Chapter 58: Why Did You Come to Me [Second Update]
Walking downstairs, Lin Yinan stopped. Looking back at Lu Zhiyao with a light smile, he asked, "Here, won't a child suddenly run out and call you your mother?" β
Lu Zhiyao didn't bother to talk to her, and his mood didn't recover at all. Compared with her, Lin Yinan is more like the master here, taking Lu Zhiyao's hand very naturally, pushing open the door and walking in.
The first and second floors were full of books, and when he walked upstairs, Lin Yinan took a few more glances at the soft collapse placed by the window, and there were two pieces of Lu Zhiyao's clothes and pillow quilts on it.
"That's where you live?"
"It doesn't matter where you live, why do you ask so much."
Lu Zhiyao finally withdrew her hand, keeping a certain distance from Lin Yinan, and she said to him vigilantly: "Let's leave almost, don't embarrass me." β
"If you don't leave, you won't leave, I think I'm joking?" Lin Yinan was still looking around the room, casually walked to a bookshelf, picked up a book and opened it twice, then turned his head to look at Lu Zhiyao, and asked, "By the way, where did you find the Jin Ningcao last time?" Anything else? β
"Why do you ask this?" Lu Zhiyao frowned and asked.
"Nothing, thinking about planning for the future. What to do if you are poisoned again, I don't want to die yet. β
Lin Yinan's answer made Lu Zhiyao's teeth itch, he couldn't think of something good?!
"No, don't even think about it." Lu Zhiyao didn't look at him, turned sideways and looked up at the starry sky outside, not noticing the haze that flashed in Lin Yinan's eyes, she only heard his footsteps slowly approaching, and then his voice slowly sounded.
"If you never see me again, what will you cry for?"
Lin Yinan sat down beside Lu Zhiyao and asked such an inexplicable sentence. Lu Zhiyao slowly turned his head to look at him, always feeling that something was wrong. Glancing Lin Yinan up and down, she asked hesitantly, "You won't ...... It's really poisoned again, right? β
"Just talk about it, look at you nervous." Lin Yinan smiled triumphantly, "Lu Zhiyao, are you going to stay and sleep with me or leave?" β
Lu Zhiyao was annoyed when he heard what he said, he pulled himself here, but now he is asking this? Lu Zhiyao didn't say a word, got up and was about to leave, but was dragged back by Lin Yinan.
Lin Yinan locked her tightly in his arms, sighed slightly in her ear, and said, "If it was before, you would definitely pounce." β
"Let it go...... Nonsense, when did I do that! Lu Zhiyao almost burst into foul language, struggling to leave, but Lin Yinan's other words made her involuntarily quiet.
"It's been four years, let me hug, not too much."
Lin Yinan hugged her almost like a scoundrel and didn't let go, and her deep voice poured into Lu Zhiyao's heart like a warm current, releasing the greed that had been imprisoned in her heart for a long time.
Just for a moment, not too much. Lu Zhiyao deceived himself and told himself that anyway, in the future, there would be no chance to see him again.
The house was quiet all of a sudden, and Lu Zhiyao could even hear the sound of wolves walking outside.
Lin Yinan's chin rested on her shoulder, and his left hand was interlocked with her ten fingers. If it weren't for Lu Zhiyao's body being too stiff, maybe they would look the same as before.
"Xia Han, is she okay?" Lu Zhiyao suddenly remembered his sister, it stands to reason that she should have become the queen a long time ago, but what Qingyan said to him that day was not like that.
"Okay, your sister, how dare I make her bad."
Speaking of Xia Han, Lin Yinan's face showed a trace of imperceptible embarrassment.
"Why don't you ask me how I'm doing?" Lin Yinan didn't think about those things, and seized every opportunity to talk more to Lu Zhiyao.
"I asked, and you answered." Lu Zhiyao took a deep breath and turned his head to look at him, only to feel that his vision was dark, and Lu Zhiyao was overwhelmed by him.
Heart-to-mouth, Lu Zhiyao couldn't adapt to such intimacy, bit his lip and pushed his body, and said impatiently: "If you are like this, there is nothing to say!" β
"Why can't I do this?" Lin Yinan asked reasonably, "I don't remember writing a letter of resignation to you, why can't I do this?" β
After speaking, Lin Yinan lowered his head and bit the corner of her lip as if venting his anger.
"It's you, Lu Zhiyao, why did you just take my child and leave?"
"You let me go."
"I only said to calm down alone, and never said to let you leave my side!"
This is also where Lin Yinan has hated himself for so many years, just because of that damn sentence, he couldn't keep her. Lu Zhiyao was right, he wanted revenge. There is only such a person who has been kind to him since he was a child, she is dead, how can he not want revenge? But when he learned the truth of the Dao, he found that his first reaction was that he couldn't take revenge, what should he do?
Lin Yinan didn't know what Lu Zhiyao made him so unable to give up, but he was like that. He has always done things with a purpose, and he has always done things with a deep understanding, but because of her, he is all messed up.
