Chapter 358: The End of the Lonely Goose
In the hall of Du Juan's house, she looked at the haggard Huang Yuan, uncomfortable and irritable.
Looking at the ground again, Fang Huofeng was kneeling in a proper manner.
It seems that if she doesn't let go today, she will have to kneel all the time.
Huang Yuan saw that the cuckoo was sitting quietly without speaking, so he spoke with difficulty: "Cuckoo...... The three of us are here today, and we are all honest with each other. Whatever you want, I'll be okay with hookah, as long as you're willing to forgive us. Cuckoo, let's not torture each other, okay? You hurt me and I hurt, and I'm tormenting every moment......"
There was no one else here, both women were his love.
He opened his heart and said that he hoped for a happy ending.
That night, he saw the cuckoo crying and running out of Huang's house, all his firmness and persistence collapsed, as if he had suffered a catastrophe. Only then did he realize that although he was unwilling to live up to Fang Huofeng, the loss of the cuckoo was not something he could bear.
He wondered: why did he let the cuckoo leave home last time?
He actually let go like that, and he persisted for more than two months!
The cuckoo looked at the two people sitting and kneeling in front of him, and he was very uncomfortable.
She said to Huang Yuan: "I told you everything I had to say." You know me, you don't know those means, what to play to retreat. Why are you suffering? Losing your pride and integrity for a woman is not in keeping with your character. Let's go, it's useless! If I could turn back, I would never have humiliated you in this way. It's a humiliation for you! ”
Huang Yuan's eyes were red, and he said softly: "If I can call you back, what about the humiliation!" ”
The cuckoo shook his head and said, "I can't fulfill you, it will only make me more miserable." Crying once is not enough. Do you want me to cry for the rest of my life? Breaking the intestine once is not enough, you want me to cut the intestine alive? Why are you so cruel to me? ”
Huang Yuan stood up in disbelief. He looked at her in a daze.
Fang Huofeng raised his head, looked at the cuckoo and said softly, "The girl is crying for him." Break your gut for him, why do you insist on refusing to return to him? Why torture yourself and torture him? If the girl can't swallow this breath, punish the fire phoenix, if it makes you feel better. ”
The cuckoo looked at her for a while, and suddenly said, "I don't like you!" ”
Fang Huofeng's expression froze, and he said bitterly: "Huofeng robbed the girl's sweetheart, no wonder the girl hates it." ”
The cuckoo shook his head and said to her seriously, "No. ”
Fang Huofeng asked in surprise: "That's ......"
The cuckoo said, "Because you are acting too badly." Don't leave anyone else alive! ”
Fang Huofeng's face turned pale, and he said in a trembling voice: "Girl, Huofeng can't afford to say this. ”
The cuckoo said in a deep voice: "You deserve it!" I summarize your behavior in one sentence: go your own way and let others have no way out! ”
Fang Huofeng trembled when he heard this, and Huang Yuan was also shocked.
He wanted to refute, and he wanted to hear the cuckoo speak clearly.
After saying it clearly and venting, it is unknown that this matter may be resolved.
Sure enough, the cuckoo spoke again.
