmly locked on the figure that had gone away outside the window, and there seemed to be something terrifying dormant under her eyes, ready to come out. The few words she squeezed out between her teeth seemed to use all her strength, and the remaining reason turned into a thick resentment with Yu Hao's departure.
"What a Zhao Xiu, he has been hiding it for so deep and so long! Her birth came in time! ”
Su E sighed and went to Si Pa to carefully bandage her wounds: "She is very thoughtful, and even the queen doesn't know about this, which shows how deep she is hidden." ”
"I sent my child away, but I still can't bring her down." Yu Yan's pupils became darker and darker, "If this palace had found it earlier, maybe it wouldn't have been like this." ”
"Please forgive Weichen for saying bluntly, even if Niangniang finds clues, this child will never be able to stay anymore." Fang Haishan almost didn't dare to raise his face to look at her, "Four months is extremely dangerous, if you fight for endurance, Niangniang will lose to her at the beginning." ”
"The good one was defeated at the beginning." Yu Yan looked at him suddenly, and there was a sneer on the corner of his mouth.
Fang Haishan was shocked, and hurriedly knelt down: "The minister is guilty." ”
"You are not guilty, this palace just hates, but you don't confuse your mind. You're right, this time it's a desperate move. Yuyan didn't care about Su Ezheng giving her medicine, so she got up and said, "It's just that this child died unexpectedly, how can this palace be indifferent." The new hatred is added to the old hatred, and Zhao Xiurong's birth will not allow her to give birth smoothly. When such words came out of his mouth, there was no fear in his heart. Maybe the child is innocent, but this useless compassion has nothing to do with her Beigong Qing. She was more hateful than sad at this time. The helplessness and grief of losing a child have long since been diluted during these four months. No, even if she only learned today, she would have understood that compared to a useless grievance, the only way to survive is to be sober from it.
Although Yu Yan was in a coma for half a day, she was still groggy and tired because of too much loss in her body. So he asked Fang Haishan to step back for the time being, and only waited for future discussions.
Su E felt sorry for her body, and was afraid that she would be weak and easy to get cold after giving birth, so she didn't allow anyone to use the ice wheel filled with osmanthus dew, and only held a pu fan by herself, and fanned the woman by the bedside to enjoy the coolness.
After tossing for most of the day, although it was already night, it must have spread all over the six palaces today. Yu Yan suddenly lost her son this time, but secretly I don't know how many people want to clap their hands. Thinking like this, she felt even more unbearable in the summer heat, and saw that Su E was already sweating profusely, and she couldn't bear it, so she held her hand and said, "You don't need to fan, you can rest and go." ”
However, the person holding the fan was keenly aware of Yu Yan's unhappiness, and raised his head and said, "Niangniang can't sleep?" ”
"yes, I can't sleep." Yu Yan sat on the jade mat made of Luo Qisi with her hands down, leaning against the cold wall, "I thought I knew the result a long time ago, and I have accepted it." But now, as soon as I touch this empty belly, I feel hatred, and my heart seems to be on fire. ”
"It's all temporary, let's talk about Niangniang and Yongtai."
Yu Yan smiled weakly, and his eyes drifted into the night sky in a trance: "On such a day, he is not there. ”
Su E thought at first that she was complaining that the Son of Heaven had abandoned her, but if she looked closely, her gaze was too far away and too lonely, which was not the demeanor that a favorite concubine should have. Su E didn't know what to say for a while, and the huge lanterns flashed the color of glass, lining the hall as if it were day. The half-burned incense fell silently, and the woman's figure seemed to be invisible under the shadow of the dark red curtain.