Chapter 357: The Heart That Can't Be Kept (Second Watch)

When Cuckoo and Erni returned, it was already late at night.

They came back with the Li family, who raised pythons.

When the leper heard the sound, he ran to the river to fetch them.

After saying goodbye to the Li family, Erni had to send Du Juan to the door of her house, but the leper hurriedly grabbed her and said to Du Juan: "Du Juan, Huang Fuzi is here." I'm waiting for you at the door. ”

The cuckoo was stunned for a moment, said "oh", turned around and left.

Erni hurriedly called out to her and handed her the lantern.

The cuckoo took it, returned to the door of the house with the wind, looked at the young man sitting in the cold wind steadily, and did not step forward to open the courtyard door, nor asked him why he was sitting here.

Huang Yuan asked first, "Are you back?" ”

The cuckoo continued, "What are you doing here?" ”

Huang Yuan got up and said softly, "Go in and talk about it." ”

The cuckoo shook his head and said, "It's late, so I won't invite you in and sit." You should go back too, or your father and mother will be worried. ”

Huang Yuan looked at her and was silent.

After a while, he said softly: "Cuckoo, let's not be angry!" Do you know how many days I have lived like a walking corpse? I can't let you go. I regret that I let you go that day because of my haughty nature. I beg you now: Please, cuckoo, come back with me. In this life, Huang Yuan will never fail you, and will definitely protect you until you grow old. Hold the hand of the son, grow old with the son! ”

After speaking, he stepped forward to hold her hand and wailed "Cuckoo!" ”

The affectionate and pained voice was a fatal temptation to the cuckoo, and she almost nodded. She remembered Li Dun. She chased after her from her previous life, didn't she just want to be with him!

Suddenly, a shisha came from the side, and Ying Ying stood in the middle of them.

Her fiery heart turned to ice. The brain also cooled down.

After a moment of silence, she pulled her hand out with all her might.

"You've failed me."

Huang Yuan's hands were empty. My heart was empty.

He asked bitterly, "Cuckoo, why can't you understand: Hookah is not what I want?" She was impulsive. With irreparable consequences, I have no choice. If you insist that she go, you and I will not be able to live in peace in this life and this life. You know this, and you've said it! ”

The cuckoo said lightly: "I see it very clearly. ”

Huang Yuan looked at her in amazement, as if he didn't hear clearly.

The cuckoo said: "I see this very clearly: your people have no choice, your heart can choose." But you're in love with her, what else do I have to say. ”

Huang Yuan's heart ached-

This problem again!

He said in a trembling voice, "Why one or the other? I couldn't help but feel uncomfortable with what she did for me. But Cuckoo, I don't love you any less because of this. Why do I have to discard one? If you discard her, you and I can't live with peace of mind, and if you discard you, I will also be heartbroken, and the hookah will also feel guilty, why can't we have both? ”

The cuckoo looked at him and said lonely, "You can't have it both ways." Even if you have both in front of you, you can't have it both in the future. You don't understand a woman's heart! ”

Huang Yuan shouted: "If I don't understand a woman's heart, I can't see the pain of you wandering like a lonely goose; If I didn't understand a woman's heart, I wouldn't have followed the pain to this point. I won't be like a fool who will stay here and wait for you until midnight......"

The cuckoo looked at him suddenly, an aggressive look in his eyes.

He actually understood!

This did not make her happy, but it made her cry of humiliation.

stripped of her strong appearance. Her vulnerability, her struggles, her pain. He saw it all in plain sight, and then he repented and confessed his mistakes with sympathy and guilt. Come and pick her up, what a good time!

She choked up, "Yes." You can see it clearly: I am a lonely goose! I lost my lover, I was helpless, and I was so sad and heartbroken. However, do you know the end of the lonely goose? ”

Huang Yuan lost his voice and said, "No, cuckoo! You can't! ”

The cuckoo grabbed Bai and said, "What can't I do?" What do you think I'm going to do? ”

Huang Yuan trembled all over, looking at her weakly and helplessly.

The dog inside the door saw that the cuckoo came back and did not open the door for a long time, so he couldn't bear it anymore, and barked hurriedly, grabbing the door and squeaking. When the wind heard the fire, he simply leaped into the courtyard from the top of the wall, and it took a low roar to shake them.

The cuckoo waited for his voice to be quiet, and then said softly: "The lonely goose has another ending: mourning is better than dying!" The heart is dead, and everything is over. I can't let go of you, but every time I feel sad, I worry about you a little less; In the end, when everything is gone, there will be no more sadness, and there will be nothing to worry about. So, you don't have to worry about me. ”

These words made Huang Yuan even more sad, and he sat down in front of the door.

The cuckoo walked around him and went to open the door.

Huang Yuan's heart was empty, only the bottom of his heart was hit by wave after wave of something, and he couldn't help but cry out sadly: "Cuckoo ......"

The cuckoo was shocked when he heard this, and Huo Ran turned his head to look at him.

Ran Huang Yuan then muttered, "Cuckoo, tell me, what to do?" You tell me! ”

The cuckoo was full of disappointment and said dejectedly, "You go back." ”

I walked in the door, turned around and closed the door again, and the moment I closed it, I added, "Don't worry, I won't do anything stupid." I'm going to live well. You can live well, too. ”

Let's live!

Isn't that just living?

It's not about living well.

Huang Yuan was locked out of the door, and his heart ached to the point of numbness.

When I was at a loss, two people came below.

It's Huang Xiaobao and Huang Li.

