Chapter 57: Tell Me What to Do [One Update]
No one but you.
Even four years ago, Lu Zhiyao had never heard such words.
From the day the two of them got married, it seems that Lu Zhiyao has always been the one who is in trouble, and Lin Yinan will always be behind her silently cleaning up the mess for her.
Lu Zhiyao remembered that Lin Mubai once scolded her. He said that if it weren't for Lin Yinan, she would be nothing, and she wouldn't know how many times Lu Dao had died.
At that time, Lu Zhiyao also hesitated and was afraid. Yes, he has never been short of women, even when he was only the eighth prince four years ago and could die at any time, he was not short of women.
It was precisely because of Lin Yinan's blind connivance that when Lu Zhiyao left him four years ago, he understood that without him by his side, she was really nothing. She couldn't cook even the simplest meals, and no wonder he laughed at her and said that if no one was around her to feed her, she would starve to death.
No one but her.
If this sentence was said four years ago, Lu Zhiyao thought, she would definitely be happy to know the north, south, and west. But four years, so many things have happened in the past four years, and hearing such words from his mouth again, Lu Zhiyao will only be at a loss, and he doesn't know how to face it.
"Lin Yinan."
Lu Zhiyao was silent for a long time before he finally took a deep breath and called his name.
"You said four years ago that you want to be alone. That's when I watched you leave in front of me, and I asked myself what I would do if you never looked back at me again. ”
Lu Zhiyao hadn't been so sad for a long time, and his scarred heart seemed to have been torn open again, and he couldn't heal so quickly.
"But four years have passed, and without you by my side, I am living as well as I did four years ago. In my opinion, you are also a hundred times better than Lin Yinan at that time. People will always grow up, and no matter how much they once thought that it was irreplaceable, they will one day find something that can be replaced. In my eyes, you are the same. ”
Lin Yinan's hand trembled, and Lu Zhiyao felt it very clearly. She glanced up at him, looking at his frowning brows, and remembered Qingmo.
Every time he was bullied by Qinghan, Qingmo was like this. The appearance of wanting to cry but not crying always makes her feel very distressed.
"No one but me."
Lu Zhiyao tried again, wanting to take his hand back. This time Lin Yinan didn't grip it so tightly, but just as her hand was about to pull out of his, he shook it violently again.
"Did you ever think when you said this, even if I was your enemy? The enemy you've worked so hard to find is right in front of you, and it really doesn't matter if you say such things to me? I want to kill Lin Yixiang so much, I want to kill the people of the Nangong family, because they killed my mother. You wouldn't have no murderous intent towards me, would you? You let me go home, but I ask you, where is my home? ”
After all, the tears couldn't help falling, Lu Zhiyao smiled self-deprecatingly, raised his free hand and wiped the tears away.
"Xia Yao's home has long been destroyed, and Lu Zhiyao's home no longer belongs to her four years ago."
"Tell me what to do to make you turn back to the Lu Zhiyao you were four years ago?"
Lin Yinan has never dared to let go of Lu Zhiyao's hand, and it was because he let go four years ago that he lost people. Her words, word by word, hit him hard, she said that she was doing well, was it the scars on her body that were good?
"I can't go back, I really can't go back." Lu Zhiyao shook his head, and tears rolled down his cheeks. "All I think about is my mother killing your mother, how can you let me go back? Will you give me the baby back? I can't live without them, you give them back to me, I promise you won't show up in the future, I'll leave here, I'll go somewhere else, okay? ”
"I've worked hard for four years so that you never show up again?!"
Lin Yinan was enraged by Lu Zhiyao's words, and pressed her hard against the trunk of the tree.
"I only ask you if you want to come back to me, if you say you don't...... In the future, I am the one who will not appear. ”
Lu Zhiyao leaned back against the trunk of the tree and looked up at Lin Yinan's close face. Gritting his teeth, Lu Zhiyao closed his eyes tightly, slowly opened his mouth, and gave him an answer.
"No ......"
Sealed with a kiss, Lu Zhiyao's voice disappeared into the air, and she looked at him with wide eyes, almost forgetting that this was the rogue move he was most accustomed to!
Lu Zhiyao pushed him hard, the strength on his body was drained little by little, and tears fell down, Lu Zhiyao felt extremely uncomfortable.
Torture himself to torture her, what is he for!
finally pushed Lin Yinan away, Lu Zhiyao cried and asked him loudly: "If you don't want to, you can't do it, you are unreasonable!" So you tell me what I should do? He will kill you, he will not let you go, what should I do if you really die! ”
She doesn't need him to be by her side all the time, she is content as long as she knows that he is still alive. He is alive and has children, this is the reason to support her persistence, Liao Wuxian said that if she leaves, he will definitely not let him go. No one can solve Liao Wuxian's poison, why doesn't he understand?!