"You eloped for love, and to be honest, I admire your courage. If only you could ask Huang Yuan for what he meant. If he can't help but be tempted by you to accept you, I have nothing to say if you elope and come, and I will lose convincingly. However, you know that Huang Yuan will not agree to you. also knew that I was going to marry him, so I eloped first and then played. You have gone your own way, but you have driven everyone else to their deaths. There is no way out! ”
"You're here, Huang Yuan has no way back. can only accept you; Huang Yuan accepted you, and I was heartbroken. I have no way back! It's my fault that you fell into the water; It's my fault that I avoid you; When I left the Huang family, I was even more willful and intolerant, and I stirred up the whole family; I made a mistake in crying because it made him worry; It was wrong for me to hide and silently inflict my own wounds, because I caused him to wait at the door for several nights, and I still refused to forgive him when he got sick, which was the most hateful; I was so desperate that I broke my bowel, and I was still wrong, because he couldn't let me go. Then you came, and you came to your knees and begged me very virtuously. If I don't agree, I'm not virtuous, I don't love him, and I don't think about him. You see, since you took that step, it was like playing a game of chess, blocking all the retreats of others, and even more killing me, whether it was wrong to advance or retreat, only by entering the ending you arranged, can everyone be happy. But I don't want to go into the ending you have arranged! I'm not your pawn, I'm going to break out of this game you laid out! I see how you still play this game! ”
She stood up angrily and said to the shocked Fang Huofeng: "You are not a stupid woman, you are full of poetry and books, don't you know the consequences of this elopement?" No, you think about the consequences very clearly, nothing more than these: if Huang Yuan is willing to give me, I will marry Lin Chun, of course, this is the best, the most perfect ending; If Huang Yuan is reluctant to let me go, it should be a great favor to raise me as a concubine as an orphan girl, not to mention that the Huang family has a life-saving grace for me; As a result, you didn't expect Huang Yuan to refuse to disappoint me, so you had to retreat and be willing to be a concubine. When you make such a decision, you think you have made the greatest sacrifice and concession, so you have peace of mind and a clear conscience; And if I don't promise you, I have become the most unvirtuous and unfilial person. All the turmoil and contradictions in the Huang family were caused by me, I became the culprit, and I had no heart for tolerance. But everyone has forgotten you: they forgot that you were the one who started it! You ruined me, Huang Yuan, and my family relationship with the Huang family for more than ten years! ”
After the cuckoo finished speaking angrily, he strode out of the hall.
Fang Huofeng's whole body trembled, his heart beating wildly, and it was even more difficult to support than last time.
Because Cuckoo was right, she really thought so before she eloped.
She didn't expect Huang Yuan to love Cuckoo so deeply!
She turned her head to look at Huang Yuan in horror.
Huang Yuan's face was ugly, as if the pain of both parties had been inflicted on him alone, making him unable to bear it, and he couldn't think of a way to break through. Sure enough, he was just like the cuckoo said, there was a conflict between the front and back, left and right, and there was no way out!
"Did you do this?"
"Can't you make it up even if you're a concubine?"
Fang Huofeng burst into tears.
She thought desperately, she was not in a dilemma!
She can't even beg for death now—
She is going to die, it will bring disaster to the Huang family and Huang Yuan!
She could only beg Cuckoo for forgiveness and try her best to make amends.
However, the cuckoo would not forgive her. Because she felt that she had become a pawn arranged by herself, forcing her into the only ending.
She fell to her knees in a daze. Huang Yuan stood dumbfounded, not knowing how long it had been.
The cuckoo came in again. He added a round-neck foundation sprinkled with flowers, and wrapped a silver gray fox fur scarf around his neck, and walked to the center of the hall.
She asked the two in a cold voice, "You still don't want to leave?" Is this forcing me? ”
Fang Huofeng shrank in shock, turned to her and said, "The big mistake has been made, please forgive the girl!" Huofeng let the girl fall, and never dared to complain. ”
The cuckoo couldn't bear it anymore and said, "I don't dare to send you down!" No matter how it falls, it's not all under your control, and it's not all in the ending you arranged, and I'm still infamous. If you want to be truly merciful. Please let me go, please leave my house, okay? I have already left the Huang family, and if I force it again, I have to hide in the mountains. ”
Huang Yuan's face turned red and said in a trembling voice: "Cuckoo! ”
The voice was full of pain and despair.
Fang Huofeng looked at the resolute cuckoo and suddenly calmed down.
She looked at her fixedly and said, "What the girl said is good, but one thing is wrong: Huo Feng definitely didn't mean to calculate the girl and Huang Gongzi. I don't understand, why can't you tolerate him taking a concubine? If this is solved. I don't think I have a place for calculating girls and girls. ”
The cuckoo approached her, stared into her eyes, and said softly, "Tell me, I saw Huang Yuan sad for me and sick for me." Are you feeling bad? ”
Fang Huofeng's face froze and his lips tightened.
Cuckoo said, "Tell the truth! Don't make me look down on you! ”
Fang Huofeng lowered his eyes and said, "Yes, I'm sad." But—" she suddenly raised her eyes to the cuckoo again, "but I am willing to endure for him." As long as he's happy, as long as he's no longer in pain......"
