Backed down, his love was low to the dust
When Ah Sheng returned to the room, Lu Zichu was still standing in the courtyard, she was not walking fast, and now she is destined to not be able to walk quickly.
The body has long been decayed by the years.
She remembered that when she was a child, she ran tirelessly in the small southern county town. She ran very fast, and the gravel road was bumpy, and she often fell to the ground, so her knees often did not heal, and new injuries were added.
Grandma felt sorry for her, and while helping her with medicine, she chattered: "Wrongdoer, I'm this old, can't you let me worry less?" ”
She didn't feel pain at the time, but she couldn't understand that the person who was injured in the fall was her, why did grandma look more painful than her?
Later, when she grew up, she began to understand what love is and what it means to share joys and sorrows.
Until now, she can't accept herself after her illness, and she seems to be walking on the blade every day for a long time. She had experienced this confusion and heartache, so she was reluctant to impose it on others.
Lu Zichu's perfection and her incompleteness are like the Milky Way drawn by the Queen Mother, separating the Cowherd and Weaver Girl, as well as her and him.
The world fell silent, as if all the sounds had disappeared at the end of the night.
She didn't dare to nod her head and promise easily, for fear of giving him empty hope, for fear of breaking his heart, for fear of pain.
……
Over the years, the name "Gu Sheng" has made Lu Zichu suffer in a desperate situation.
Lu Zichu is not a broad-minded man, he has not heard from him for six years, and if his former lover is better off than him, he has no way to bless him.
He didn't have a good time, so he didn't want Ah Sheng to live better than him in his selfish heart.
But many years later, when he met Ah Sheng again, the truth was far crueler than reality, while he thought Ah Sheng was happy, she suffered in a sealed room.
He experienced an unprecedented pain and despair, he was very confused for a while, he couldn't understand, in the beautiful years, Ah Sheng was sealed by the dust of the years, which was merciful or cruel for her who had suddenly changed?
The cell phone was ringing, and it was the 36th call he had made since he arrived in Seattle.
Most of these people are old friends on campus, Ah Sheng is right, many things have changed in the past six years, but some things will never change, such as: missing.
"Why don't you pick up?" Gu Cheng didn't know when he had already walked over, took out a cigarette and handed it to Lu Zichu.
Lu Zichu didn't speak, put the phone in his pocket, took the cigarette, but didn't light it.
Ah Sheng doesn't like the smell of smoke on men, she thinks that smoking is harmful to others and herself.
Gu Cheng asked him: "Ah Sheng is reluctant to return to China, right?" ”
Lu Zichu's expression was indifferent: "I won't change my original intention, if she doesn't want to go back, I can stay here." ”
Gu Cheng smoked silently, and his voice was slightly hoarse: "Ah Sheng has been married, it's true." ”
Lu Zichu's eyes turned gray, and the pretended calm in his eyes began to shatter: "I'm not interested in that." The cigarette had already been crushed by Lu Zichu, and his voice did not have the slightest warmth: "Mr. Gu, don't be forced to work hard, I'm already low to the dust, am I not enough to back down?" ”
Gu Chengliang didn't speak for a long time, raised his hand and wiped his face, "I don't know how long I can hide it, legally she is someone else's wife after all." ”
Lu Zichu frowned, he didn't expect Gu Cheng to compromise at this moment.
He asked, "For what?" ”
"Because she's my only sister, as for you?" Gu Cheng looked at him with a deep gaze: "I would rather believe that you brought Ah Sheng back to China because of love, not hate." ”