Even though I knew that it was impossible to be with Qi'an, I never thought that one day in the future, Qi'an would fall in love with someone else, which is the kind of real love between men and women. I still love so deeply and persistently. Qi An lived on campus when she went to college, and she would go out every weekend to work part-time as a tutor. I secretly helped her many times, asking them to give her double salary, one of which I gave her, but when she found out, she quit her job.

I know that she hates me because of Yu Zixin's affairs and doesn't want to see me. Yu Zixin went to study in another province and left Qi An's side, I knew that she was annoyed with me, but I still secretly paid attention to her, and I didn't want Qi An to be wronged outside, so I worked harder and pulled all kinds of relationships. Just so that if she is in trouble, I am capable enough to help her and protect her.

Because I have been following her, I know the fact that I can't believe it, Qi An actually fell in love with an unknown reporter at first sight. Watching her follow the reporter named Ye Sheng every day to interview various news, I occasionally find her joking with Ye Sheng. I sent someone to check Ye Sheng's background, and learned that he was not an ordinary person, and I also knew that Ye Sheng was the CEO of a famous group, and I don't know why I would like to stay in a small TV station.

They don't know when the relationship was confirmed, Qi An was even more bold to move out of school and live with him, did she forget Gu Jie's precedent? Does she just believe that the man can give her happiness? I knew that I was very jealous at that time, and I had used the convenience of work many times to meet Ye Sheng and make things difficult for him everywhere. He told me very frankly in front of me that he liked Qi'an very much, not just for fun.

Although I am not very relieved, I can see Qi An's smile more and more every day, and I am relieved. I don't know how Uncle Gu knew about this matter, and he went to Ye Sheng several times to trouble him and asked him to leave Qi'an. I didn't intervene at the time, because in my selfish heart, I also hoped that Ye Sheng could leave Qi'an, because I found out that Ye Sheng had some ulterior secrets, and he seemed to be using his position to find out something. He was so secretive that I couldn't find out by any means, and at that moment, I finally knew how powerful this man really was.

I wanted to remind Qi An, but I was worried that she would think I was deliberately destroying their relationship, and I couldn't tell Uncle Gu, because he seemed to know a little bit without me telling Uncle Gu. In the blink of an eye, Qi An and Ye Sheng have been dating for two years, and I happened to hear Uncle Gu say that Qi An wants a household registration book, and then Uncle Gu doesn't need to say it, I also know that Qi An is planning to marry him.

It's just that what I didn't expect was that Uncle Gu actually agreed. That means that Uncle Gu knows what Ye Sheng is secretly planning, and it has something to do with him? Of course, those are all my speculations, and I can't face the fact that they are about to register their marriage. So when my father asked me to visit Junxiang in the United States, and by the way, arrange for a few famous doctors to help Junxiang see if his legs could still be cured, I agreed.

This was almost two weeks, when I came back, I heard Uncle Gu say that Ye Sheng had disappeared, the police had no news, and even his bones could not be found. At that time, the only thing I was worried about was Qi An, that night I ran to the community where she and Ye Sheng lived and knocked on the door hard, but there was no response at all, I was afraid, I was afraid that she couldn't bear it, I was afraid that I couldn't hold on, and I was even more afraid that she would do something as terrible as ten years ago.

I frantically called her, but she didn't answer any of them, and just when I was about to give up, the phone was finally connected, and a man's voice came from inside, he said that Miss Gu was drunk here and wanted me to take her back. I followed the address the man said and found the bar. When I saw her drunk, my heart was like a knife, and I wanted to ask her: Qi'an, when did you learn to drink? Haven't you always hated men drinking? It was said that it was a mistake to drink alcohol.

But when I saw her red and swollen eyes crying and her emaciated face, I couldn't ask, she kept calling Ye Sheng's name. When she saw me coming, she hugged me and asked me: Ah Sheng, where have you been these days? Do you know that I look for you during the day, at night, even when I sleep? But do you know that you are gone, I don't even dare to sleep, and as soon as I lie down, I wonder if you are suffering somewhere......

I hugged her and let her cry in my arms. She was tired of crying and fell asleep in my arms, but the wrinkled appearance and the tears in the corners of her eyes made me know that she was crying even in her dreams. I know that the most unbearable thing in her life is to be abandoned, she has been abandoned by the Gu family once, abandoned by Yu Zixin once, this time ...... How can she live? The first two times she was abandoned was because of me, and this time she was abandoned, and I can't imagine what her life will be like in the future.

The next day she woke up, her eyes were not focused, she looked at me sitting on the edge of the bed, and called me Ah Sheng. I suppressed the bitterness in my heart and told her: Qi'an, it's me, brother.

I saw that her focus gradually narrowed, and landed on my face with unmistakable accuracy, and then she threw herself into my arms and cried before I could react, and I knew that she must have been suppressed for too long, too long to find someone to talk to. I think that since I can't be her other half, I should be her brother and the person she can talk to about her pain.

