That night really got the result I had hoped for: Wu Yao left my world, left my life, left me forever...

If it had been before, such a result would have made me happy for a few days and nights without sleep, just like being beaten with chicken blood, and I would have inexhaustible strength every day. But now, after a month of living at Wu Yao's house, everything is not going the way I thought it would be.

He was like a cup of chronic poison that didn't do any physical or mental damage to me when I first drank it. But as time went on, when I didn't get the antidote, his toxicity began to kick in, and I was restless and terrified.

I don't know what I'm afraid of, but it's just this strange feeling. It's like walking on the edge of a cliff without rope protection, and the sense of danger that I could fall at any moment threatens me.

Is the dead heart resurrected again? Is the heart that has removed the love for him beating again like it used to be?

"Rui Rui? Don't be stunned, get ready to come out to greet the guests. ”

Ouyang Ze stood at the door and knocked lightly on the door and said to me.

Through the reflection of that mirror, I could clearly see Ouyang Ze's happy expression, and even the little white teeth that were exposed, I could count them clearly.

Well, today is my wedding day, the day I have been waiting for a long time to finally come. But I just thought of that person, Wu Yao, and my past on such an important day...

"yes, okay."

I replied and continued to look down and sort out the decorations on my clothes.

The wedding of two big men is definitely different from the wedding of men and women, I will not wear a white wedding dress like those vulgar powders, and Ouyang Ze will not wear a black dress like most men. Our wedding dress is good, and our future will be bright.

Custom-made clothes are much more close-fitting than the clothes bought, and you won't be bound by the stereotypical clothing when you swing your hands and kick your legs. The surface of the black velvet looks much more gorgeous.

"HisLover"

These two labels with exactly the same words were placed on the table, and I wanted to have a Chinese-style wedding, but I felt that the "groom" and "bride" were a little cliché, and the red red flower was also dirty. So Ouyang Ze also designed two labels by himself, two labels for our future identity.

Somehow, looking at these two labels at the moment, I only feel dazzling, I just feel so strange, as if the person who will use them for a while will not be me, and I have nothing to do with them...

Two months ago, when my wounds had completely healed, but my heart was still empty, Ouyang Ze proposed to me.

The place where we proposed was so different, not by the sea, not at home, no heartwarming scenes, no Lang Manga... It's just the white walls of the hospital, and the smell of alcohol...

That's right, it's the hospital, and it's in this hospital that Ouyang Ze proposed to me.

I didn't know what to think at the time, but when I saw the huge diamond ring and my name engraved on it, I accepted it so unceasingly, and I gave up the struggle for months and accepted him.

Perhaps, I should really go back to the past, back to the time when I didn't know that thing, back to the time when I still loved Ouyang Ze, continue the love between us, and continue the life I wanted...

But for two months, I haven't felt anything about him, and looking at him is no different from looking at a stranger. Even though he greeted me with a smile every day, our "sex/happiness life" was still satisfying. But I really can't feel like him anymore...

Every time I look at him on me, at his expression of enjoyment and his low roar in the dark, I always feel that he is no different from the guests I have received before, there is no place different from them, including the parts of his body that I used to love...

"Rui Rui? Hurry up and get down, the guests will be there soon. ”

"Oh, here we are!"

When I was cleaning up, I accidentally fell into a daze again. I woke up again because of Ouyang Ze's scream. At his urging, I quickly slapped the folds on my clothes twice, grabbed the two labels on the table and ran down.

Before going out, when I inadvertently glimpsed myself in the mirror, the pity in my heart arose, I pity the person in the mirror, and pity the unknown life in his future...

Our wedding took place in a castle in another city, and the owner of the castle was a friend of Ouyang Ze's. When he heard that we were going to get married, he did not hesitate to vacate his house for us as the wedding scene, and also took the initiative to help arrange all the decorations in the castle, and the happy appearance was like getting married himself.

"Click..."

It was the first time in my life that I had walked the staircase in the castle, and the long, winding stone steps were like singers who had been sleeping for hundreds of years, and when I stepped on them, they began to sing after years of rest.

Walking downstairs little by little, the noisy sound also strengthened little by little. Although the guests had not yet arrived, the servants at his friend's house had already been busy, playing the war songs of the wedding decoration with bouquets and various decorations, and Cristao was also their captain, instructing them in fluent English.

"Chen Rui, come here, hurry up and get ready to pick up the guests."

Seeing me come down from the stairs, there was a smile on Christao's nervous face, but the words that came out of her mouth sounded so harsh.

Even when she came to pick me up, she didn't forget to tell the people around her to continue decorating, and the back and forth between English and Chinese made my mind swollen when I heard it, let alone the person who "spoke".

"Uh... Well. ”

Looking at Christao's anxious expression and panicked movements, I really don't know what she's in a hurry and busy with. The person who got married was obviously me, why was she so nervous?

But it's no wonder that the people who care about me also pave the way for me to prepare everything I need before the wedding...

Without saying a word, Chris Tao pulled me out of the door, pulled me towards the closed door, and walked towards the outside world where Ouyang Ze was.

I'm not ready, I'm not ready to face those people outside, I'm not ready to face the upcoming life, and I'm not ready to face Ouyang Ze, who still loves me deeply.

Although I wanted to say to her, "Stop, I'm not ready", but it was too late, I was pushed out of the door by Christao herself, pushed to the wedding of my dreams, to the endless abyss...