Chapter 147: Alienation

"Well said, I didn't think that as soon as the poor nun came in, he was fortunate to listen to the girl's high talk," a loud shout suddenly came from outside the door, and I saw someone who came to push the door open, and the person who came was Mrs. Wuyi, a few years have passed, and the vicissitudes of life on the face have not changed, but there is a little more kindness.

"There is no teacher." Empress E walked over and saluted with folded hands.

Xiaoduo wiped his dry red eyes and went up to salute.

Master Wuyi nodded at Emperor E, and looked at Xiaoduo again, "The Buddha has clouds, all living beings, and all living beings are equal." ”

Xiaoduo hurriedly thanked him and retired.

"No one, I haven't seen you for a long time."

Mrs. Shi smiled, "Seeing or not, you and I are here, what's the difference?" ”

Emperor E nodded, "Shi Tai Gao, this time to see the old man, Emperor E's wish is enough." ”

Just now, Xiaoduo said that Zhao Yin bought this nunnery, and he must be desperate, otherwise how could he be bought by money?

"Emperor E, the world has changed, the vicissitudes of life, you are still you, I am still me, it's just that you have a little more experience, I have read a few more scriptures, that's all."

"Sister, the meal is hot, you eat it while it's hot." Qing Xing at the door walked in, and looked at Emperor E standing aside, Wu Yishi was sitting on the couch, and the two of them had calm faces, as if they were talking about something.

Disturbed for a while, Qingxing is not not going to enter.

Emperor E hurriedly went over to serve the food, "I'll talk to Mrs. Shi, you go down first." ”

Qingxing nodded in embarrassment, Emperor E was suspicious, looked at the meat dishes on the wooden plate and suddenly understood, hurriedly put it aside, covered it with a handkerchief, and turned around again.

But none of the divisions had already found out, and they only smiled slightly.

Emperor E walked over and sat down, took the water again, rinsed the tea set, poured the clear tea, and put it in front of Mrs. Wuyi.

"Mrs. Shi, Emperor E has something unclear, please guide Mrs. Shi."

"Emperor E has never hurt others, treats people with kindness, treats people with sincerity, but the world annoys me, angers me, scolds me, harms me, and fools me, why is this?"

"Emperor E, when you are kind to others, do you also want to be courteous to others?"

"It's nature."

"But not everyone has been brought up by you, not everyone is from the same background as you, they also have their difficulties, you also have your difficulties, you should not blame others for ignorance, because your kindness is not imposed on them without the consent of others, in their eyes, it is a kind of show-off."

Emperor E lowered his head and lowered his eyes.

"You can't take revenge on other people's practices, you can't hurt others, you can't have the heart to defend others, it's because you haven't done a good job of guarding, no wonder others."

"So, everything is self-inflicted, self-inflicted?"

"Everyone in the world suffers, every bit of your kindness Buddha will remember, every bit of your tolerance Buddha will be forgiving, he will accumulate merit for you and benefit future generations, this is kindness."

Emperor E suddenly remembered that Hongying was standing on a high platform full of dazzling eyes, with a smug smile on the corner of his mouth, watching Emperor E give the order to die, Nuo'er was beaten to death there, and when he came out, he was covered in blood without a trace of breath.

Emperor E couldn't help but clench his hands, memories came flooding back, and he got up suddenly, "I have never been stingy with my kindness, but hatred is not said to be gone, he will always freeze in a moment of my life, reminding me that I once regretted giving kindness so much." ”

As he spoke, he ran out of the house, only to hear a sigh behind him.

Emperor E ran to the hillside not far away, gasping for breath, the pavilion was still there, and the large green grass was still rich and fragrant.

She had asked Zhao Yin here to promise her one thing and would promise her one thing.

At that time, she thought that Zhao Yin would be her lifesaver, desperate to grasp this straw, he once stood on the street affectionately waiting for his carriage to pass by, and also firmly promised her here that she would promise.

But what she didn't expect the most was that she would meet Zhao Yi, a person who could see through her heart, she gave her love to Zhao Yi and her life to Chongguang, and finally lost Luoyang Peony in late autumn and Zhao Yin.

"Sister, sister, why are you here?" Qingxing shouted not far away, her eyes were full of anxiety, and she was relieved when she saw her.

Empress E smiled, "Breathe through the wind." ”

"Yes, Master Wuyi's sutras are becoming more and more fascinating, but the effect of hypnosis is also getting bigger and bigger, and when I listen to it several times, I snore there." Qingxing ran over happily, and Emperor E noticed that she was carrying a small bamboo basket behind her.

"Wuyi Shi took you in, and you are not grateful, but say that she is not, which is not right for you."

"Sister, I am naturally grateful in my heart, but without that Huigen, otherwise how would I marry that ordinary man." As he spoke, he glanced over there, a faint smile on the corner of his mouth.

Emperor E looked over, and it was Xiaoduo, who was also carrying a bamboo basket, squatting on the ground, digging something intently.

"Speaking of which, you are married, and I haven't given you anything."

"Who said my sister didn't send it? My sister was afraid that I would have no one to take care of, so didn't she send Xiaoduo to me? ”

"That's different, you're my sister."

"It's the same, I grew up with my sister, and my sister's good things have never been given to me, if my sister hadn't rescued me back then, Qingxing wouldn't have known which alley she died in."

"Don't talk nonsense, okay, don't talk about this, what are you going to do?" Empress E pointed to the small bamboo basket behind her.

