Half a year later, I saw Xu Fei again, he was wearing a black down jacket, and from a distance, he looked very thin. When Ah Sheng went, Xu Fei was lecturing with chalk in his hand, and some students in the audience were secretly playing with their mobile phones and sending text messages

Buried in his homeland, he has bound Xu Fei all his life, there is no so-called worthiness or unworthiness, he is willing. It's like the queuing game played when I was a child, Gu Cheng stood at the front, Yiyi lined up at the back and looked at Gu Cheng, Xu Fei looked at Yiyi, and Yu Xia looked at Xu Fei.

When I went downstairs, there was a sound of hurried footsteps behind me, and someone was panting, "Ah Sheng-"

turned around, it was Xu Fei.

"Gu Sheng, how can you do this? Come on, go as you go" He looked at her condescendingly, his chest heaving, his breath unsteady, and fine chalk shavings on his black down jacket.

These words were originally mixed with displeasure and nervousness, but tears flowed in his eyes, and then he pulled her to the door of the bathroom, and after a few seconds of entering, he hurriedly came out to see her, as if he was worried that she would secretly leave while he was washing his face.

Washing his face with cold water made him feel a lot more energetic, and even the wetness was left in the bathroom by him.

After Yiyi's death, he became the loneliest person, guarding his parents alone, guarding Yiyi's tombstone, and guarding the family he formed. He is a contradictory man, strong but helpless.

In the waiting area of the train station, he accompanied her to wait for the train, and brought two cups of hot water, and when Yu Xia called him, Ah Sheng could hear that his tone was gentle and patient.

Ah Sheng looked at him quietly, and after a long time, Ah Sheng said, "Yiyi is dead." The words were indifferent and cold, it seemed that this was Gu Sheng, she could melt everything when she was warm, but she could also be ruthless at any time.

Xu Fei raised his eyes to look at her, his emotions were a little depressed, but he didn't say anything, he lowered his head and fiddled with the water cup in his hand, the hot water spilled out and splashed on the back of his hand, he frowned, it turned out that he would still be in pain.

Ah Sheng asked, "Why do you want to live such a life?" Da"

"Ah Sheng, you don't understand, I'm already tired, and I don't want to toss anymore in this life." Xu Fei looked at her, his eyes ached, but the warmest smile hung on the corner of his mouth.

Those two cups of boiled water, Xu Fei and Ah Sheng never moved.

He said goodbye to her at the ticket gate, she walked a few steps, surrounded by passengers in a hurry, she looked back at Xu Fei in the collision, he waved goodbye to her, his smile was as bright as when he was young, regardless of how many people were watching there, he shouted at her at the top of his voice: "Ah Sheng, I'll see you in a while, you have to take good care of yourself." ”

The train was moving, and Ah Sheng looked out the window, the neon lights flashed, like discarded colorful paints in the long river, and the streets were full of bare branches.

Closing his eyes, Ah Sheng smiled, it was a dream for 27 years

I heard that the environment in which children grow up is very important, and if the parents are not in harmony, it will inevitably cause the most helpless shadow to the child.

The United States is Han Yu's refuge, all the bad emotions are hidden in the uncertain weather, and in the days when he is dependent on his mother, he has experienced an unprecedented sense of powerlessness, he has no way to appease his mother's sorrow, and he hates his father on the surface, but when Han Yongxin is dying, he finds that he can't bear it hidden in his heart.

He knelt at the head of the bed, reached out and took his father's hand, he wanted to laugh, but his expression deliberately made him ugly, and the smile was worse than crying, and he said, "How can you lie in this place?" ”

His father's hands were a little cold, not as warm as they used to be, and if he was injured when he was a child, these big hands would definitely hold him firmly and tell him, "Son, don't be afraid. ”

Later, the big hands were gone, and no matter how many injuries he suffered outside, he would only tell himself: "Han Yu, it's not a big deal." After saying this, he will hide himself under the mask of indifference, and after a long time, he is really indestructible.

Is it really indestructible?

More than half a year has passed, and Ren Yang said to Ouyang Xun in private: "There was Su Daji in ancient times, and there is Gu Sheng, if you want me to say, Gu Sheng is much more powerful than Su Daji, and he can easily defeat the Han family without much effort." ”

Ouyang Xun didn't speak for a long time, and after more than half a year, Han Yu personally went to Hangzhou, Gu Sheng's hometown, and Seattle, USA, He went to so many places, it was like looking for a needle in a haystack, but he never found Gu Sheng.

China is so big, if a person has the heart to disappear, even if he runs all over China, he is destined to not find her.

Once drunk, Ren Yang mustered up the courage to say: "If time can come back, there would be less anger and impulsiveness at that time, and let her give birth to the child, maybe now she has gathered her heart to be with you." ”

Child? In the end, it's because of the child, what can Han Yu say? It's a pity that there is no turning medicine in this world.

In late November, Han Yu attended a business event, which was a charity fundraising dinner, and after Han Yu signed a check, handed it to Ren Yang, and hid in a quiet place.

Unwilling to admit that the cigarette was addicted to it again, the cigarette was not lit in the end, and he saw Lu Zichu on the balcony.

Lu Zichu was talking on the phone, his sleeves were rolled up on his elbows, his thin lips were slightly pursed, one hand was on his waist, and his tone was serious.

The old man at the headquarters is proud of his high qualifications, and there are many differences in private integration, and it is common for each other to tear down each other.

Without shying away, Han Yu walked to the round table on the side and sat down, Lu Zichu tilted his head slightly, and when he saw him, his face was blank, and he continued to talk about his phone.

There was a cup of tea on the table, which should be Lu Zichu's front