Chapter 46: Wish Me Happiness
Looking at the half-burned photo, looking at Qing's smiling face stained with ashes, although Ouyang Ze is calm face and stiff expression can't show his love for Qing, but his feelings seem to have been transferred to me, and I will grieve for him.
"What are you doing! It's useless if you burn it! Love is love! It's not like this destructive substance can disappear! ”
I wiped the ashes from the photograph and gently tore off the blackened part. Only the upper part that is still intact is left, and only the clear and blue sea is left.
"Only in this way can I no longer miss him, no longer miss the past, and be with you sincerely in the future, so that you can marry me with confidence and accompany me for the rest of my life."
Now what he said can be regarded as love words, that sincere look and that sincere tone, if you add a dreamy background music at this time, it is really a living marriage proposal scene.
“…”
I didn't know what to say, so I could only answer his true confession and his determination to stay with me to the death.
"Believe me, I really only love you now, and the person I love the most in my heart is really you!"
Ouyang Ze held my shoulders tightly, and his eyes were as close to my face as possible. When his exhaled breath brushed my cheeks, when the boundless darkness imprinted my reflection, I was like a prey targeted by an eagle, unable to escape, unable to hide...
Does this man really love me? Are his feelings really as real as they are in his mouth?
When I saw him ruthlessly burning the memories of the past, and watching the memories drift into the sky with the flames, this kind of behavior really made me not know what kind of state of mind to look at.
Does he love me so much? Or is it shallow for Qing Yongyong? Did he really let go of the past, or was he just putting on a show for me? I don't know any of this...
"Ruirui, please trust me, believe me as you did before."
His face moved closer and closer until the two tear-soaked lips were imprinted on my mouth, and it wasn't until his snake-like tongue slipped into my mouth that the lingering words stopped...
That kiss hasn't been touched by me for a long time, and that heart may not have been touched by me for a long time. But now, when the liquid in his mouth flows into my mouth, when I close my eyes and enjoy the warm moment, it all seems to go back to the way it used to be, back to before I knew it...
Sometimes a hug can make two strangers friends, sometimes a single word of sorry can make two couples feel free, and sometimes a kiss can revive my dead heart...
That hot kiss was more effective than that ginseng chicken soup, and the liquid in his mouth was more nourishing than that chicken soup...
"Rui Rui, forgive me, let's start again."
His face was still very close, so that I could still feel the temperature he passed to me, and I could feel the breath he exhaled.
Looking at his sincere face, and the haggard face in my pupils, I didn't know how to answer him, I didn't know whether to accept him. Because I still have so much to do, so many things to solve...
Wu Yao, this is my unfinished business, even if I want to get married, I have to hear from him before I get married and get his blessing, otherwise my marriage is destined to be incomplete and unhappy...
"Let me think about it..."
Although I didn't accept it immediately, the word "consider" was enough to make Ouyang Ze excited. Looking at his surprised expression and the joyful movements like an innocent child, I didn't feel funny, I couldn't get the interest in laughing...
"Good! I'll wait for you! You should definitely think about it! ”
In his opinion, my consideration is nothing different from acquiescence, and my consideration means that we will get married, but later.
"Hmm..."
This night is destined to be a turning point in our relationship, and we will certainly change with my "acquiescence". But what will it look like? None of us know it, so we can only walk in the darkness like blind people, waiting for time to show us the way and show us the direction of the light...
That night, I couldn't sleep all night. One is thinking about things with Ouyang Ze, and the other is thinking about Xu Shaohui, who has not yet returned.
After returning home, because of my physical reasons and the disgust in my heart, Ouyang Ze has been sleeping in the guest room, but in the middle of the night he will still come to my room to pull the quilt corner for me and tidy up the quilt that has been messed up by me for me.
But now, when I forgave him, he simply pulled a mattress into my room and slept on the floor, in his words, "I can't sleep with you, but I can sleep with you." ”
Looking at him lying on the ground and already asleep, my complicated feelings made me not know what kind of mentality to look at him, so I could only look at his closed eyes and the slightly raised corners of his mouth like a stranger.
"Squeak~"
In the middle of the night, I finally waited for the sound of the door opening. I cautiously moved down from the bed, trying not to make any sound, and tiptoed out of the door to greet the good news that Xu Shaohui had brought back.
"How? After going for so long, did he say anything to you? ”
I stood upstairs leaning on the handrail and said to Xu Shaohui in a low voice.
When he saw me standing up, Xu Shaohui hurriedly ran up and helped me as if he saw a statue about to be shattered.
Although I have been recuperating for a long time and my body is much better, even though I can stand up on my own, Xu Shaohui and the others still let me lie on the bed to recuperate. When he saw me standing up so disobediently, Xu Shaohui was naturally extremely nervous.
"What are you doing! It's so late and you don't sleep! ”
Xu Shaohui also lowered his voice, it seemed that he was also afraid that he would wake up Ouyang Ze.
"Tell me, what did Wu Yao tell you?"
When I asked him about Wu Yao again, Xu Shaohui's eyes flickered a little, and he didn't dare to look directly at me, for fear that I would see something in his eyes.
"He... He..."
He also slurred his speech, which made me even more uneasy about the results that were about to come out of his mouth.
Somehow, I seem to have a subtle feeling for Wu Yao so unconsciously, not liking or loving, but I care about everything about him, what he thinks, and I care about his silent departure...
"What the hell did he say?"
"He said... I wish you happiness..."