This night, perhaps, can't be called night.

At four o'clock in the morning, Ah Sheng opened his eyes from his sleep and saw Gu Cheng who should not have appeared in the attic.

Gu Cheng was wearing a black straight-collared shirt, and because he was at home, he didn't wear a tie. didn't sleep so late, stayed in front of Ah Sheng's bed, and obviously had something to say to Ah Sheng.

Gu Cheng was like an old monk in a trance, and when he saw that Ah Sheng was awake, he didn't speak, and kept his original posture, as if he wanted something to happen.

After sitting for too long, Gu Cheng's legs and feet were a little numb, and even his thinking became more and more rigid.

Under the dim bedside lamp, the pear blossoms that Lu Zichu had pinned in Ah Sheng's hair before were quietly placed on the bedside table, with a warm color.

Ah Sheng felt that such silence was likely to drown her in a certain moment, and she was about to say something, but Gu Cheng spoke.

——A few days ago, I went to a Chinese restaurant with a few colleagues for dinner, and a song from the 30s was playing in the restaurant, "Ability" by Mr. Lu Qian.

- I remember when I was young, I loved to talk and you loved to laugh. Once sat side by side under the peach tree, the wind was in the woodtops and the birds were calling. We don't know how sleepy, how much do we know about the flowers in our dreams.

Gu Cheng read it very slowly, his voice was low, it was very good, and this poem was narrated by him, which was more warm and nostalgic than the original meaning.

Ah Sheng lowered his eyes and hid all his emotions in the dark. She could hear that Gu Cheng's voice trembled faintly.

After a long time, Gu Cheng smiled at the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were a little moist: "I still remember when I was a child, we lived together in the compound, the boy fought crickets, and the girl played skipping rope; We used to be so happy. It's not like now, when you grow up, but growing up is accompanied by pain. Looking back, those people in my memory are dead and wounded...... This song made me feel very uncomfortable. ”

Gu Cheng had habitually taken out a cigarette from the cigarette case at this time, sandwiched it between his fingers, took out a lighter and was about to light it, but because he saw Ah Sheng, his movements froze there.

Ah Sheng stopped him from putting away his cigarette.

"It's okay." She said.

The smoke was ignited, and in the smoke, Gu Cheng's face, Ah Sheng couldn't see it clearly.

"Ah Sheng, I'm homesick, I want to go back to the compound and find our past, if I find it, I want to ask, where did we all go?"

Ah Sheng didn't look after Gu Cheng because she knew that his fragility didn't want her to see it. It turns out that the people who can't forget the past are not only her, but also Gu Cheng.

In my memory, the young man who was wearing a school uniform and was full of energy had already been buried by Gu Cheng himself. Now, his eyes are very empty and there is no temperature, and the only thing he can do is to let go of Ah Sheng.

Lu Zichu didn't know when he was already standing at the door, holding two tickets in his hands, his eyes fell on Ah Sheng's face, he was forcing her and himself: "Let's go together, or I stay, stay forever." ”

Lu Zichu came up with a multiple-choice question, and the answerer was Ah Sheng.

Ah Sheng bit her lip, Lu Zichu was like a poison planted in her body, deep into the bone marrow, whether she got it or abandoned it, it was an injury.