Lay it down, you don't know how much I love you
In the past six months, Ah Sheng often thinks of her girlhood, letting the four seasons change outside the window, and the scenery changes unchanged.
When Ah Sheng came to Hangzhou, it was not yet summer, and a few months later, summer came in waves, and the heat was extraordinary, and there was a plane tree just outside her rented house, and every time she went back, she could hear the endless hissing.
Such a scene can easily remind her of her hometown in the county, she and Yiyi sit at the desk to write homework, Yiyi is too lazy to use her brain, always turn her summer vacation homework to the last few pages, and carefully copy the correct answers attached to the back on the blank questions in front.
Ah Sheng propped up the table with his elbows, holding his face and looking at Yiyi quietly, "If the answers are all correct, the teacher will be suspicious." He"
"Don't worry." Yi Yi's enthusiasm was in full swing: "I deliberately wrote a few questions wrong, and the teacher won't find out." ”
Ah Sheng felt that copying the answer also took mental and physical strength, and saw that Yiyi's forehead was sweaty, so he got up and moved the fan behind Yiyi, Yiyi felt cool, and would turn around and grin at her.
That laugh, bad.
There are also a few plane trees in the yard, and the most impressive picture is that she and Yiyi are each holding popsicles, standing behind several elderly people and watching them play chess.
At the age of 17, on the high school campus, Yiyi said: "Ah Sheng, we are still very young, and we have a long way to go." ”
At the age of 27, on the streets of Hangzhou, Ah Sheng said to Yiyi in his heart: "Yiyi, I am about to be 28 years old." ”
When she "said" this, she was standing outside a piano shop, looking at a violin in a daze, and suddenly remembered Yiyi, who was unfamiliar with Hangzhou many years ago, did Yiyi have the same posture as her, looking at the violin lonely?
- You lost your words because I didn't receive the violin.
A few days ago, Zhang Xiaobei asked Ah Sheng: "If you don't work in Shengjing, what do you plan to do in the future?" After asking, he stuck out his tongue first, "I forgot, with Mr. Lu here, how can you still starve and freeze?" ”
Lu's Shengjing, Ah Sheng can't go back, even if she can handle it calmly, her colleagues will be a lot uncomfortable. He knew about the resignation, and he didn't ask much, only a few words: "It's okay to resign, stay in Shengjing, Qu Cai." ”
Anyway, Gu Sheng used to be his student, how talented his student is, he knows the roots, Shengjing is a medium-sized company, and Ah Sheng works in the legal department, which is indeed a little inappropriate.
Lu Zichu did not stay in Hangzhou for a long time, that night on the streets of Hangzhou, she clinged to him tightly, buried her face in his neck socket, under the palm of his hand was his powerful heartbeat, and in her ears were his pious words.
- Here is your place, I will keep it for you for the rest of your life.
She knew that what he said was true.
There is a big difference between him and her in the eyes of outsiders, but he is not a prince, and she is not Cinderella, so it is not as vigorous as others expected, but in the warmth, it penetrates into the daily life.
The night was dark, and there was a faint black shadow under his eyes, exhausted to the extreme, but not sleepy. Before the dinner, Chen Yu had already booked a ticket for early tomorrow morning, and he had never told her about it, and he was unwilling to leave her.
The bedside light dimmed, and Ah Sheng fell asleep beside her, curled up, his forehead against his shoulder, like a child lacking warmth.
He reached out and touched her face, then kissed her lightly on the forehead. Slightly hot lips roamed over her face and neck, and she opened her eyes in a daze, waking up with a bright gaze.
"Woke you up?"
She didn't speak, buried her face in his chest, and only spoke in a muffled voice after a long time: "Zichu, you and I both know very well that the former Gu Sheng can't come back." ”
Maybe it was a cold, Lu Zichu had a mist in his eyes: "The former Gu Sheng can't come back, but now Gu Sheng is in my arms." ”
I used to think they were far away, but it turned out that they could be so close
Ah Sheng woke up the next day, and Lu Zichu had already left. Before leaving, the refrigerator was stuffed with food by him, all the flowers and plants were watered, she walked barefoot to the balcony, and I don't know whose pet cat sneaked out and walked leisurely in the community
When I turned back, I left a note on the coffee table in the living room: Remember to call me if you have something.
Don't say leave, don't talk about seeing each other again, if in each other's hearts, some words can be omitted spontaneously.
Ah Sheng told Lu Zichu about his resignation by phone. The first person to answer the phone was Xiang Lu, Gu Sheng didn't know that Lu Zichu was in a meeting that day, if it was someone else, Xiang Lu would have hung up the phone a long time ago, but the person who called was Gu Sheng
Lu Zichu once told her that if Miss Gu called, she must contact me as soon as possible. For that first time, Xiang Lu really didn't dare to assert himself.
The conversation around the resignation was brief, she said, and he listened, and the call was less than a minute long.
- Resign, stay in Shengjing, and give in.
- No matter what you do or where you go, be sure to tell me in advance.
- Don't let me find you.
Lu Zichu didn't know what to do, when Gu Sheng called him, he was already planning to leave Hangzhou, when a heart is unwavering, and his heart is as calm as water, in fact, no matter where she is, it is the same.
Before leaving Hangzhou, she gave all the flowers and plants at home to Zhang Xiaobei, the silly girl kept wiping her tears, and she hugged Gu Sheng tightly: "Can't you not go?" ”
Ah Sheng gently patted her back: "Xiaobei, you once asked me, what is my ideal?" I didn't answer you at the time, not reserved