They picked Huang Yuan up and helped him back.

Walking down the hill, Huang Li turned around and looked at the courtyard where the second sister lived, tears rolling in her eyes.

After Huang Yuan went back, he fell ill that night.

Heartbroken and sad, coupled with continuous cold and exertion, he finally fell ill.

Fang Huofeng and Huang Li took good care of him.

Huang Yuan's haggard appearance made Fang Huofeng very sad, and the voice called "Du Juan" in her sleep made her even more sour. But she didn't have the energy to regret it, so she could only think of ideas to resolve the situation.

This is also what makes her depressed, because the crux of the matter is on the cuckoo; And she can't sway the cuckoo at all.

Before eloping, she felt like the cuckoo let go. The best ending to marry Lin Chun.

Now she found out: when the cuckoo left, she lost half of it first; Only the cuckoo remained. She's off to a good start.

No matter how hard it is, try it!

She came out of the east chamber with a bowl. When I walked to the kitchen door, I heard Feng Shi choking inside: "She is so ruthless!" I knew I was so ruthless, I shouldn't have brought her back. If you don't raise one, you will be less angry......"

When I walked in, I saw Feng sitting under the stove, talking to Huang Li who was chopping vegetables.

Hearing the voice, Feng Shi raised his head and saw her coming, so he immediately shut up.

However, the glance that swept over her made her heart tremble.

Feng's blame cuckoo. It doesn't make her much nicer because of that.

However, because she cherishes her son, although she doesn't like Fang Huofeng, she has never embarrassed her, but she can't get close.

Fang Huofeng put the bowl on the table, knelt down towards Feng's family, and said softly: "Auntie, blame me for this, don't blame Du Juan." Wait for the eldest sister to return to the door tomorrow. The cuckoo came, and I knelt down and begged her. I must beg her to change her mind. Auntie rest assured. ”

Feng Shi looked at her for a while, and then said in a muffled voice: "You get up." Don't always kneel. ”

Stretching out her hand not to hit the smiling person, she couldn't express any resentment at her.

The only thing that comforts her is that this girl still understands her eyes. Knowing that he was wrong, he was willing to admit his mistake to the cuckoo. She bowed low to the cuckoo, and the cuckoo might be angry. I'll be back.

She forgot that on the day the cuckoo left, didn't Fang Huofeng admit her mistakes.

Huang Li, who is familiar with the temper of the second sister, is not optimistic about Fang Huofeng at all.

But she didn't stop. She also hoped that Fang Huofeng could make the cuckoo turn back.

On the twentieth day of the lunar month, Huang Li went to call the second sister early in the morning.

Du Juan and Lin Chun agreed. After Xia Sheng got married, he went back to Yangu, sent things to Qiu Sheng, and then helped him build a big house. Because Xia Sheng said that he wanted to go together, he asked them to wait for him to accompany the finch back to the door before leaving, so it was delayed.

Hearing the meaning of the yellow bird, the cuckoo was silent.

After thinking about it for a while, she calmly told her little sister that she didn't want to go back, and in a few days, she would pick up her eldest sister and eldest brother-in-law to come to the house for a day, and she wouldn't go to that form today.

Huang Li cried and said, "Second sister ......"

The cuckoo said unhappily: "Huang Li, even you blame the second sister?" ”

Huang Li didn't dare to cry.

The cuckoo said: "Huang Li, you have been clever since you were a child. I haven't grown up yet, and there are some things you don't understand. When you like someone in the future and experience the love between men and women, it's not too late to blame the second sister at that time. ”

Huang Li was ignorant, and hurriedly said, "I don't blame the second sister. ”

After pausing for a while, he asked timidly, "Won't the second sister go home from now on?" ”

The cuckoo laughed self-deprecatingly: "If you can't go back, what does it matter." Filial piety is not on the top of this. Some people live under one roof, day and night, and they are not like enemies. Besides, the family is very good now, and it is better without me. ”

She remembered what she saw that night, the Huang family was prosperous and harmonious.

Without her, the Huang family is more harmonious.

Huang Li had no choice but to go back in a huff.

At that time, Huang Que'er and Xia Sheng had already returned to the door, and after hearing the news, Huang Que'er persuaded Feng, "If the cuckoo doesn't come, forget it." One day, I will go to her with my mother for dinner. ”

Feng Shi gasped hard: "I'm starving to death, and I won't go to her to ask for food!" ”

Then he went back to his room angrily, and lay down and sulked.

Huang Yuan's body has a thick bone foundation, and he will get better after two days of raising.

When I heard that the cuckoo didn't come back, I didn't say anything, just stunned.

Seeing that he had lost his soul, Fang Huofeng stepped forward to help him tuck the quilt, and whispered in his ear: "You lie down, I'll go and beg her." I begged her on my knees, and I must ask her back! ”

Huang Yuan looked at her when he heard this, stunned.

Fang Huofeng said softly: "The bell must be tied to the bell, this matter was caused by me, and I have to come forward to admit my mistake." You also saw her appearance that day, if I could let you go, I wouldn't have jumped like that. She still can't bear you after all. I'll be able to turn her around. ”

These words seemed to give Huang Yuan confidence, he lifted the quilt, got up and got out of bed to dress, and said, "I'll go with you." I begged her again. Although you caused the incident first, if it weren't for my weak will and my heart for you, she wouldn't be like this. ”

These words made Fang Huofeng's face change, and he didn't know whether to rejoice or how.

A sour feeling welled up in her heart, indescribable, unclear.

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