"That's because you don't have time to care about it right now." Cuckoo interrupted her. "It's like a destitute person." The first thing that comes to mind is to fill your stomach, whether it is corn or not, no matter what, fill your stomach first; Then he would want to wear warm clothes and eat fish; Then I want to fatten, light Qiu, Huayu Guangsha; And then there is fame and fortune. You first seek to marry Huang Yuan happily, and then you want to accept me as a concubine; You can no longer only be willing to be a concubine; Now this is still not perfect, because I am gone, Huang Yuan is painful and frustrated, and you are also uneasy, so you came to beg me. If I really work with you, in the long days to come, you will see him in love with me again, and you will not be so virtuous, but I am afraid that the sea of vinegar will turn upside down. ”
Fang Huofeng reluctantly said: "The girl hasn't tried it, how do you know that Huofeng can't do it?" ”
The cuckoo smiled sarcastically: "Still need to try? These truths, we women who grew up in the mountains can not understand, you were born in a wealthy family, your elders have a group of wives and concubines, how can you not understand? Don't tell me they're all vulgar women, just greedy for riches. Any humble person has the right to aspire to love and happiness. Most women don't ask for much, and if they can get a man to treat them wholeheartedly, they will follow him and eat chaff and vegetables; Just because men can't do it wholeheartedly to them, they kill each other! You think you're better than them? No, you're more vulgar than them! If you didn't have a strong possessiveness for Huang Yuan and didn't get unwillingness, how could you elope? This is not something that ordinary people can do! ”
Fang Huofeng's face changed again.
She didn't understand how the cuckoo could have such a view of human affairs at a young age and growing up in the mountains. I have to say that her words hit the nail on the head, and they were something she had never heard before, but they were sharp and profound.
Is she really no different from those ladies and aunts?
Fang Huofeng was confused.
The cuckoo said softly: "Good wife, it's not so easy to do. Someone like you who is desperate for love can't do it. ”
Listening to the conversation between the two, Huang Yuan's heart was numb, and he was so distressed that he was numb.
He asked the cuckoo, "What about me?" Have you ever thought about it? ”
This is one thing he has never been able to let go.
Because it was not his greed for flowers and lust that attracted Fang Huofeng, in this matter, he was the most embarrassed, in a dilemma, he wanted to have both but couldn't, and he was not a person inside and out. He loves Cuckoo and refuses to let her down for Fang Huofeng, so he insists on taking her as his wife; The cuckoo loves him so much, why won't he take a step back for him?
The cuckoo asked rhetorically, "Why don't you ask her this?" ”
Huang Yuan looked at Fang Huofeng, a little puzzled-
Didn't Fang Huofeng obey whatever he wanted?
The cuckoo sneered: "You are really a noble person who forgets things, why don't you ask her loudly: Did you think about it for you before eloping?" Have you ever wondered what you would do if you didn't want to accept her? What if the Huang family is unwilling? Why did she impose her decision on you? You fell under her to do the results and then asked me! ”
Fang Huofeng was repeatedly hit today, and he still collapsed after hearing this.
Huang Yuan was also speechless.
The cuckoo took a step closer to him and said softly, "Or, the hardest thing to accept is the grace of the beauty, which is what you desire in the first place." So, you never blame her, you just rejoice. ”
"No!"
Huang Yuan firmly denied it.
Ran turned his face and saw Fang Huofeng's pale face, and hurriedly stopped talking.
After only a while, he was already tired and haggard.
Du Juan retracted his sharpness, looked at Huang Yuan and said sadly, "You asked me if I ever thought about you?" Okay, I'll indulge you once! ”
Huang Yuan was stunned when he heard this, and looked at the cuckoo in confusion.
Fang Huofeng also turned his head, thinking that the cuckoo couldn't bear it after all, so he turned around.
Du Juan said to Huang Yuan: "I don't have Miss Zhan's prestige and status to give up for you, all I have is life." I traveled through time to find someone. I found him and lost him again. A lonely goose that has lost its lover will not live alone-"
As he spoke, he took out a dagger from his sleeve with his right hand and wiped it around his neck.
Suddenly, blood gushed out, splashing the fur collar and staining the pink coat.
That's a lot of blood!
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Little Fat Chapter, ask for pink. Recently, I've been writing very slowly, and I have to revise every chapter repeatedly, and I'm struggling to ask for encouragement! (To be continued......)