Qingxing smiled, showing some embarrassment, "We are digging wild vegetables, the world is chaotic at the moment, there is nothing to satisfy hunger, fortunately, there is also this large area of back mountains, the sister-in-law in the nunnery is here to dig wild vegetables to eat, and Xiaoduo and I often come." ”

As she spoke, Qingxing's eyes suddenly lit up, as if she saw some treasure, and she saw her pick up the hoe in the bamboo basket behind her and raise it, and a green grass on the ground was completely swaying like a flower and then stood there.

Qing Xing happily picked it up and handed it to Emperor E as if she was holding a baby, "Look, that's it, don't look at him ugly, but it's delicious, reduce the fire and cool off." ”

Emperor E picked up the wild vegetables that were still with the soil, and looked back and forth, the roots were a little purple, and the place where it was accidentally cut off revealed white juice, such things were all pen and pen, she had never eaten such a thing, because once when Mr. took her out of the river to travel, Mr. said that his daughter's family could not eat bitter vegetables.

The food Qingxing brought made her think that their life was actually very good.

Looking at Qingxing's happy expression, Emperor E couldn't bear to brush her face, in fact, although Qingxing's previous treatment in the Zhou Mansion was a girl, her food and clothing were not comparable to Emperor E.

But it has fallen to the point of digging wild vegetables here, and how many people can't even eat wild vegetables, or this is not a fall, but a kind of luck.

"I'll help you." Emperor E rolled up his sleeves and was about to squat down.

Qingxing hurriedly stopped, "Then what's the matter, you won't use these things, what if you hurt yourself?" ”

"It's okay, according to you, if I didn't live here without you?"

"That's not going to happen, if the second master knows the way......"

This is the second time Qingxing has mentioned Zhao Yi so openly, there are many concerns in her tone, maybe she doesn't know about Xiaoduo, but what Xiaoduo said to her.

"Don't worry, he asked me to stay here, I can't sit and eat, the two of you are my relatives, not my subordinates, I should contribute to a meal."

"Sister, I've wronged you by staying here, there are no delicacies from the mountains and seas here, and sometimes you can't even eat meat dishes, you ......"

"It's all eaten by people, Qingxing, don't you know about me? In your eyes, I just can't survive bird's nest shark fin? ”

"Of course not." Qingxing hurriedly explained, and listened to Xiaoduo over there say loudly, "What are you talking about, I'm done digging, Xing'er, go back to cooking." ”

Qingxing pouted and looked at Emperor E, who smiled and urged, "Don't go quickly." ”

Qingxing handed the hoe bamboo basket to Emperor E, then walked over and picked up Xiaoduo's bamboo basket and carried it, said something in Xiaoduo's ear and beckoned to Emperor E, Xiaoduo looked at Emperor E there, and walked over with a hoe.

"Sister, when the second master left, he said that in addition to letting you go, you can do whatever you want." As he spoke, he handed the hoe to Emperor E.

Emperor E took it, and the rough wood was a little painful, but he still didn't let go.

"When will I see him?"

Xiaoduo frowned, "It's not good to say this, he said that he would come to see you when he finished his work." ”

Day after day, Emperor E has been able to skillfully use the farm tools in her hand to uproot the wild vegetables, white and tender, and can also recognize many kinds, her body is also much better, her spirit is vibrant, and breathing is no longer so difficult, but occasionally at the beginning of the dream, she can still feel something devouring her bones, inch by inch.

It was raining foggyly, Emperor E wore a coat with a hat and a hoe to find wild vegetables inch by inch in the back mountain, and the wild vegetables grew especially vigorously after the rain, and it had rained all night last night.

Waiting for most of the time, Qingxing or Xiaoduo didn't call her back as usual, Emperor E was suspicious, and then he was tired of bending over, and when he looked up, there was a person standing quietly on the crooked hillside, looking at her sweating like rain with a blurred look.

Emperor E breathed a sigh of relief, did not step forward, stood up to look at him, and did not speak.

Zhao Yi's body was wet from the remaining rain, and his hair was tightly pressed against his neck and forehead.

"Looks like you're doing well here." Zhao Yi broke the silence first.

"Thanks to the blessing of the second master, it's okay." Emperor E emphasized the word 'second master', Zhao Yi pursed his lips and looked at her with some embarrassment.

Then he took the hoe in her hand, and Emperor E did not refuse, and followed him forward, "It's okay to let you stay here, I'll let Uncle Nian come over in a few days, the poison on your body hasn't cleared yet." ”

Then he looked Emperor E up and down a few times, "Although I can't see anything, it's better to be careful." ”

"Did you fight?"

"What?" Zhao Yi looked back in surprise.

"I have no quarrel with the world on the mountain all day long, ask the head office, did Chongguang and Da Song fight?"

"You actually cared about this, I thought you would ask how the palace is doing?" Zhao Yi lowered his head and smiled, a hint of appreciation flashed in his eyes, and then he raised his head very well, "Not yet, but soon, the agreed time is getting closer and closer, as long as you don't show up, he won't have the queen together, unless, he still dares to be stiff." ”

Emperor E's face was stunned and frozen, "You arranged all this?" Imprisoned me here, stirred up trouble, and used me to force him to submit, didn't he? ”

Zhao Yi's face was stunned, and a trace of remorse flashed in his eyes, "How can you say that, I really don't want you to get involved in those things anymore, even if there is no you, my brother can't allow Li Yu to be the emperor on an equal footing with him, it's just a trick." ”