That year, after being injured by Liao Wuxian and returning to Xia Laiguo, Lin Yinan asked himself, is it worth dying for her?
In the face of those entourages who were sent by him to the Qing Underworld and ventured there all year round to find her clues, and the most scarred and fruitless entourage, he also asked himself, should he waste so much time on her?
But the answer was already available the moment he asked himself. He didn't expect it to be so difficult to get her back, and he didn't expect that he didn't want to take revenge, but some people wanted to.
Lu Zhiyao is innocent, Lin Yinan has always felt so. She died innocently, lived innocently, and was innocently involved in all of this. Maybe if she didn't look for her, she would stay by Liao Wuxian's side and suffer for a few years, but there would never be any more troubles in the future. But he thought about it for so long, and it was still a selfish decision, even if she would be caught in the middle and embarrassed, he still wanted her to come back.
After meeting Liao Wuxian for the first time and being defeated, Lin Yinan knew that Lu Zhiyao's life would definitely not be easy, and Liao Wuxian would definitely not kill her. Because he wanted her to kill him with her own hands, this was also the reason why Lin Yinan slowed down later.
She's around him and can't learn much. She needs to grow up and become stronger, so that even if he is gone, no one can do anything to her, and that's what he thinks.
Lu Zhiyao couldn't bear his deep gaze, turned his head over, and a small scar under his right ear, where his neck and collarbone connected, came into Lin Yinan's eyes.
"Why is it that even here hurts." Lin Yinan remembered the marks on her arms the last time she fought her. Kissing the scar in distress, he asked in a low voice.
Lu Zhiyao's mood is very complicated, a little happy, and a little worried. If Liao Wuxian came back at this time and bumped into them like this, then the two of them would definitely die.
"Forget."
Lu Zhiyao is telling the truth, he has been injured too many times, and there are too many scars on his body, and he can't remember exactly when he was injured because of something.
"Lin Yinan, why are you coming to me?" Lu Zhiyao's face was a little red, but he couldn't help but ask.
Lin Yinan thought about it seriously, and just as she wanted to answer her, there was a sound of footsteps outside.
Lu Zhiyao was stunned for a moment, and suddenly pushed Lin Yinan away and sat up. That footstep is not Shen Xing's, let alone Liluo's, who can it be?
Before Lin Yinan could react, he was thrown out of the window by Lu Zhiyao with his collar. A group of wolves outside the building craned their necks and waited for him to fall, Lin Yinan jumped on the roof with a black face, listened to the wolf howl, and sighed long.
It's not easy to talk for a while......
Lu Zhiyao and Lin Yinan only cared about talking, and all their attention was on him, so they didn't notice the movement outside at all.
Mo Xiaoying walked up with a puzzled expression, looked at Lu Zhiyao's slightly red face, and glanced at the room, no one else was there.
"Far away, who were you talking to?"
"Nobody, did you hear me wrong?" Lu Zhiyao replied perfunctorily, "Why did you come here so late?" β
"Well, I can't sleep, I have something I want to say to you." Mo Xiaoying walked over and looked at Lu Zhiyao up close, still puzzled. "Why is your face so red?"
"Oh, I'm a little unwell and have a fever, so I didn't sleep with the child over there."
In desperation, Lu Zhiyao had no choice but to open his eyes and talk nonsense. Lin Yinan, who was on the roof outside the house, listened to the conversation between the two and smiled silently.
"Far away, the emperor should be back tomorrow."
Mo Xiaoying and Lu Zhiyao both sat down and talked to her about the situation outside in the past few days.
"Battle...... Still lost. β
Lu Zhiyao was silent for a moment and then spoke, "How could the emperor be willing to stop so easily." β
"Then I don't know what to do, I can't guess the emperor's thoughts." Mo Xiaoying smiled bitterly, "The Queen Mother can't sleep well every day because of the child's affairs, if you have time, let's go see her tomorrow." β
Lu Zhiyao has only cared about his own discomfort these days, and almost forgot about Qi Mingyue. Nodding his head weakly, Lu Zhiyao said: "My master has already gone to find it, even if it is urgent now, it is useless." β
"The responsibility for this lies with us, and we will do our best. It's just that I don't know what the other party is going to do when they take away the two children, and, far away, this defeat, the emperor may be angry with you, you ......"
"Don't worry, I'll just take it."
Mo Xiaoying knew that Lu Zhiyao had a bad temper, and she also knew that Lu Zhiyao had done something with Xuanyuan Haotian before, so she was very worried that this defeat would become the fuse between the two and make the two have any more disputes, after all, Lu Zhiyao was not in a good mood now, and the loss of the child was more important to her than anything.
Lu Zhiyao and Mo Xiaoying talked for almost half an hour before Mo Xiaoying got up and prepared to go back. Lu Zhiyao stood in front of the window in a daze and watched her leave, and then remembered Lin Yinan who was thrown outside by her.
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