Chapter 148: Leave
Emperor E looked at him in disbelief, as if he were looking at a stranger, with fear, disgust, and resistance in his eyes.
Zhao Yi flashed a trace of panic, stepped forward and wanted to hold her hand, but as soon as Emperor E dodged back, Zhao Yi's hand stopped in mid-air.
"I'm afraid this is also the second master's idea," Emperor E was on guard like a thief, "If the second master doesn't have the world in his heart, how can he take me to see the life of the homeless, just to let me see the unbearable light of Chongguang, see your heart for the people, and let me listen to you with all my heart, isn't it?" ”
"You ......" A trace of hurt flashed in Zhao Yi's eyes, "What do I do to you, don't you know the way?" ”
Emperor E was shocked suddenly, looking at him with teary eyes, he stretched out his hand to touch the face that he had been thinking about day and night, and as soon as he touched the warmth, he retreated back in horror.
"Zhao Yi, in this world, do you want it?"
She also asked Chongguang the same question back then, he was still a handsome prince at that time, he said that it was not rare in the world, and he only hoped that Emperor E could accompany him for a lifetime.
Later, Emperor E realized that she was really just herself, so tempting in the world, why should she refuse, so he became the emperor and lost Emperor E.
But Zhao Yi in front of him is unfamiliar, the dewy marriage of the year brought two strangers together, and their temperaments and tastes are very different, but Emperor E is willing to give up everything for the ignorance and happiness of a person named Zhao Yi at that time.
Emperor E thought that she would never ask others again, do you love Jiangshan or beauty?
Because he couldn't afford the red face of the entire country, a heart was repeatedly trampled on by the heavy light of the year, and now there is only a trace of dignity left in the blood, and he also gave it to Zhao Yi in front of the gate of the prison that year, with a soft brocade belt.
As long as Zhao Yi says a word, she can still live and die.
But I don't know when Lu Dao began, she began to stay away from him, strange to him, and didn't believe him.
Looking at Zhao Yi's misty eyes, Emperor E smiled slightly, "Don't tell me the answer, I don't want to know Lu Dao at all, Zhao Yi, you were suitable to be a chivalrous man in the past, but now you are only suitable to be an emperor." ”
Since I don't know the answer, let her say the answer in person, whether it is his idea or not, Zhao Yi was impulsive, ignorant, kind, innocent, and now Zhao Yi is steady, and the momentum of pointing out the country on the battlefield will always doom them to never go back to the past.
"Emperor E, no matter who I am, you won't leave me, will you?" Zhao Yi was as anxious as a child, panicking like he had lost something important.
Emperor E stepped forward, his rain-stained robe was tightly attached to Zhao Yi's body, and he reached out to hug his waist, "Yes, I won't leave." ”
Zhao Yi breathed a sigh of relief and hugged Emperor E tightly, for fear of losing it.
I won't leave, but I'll leave you.
After Zhao Yi calmed down, Emperor E asked, "What happened in the palace?" ”
Zhao Yi frowned, as if he was hesitating to say it, maybe he was worried and regretted just now because he was unobtrusive.
"I want to know how Huaiyu is doing?"
Zhao Yi relaxed his brows, "Huaiyu has nothing to do, since Hairong and his party couldn't find you, they hurriedly returned to the palace, and your sister also went back, there is no noise about your disappearance, Li Yu and he, he holds Huaiyu every day and doesn't let go, he is very good, you can rest assured." ”
With a few simple words, Zhao Yi turned his head, and Emperor E felt that there must be something in it that he didn't know.
"Are you all right?"
"It's all good."
"If you're lying, something must have happened."
Zhao Yi pursed his lips tightly and looked at her, a trace of hesitation flashed in his eyes, "Prince, it's time to die." ”
Emperor E's eyes widened as if in disbelief, he didn't stand firm under his feet, and he stumbled backwards, and Zhao Yi hurriedly supported him.
The chubby little boy who was back then appeared in front of him, looking at himself in horror, trying to eat the food he pushed him, as if every time he looked at her, his eyes were frightened and scared.
She had no intention of going against him, she had already learned not to hate, she already wanted to make good compensation, for what?
She seemed to be able to see the prince looking at her before he died, just like when he was in the main hall, she slowly told the story of Lu Pheasant to Hongying and him, so helpless and frightened.
"How are you?"
"He, how did he die?"
"It is said that he was poisoned to death."
"Who poisoned it?" Emperor E asked, tugging at the hem of his robe.
"It is said that the lady in your palace has been arrested." Zhao Yi said with a frown.
Lady, isn't she dead yet? She didn't kill Huaiyu directly, but instead killed the prince, and the position of the prince fell to Huaiyu, and as Huaiyu's mother and the master of the lady, she became the inevitable biggest suspect.
The last to profit is Liuzhu, and the child in her belly.
Who is it? Who did this, Hongying is in the cold palace, she can't joke with the prince's life, is it Liuzhu? Take advantage of your absence, just do it.
"What's wrong with you?" Zhao Yi asked worriedly.
Emperor E shook his head, his eyes drooping and he did not hide his sadness.
"Don't worry, Huaiyu him, Li Yu is still very well protected, I also sent someone secretly, he won't have an accident."
Emperor E nodded gratefully, and walked back without saying a word.
She can't be indifferent, she can't watch the two countries because of her provocation, since the ending is certain, then the process can't be because of her Zhou Ehuang.
She can't watch the lady die, let alone watch Huaiyu be hurt, at this moment, she seems to see something more unforgettable than sadness, she can not hate, she can not love, but she can't be indifferent.