Lu Zhiyao's grievances were crying, and the strong coat that had been on his body was shattered by him. I kept wiping my tears, but I couldn't wipe them clean. Lu Zhiyao glared at Lin Yinan angrily and asked, "What do you look at?" I don't want to, you hurry up! ”
Lin Yinan quietly watched her childish actions, and then smiled slowly. The slender fingers wiped the tears from her face for her, Lin Yinan took her hand again, and asked in a low voice: "Then you don't want me to die, why don't you come back to protect me." ”
When Lu Zhiyao heard his words, he cried even more. My mind was already blank, and I said the answer in my heart defenselessly without thinking about it. "I can't beat him!"
Lin Yinan was amused by Lu Zhiyao, and the haze in his heart was swept away. Just when Lin Yinan wanted to say something to her, an arrow suddenly shot from a distance, so that the two had to dodge in a hurry.
"You let her go!"
In the distance, Shen Xing was holding his weapon and looked at Lin Yinan coldly. He and Lu Zhiyao have known each other for so long, and they have never seen Lu Zhiyao cry, even if they were beaten badly by the master.
"Lin Yichen was killed by him?" Lin Yinan ignored Shen Xing's warning, turned his head to look at Lu Zhiyao and asked.
Lu Zhiyao was negligent for a while, and he didn't know when Shen Xing came. blushed, and quickly wanted to wipe away all her tears, but who knew that Lin Yinan was holding her hand and not letting go, no matter how she stared at him.
"Lin Yinan!" Lu Zhiyao gritted his teeth and roared.
"Well, listen." Lin Yinan replied with a smile, glanced at the murderous Shen Xing over there with his spare eyes, and asked, "Who is he?" ”
It turns out that there are other people living here, who are Liao Wuxian's people?
"Shen Xing, you go back to the house first." Lu Zhiyao had no choice but to say: "I have nothing to do, I'll go back in a while." ”
"Zhiyao......" Shen Xing looked at Lu Zhiyao's crying red eyes worriedly, then looked at the hands they were holding together, and asked puzzledly, "Who is he?" ”
"Why is this kid not too big or small, he actually called you by your name." Lin Yinan was a little displeased, he didn't dare to call her that directly now.
"Be obedient and go back to the house."
Shen Xing's appearance made Lu Zhiyao also regain his composure, Shen Xing turned away unwillingly, and Lu Zhiyao waited for him to walk into the room before returning his attention to Lin Yinan.
"You can go too, there is no one in Xuanyuan Haotian's room at night."
"Don't go." Lin Yinan pulled the landing distance and walked forward directly, it was not easy to come once, so easy to leave? He will return to Beijing in a few days, and the next time he sees her, he will have to wait for at least a month, and he may be secretly stared at by Liao Wuxian at that time, so he said that he would not leave today.
Lin Yinan ......" Lu Zhiyao didn't understand that he was so capable of messing around now, "Xuanyuan Haotian can send someone to find him here at any time, you can't stay here." ”
"It's never too late to run if you really come." Besides, without Liao Wuxian here, what is he afraid of?
When the two passed by the thatched hut, Liluo pushed open the door and ran out. Ignoring Shen Xing's obstruction, he ran directly to Lu Zhiyao's side, hugged her leg and asked, "Mother, why are you crying?" ”
"Mother......?" Lin Yinan was dumbfounded when he heard this, could it be that Su Shi and the others stole it back were not his children? But that's not right......
Lu Zhiyao saw Lin Yinan's expression and knew what he was thinking, the corners of his mouth twitched, taking advantage of Lin Yinan's stunned effort, Lu Zhiyao quickly shook off his hand, squatted down and hugged Liluo, and said softly: "Good, go back to the house and sleep with my brother first, my mother has nothing to do." ”
Liluo leaned into Lu Zhiyao's arms and looked at Lin Yinan with a wary face. Lu Zhiyao carried her into the house, told Shen Xing to keep her in check, and then walked out of the room again, looked at Lin Yinan who was standing there, and said, "You have seen it, you shouldn't have come here today." ”
"I don't know how I have such a big son and daughter." Lin Yinan looked at the door suspiciously, and then looked at Lu Zhiyao's stomach thoughtfully, and Lu Zhiyao was extremely stiff when he saw it.
Lu Zhiyao turned around to go back to the house, but Lin Yinan grabbed her quickly.
"What do you want the two children to see that they shouldn't see? Or do you hear something you shouldn't hear? Lin Yinan asked her in a low voice.
"What you shouldn't see and what you shouldn't hear!" His question was ambiguous, and Lu Zhiyao's heart beat faster when he listened.
Lin Yinan smiled silently and dragged her to the attic over there. The wolves had been following him since he appeared, staring at him in a gloomy manner, and he was uncomfortable to look at.
Lu Zhiyao lowered his head and followed him, this person couldn't drive away, all the good things were said, but it didn't work, so she had no way at all.
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