"My sister is back." Qing Xing watched the two people come in one after the other, and smiled.
Xiaoduo also walked out of the firewood room and put down the firewood in his hand, "Come over and eat, I don't know if it will rain in Ludao." ”
"Then go to my room and eat." Emperor E said.
Zhao Yi looked at her meaningfully, Emperor E quietly brought the meal over, and Qingxing also happily helped.
The Zen room where Emperor E lives is the largest, it was originally used by the old host for the elderly, and then Emperor E came to add some breath, and the facilities inside are excellent.
Emperor E put down the food and picked sandalwood to make it burn a little more vigorously.
After everyone finished eating, Emperor E smiled, "Xiaoduo and Qingxing, it's not good today, don't dig wild vegetables, I haven't eaten yesterday's yet, let's rest for a day, you go back first, I have something to say to the second master." ”
Qing Xing happily cleaned up the table, and pulled Xiao Duo, who was frowning, to retreat.
Zhao Yi took a sip of tea, frowned slightly, put down the tea cup and didn't touch it again, Emperor E smiled, picked up another tea and smelled it, and took another sip, like tasting precious tea leaves, sacred, and following the rules.
Seeing Emperor E drinking tea calmly, Zhao Yi's face was ashamed, "I was negligent, the tea here is a little worse." ”
Emperor E shook his head, "It's just that you're not used to drinking." ”
In the past, he lingered in the land of fireworks, and everything was the best, and he couldn't bear a stain on his clothes, not to mention the tea in his mouth, he was used to the top red bodhisattva served by others.
Zhao Yi looked a little cramped, it was the first time for the two of them to have such an open-minded long talk, "Don't worry, when the world is decided, I will take you over." ”
Emperor E smiled and didn't answer, looking at the sandalwood in the sandalwood burner, his eyes were full of happiness, that was Zhao Yi's rare look, in the years when he lived together, every time he mentioned Li Yu, he would be like this.
"Zhao Yi, do you remember the brocade ribbon I gave you back then?"
Back then, the prison was goodbye, life and death, and the brocade made an appointment, which was for the person you loved the most.
Zhao Yi hurriedly took it out of his arms, it was still brand new, carefully wrapped in silk, and Duan Cyan was soft.
Emperor E's eyes were astringent, he picked up the brocade ribbon and smiled, without looking at Zhao Yi's expression, "Zhao Yi, I have told myself countless times that it is good to know you." ”
Zhao Yi opened his mouth, wanted to say something but didn't say it, and smiled in a daze, like a child many years ago.
"But, Zhao Yi, I have a child, and I will soon become the queen of the country, and you are about to sit in the world, will you still see you as soon as you first met?"
As soon as Zhao Yi wanted to say something, he saw Emperor E interrupt him, "I hate those women in the harem, Liuzhu, Yuyin, Hongying, any concubine or nobleman, I hate it, and then I thought about it, what is it for." ”
"What I hate the most is the pregnant Liuzhu, I hated her so much back then, hated her for stabbing me in the back, and gradually this hatred became a proud jealousy, I only hated her instead of the years I hated, Li Yu was good to her, Zhao Yi, do you know the way, those days, I repeatedly said to myself, I should hate them."
"Emperor E......" Zhao Yi opened his mouth, not knowing what Lu Dao said, and a trace of injury flashed in his eyes.
"Although I feel scared and uncomfortable every time I think of Nuo'er's face, I can't use you to live anymore, I am the queen of a country, I have the obligation to take care of my people, I have the responsibility to reduce the casualties of my soldiers, and I have the obligation to smooth out the difficulties, you have your world, I have my responsibility."
"It's still the same sentence, Zhao Yi, you have a group of wives and concubines, and I am destined to be lonely, and the only one standing next to me is Li Yu, my husband."
As soon as the words fell, I saw that Zhao Yi's face slowly faded from blood, becoming pale and sad, and the pain was beyond words.
"Zhao Yi, his heart is tortured by me and can no longer tolerate the world, but I can't hurt you, it's good to know you."
Emperor E trembled and picked up the tea on the side, drank it in a big gulp, poured the cup in front of Zhao Yi on the ground, and got up with difficulty on the table.
"You...... Where are you going? Zhao Yi didn't drink a sip of water, but instead absorbed a large amount of sandalwood, which was already dizzy and dizzy, and he stood up suddenly, and he couldn't tell who was who.
Emperor E smiled and slowly walked towards the incense burner with the brocade ribbon.
"What are you doing, you stop, Emperor E, what are you going to do?"
Emperor E didn't speak, opened the small stove, the white smoke was even thicker, and he threw the brocade into it, and walked out without speaking, let alone looking back.
If this brocade belt is your concern, then now you don't have to worry that Emperor E will leave you, this brocade will turn into sandalwood and soak in your body for a lifetime.
You love the Empress of the past, not the Empress of the present, Zhao Yi, even I can see it, what are you still obsessed with?
Empress E walked to the familiar back mountain, there is a path in the back mountain to go down, she still remembers Zhao Yi's sad and regretful eyes before leaving the door, but she is destined not to stop for such a look, she still has her children, her responsibility.
"Sister, where are you going?" Qingxing was washing wild vegetables and watched Emperor E come out, but she didn't see Zhao Yi come out of the room.
Emperor E didn't walk over, "I'll go to the back mountain for a walk, and I'll be back in a while." ”
Qingxing just wanted to ask where Zhao Yi went, so she listened to Emperor E and said, "The second master is resting in the house, don't disturb him yet, I'll go back when I go." ”