Her voice was hoarse, she couldn't squeeze out her tears, and she was still crying. She said: Brother, I really hurt and missed him, but I can't find him, I lost him, what should I do?

I didn't dare to comfort her and said: Brother will help you find it. Because I know that I can't do things that even the police don't have a clue about. I could only give her a glimmer of hope and tell her that since the police did not find the body, it would prove that he was still alive and that he would come back one day.

Because I'm afraid that she doesn't even have a thought, I'm afraid that she will have a thought that she shouldn't have. I took care of her in that house for a long time, and I heard her crying and waking up every night, and then crying and falling asleep, I never knew that Qi An would cry so much, and I never knew that she would have so many tears, just for one person.

In order to divert her attention, I asked her to go to work in the Han family, and she had to live a good life anyway, maybe Ye Sheng would come back one day, Ye Sheng loved her so much, she must be reluctant to suffer a little grievance. Xu because my words worked, and after a month of decadence, she promised me that she would go to work.

She didn't accept my arrangement, but entered through a formal interview with the company, originally thought that she would choose a position such as secretary or assistant, but did not want her to choose the sales part. I know her thoughts, she wants to meet more people, and then find Ye Sheng's whereabouts.

Every day I learned from Yu Hao that she drank desperately for entertainment, and several times she drank so much that she had stomach bleeding, and then she was hospitalized. Hospitalized and discharged, discharged and hospitalized, I persuaded her many times, but she always laughed at it, and her face gradually hung a smile that did not belong to her, which was a kind of alienation and indifference. Every time I see her dragging a strange man on the street, I must have recognized the wrong person, and I know that she has never given up looking for Ye Sheng.

Every time she has a holiday, she will go to the province alone, but she always returns in vain. At that time, I would always complain about Ye Sheng, obviously said that I would take good care of Qi An, why did he disappear without saying a word, I vaguely felt that his disappearance was premeditated, I sent someone to investigate, but nothing was found.

It's been three years, and I've watched her cry all day long for a man, but there's nothing she can do. I hate myself, I hate myself for not giving her happiness and always hurting her unintentionally. She has been in the company for three years, except for Yu Hao, no one knows that I like Qi An, and Yu Hao also vaguely knows the relationship between Qi An and me, but he is not sure. I also know that Yu Hao also likes Qi An, otherwise why would he block wine for her every time and cause her a lot of trouble.

I ate Yu Hao's vinegar, why could he stand beside Qi An openly, but when I met Qi An in the company, I didn't dare to talk to her like usual, hug her, and comfort her. So I made an unwise move, I would accompany her to the restaurant every day to eat, pick up food for her, hand water, yes, I just deliberately let the people in the company know that I was interested in Qi'an.

Things are going in the direction I imagined, and the whole company knows that I am a golden bachelor and likes Qi'an. Some people also say that Qi An likes me, and there are various theories. My goal was achieved, but Qi An told me that she was quitting her job, that she didn't want to stay in Han anymore, and that she wanted to try another job.

Qi An should have guessed that I was doing it on purpose, so she couldn't tolerate such gossip. I knew that I had no position to persuade her, and I could only bear the consequences of my own cleverness.

When I met her in the bathroom of KTV, it was actually an accident, and I was talking about business with Iwashi, the general manager of the newly established Yi'an Company in W City. I wanted to be sorry to her, and I wanted to say that I would take care of you in the future, but she interrupted me, and the alienation in her eyes and the smile on the corner of her mouth made my heart ache.

Once again, I kept her heart away from me, afraid that I would no longer be the one she would confide in in the future.

Later, she fell in love with Zhuang Tianling, who was similar to Ye Sheng, which I didn't expect. I listened to Uncle Gu's and secretly investigated Zhuang Tianling's background, but found nothing, I was worried that he would be like Ye Sheng, and one day he would give up to Qi'an. But the more I went on, the more I realized that my idea was wrong, not only did he not do anything to hurt Qi An, but he also took good care of her, and occasionally there were some small misunderstandings.

Zhuang Tianling knew that Qi An was not Uncle Gu's biological daughter, so he threatened me with this and asked me to tell him about Ye Sheng and Qi An's past, I said it, and also told him about Qi An's life after Ye Sheng left. Later, he had a car accident, and his memory gradually recovered, and he came to me and asked me to stay away from Qi'an, saying that Yi'an would cooperate with the Han family to make the Han family stronger.

I know that Ye Sheng is him, what other plans he has in the future, I don't know very well, our cooperation is mostly Han's benefit, he doesn't seem to care much. Seeing that he was so protective of Qi An, I knew that this time he wanted to make up for Qi An, and he also tried his best to cooperate with Iwaki and deal with some things in his business, otherwise how could he stay by Qi An's side so freely?

Looking at Qi An's happiness, I was also very happy, but what I didn't expect was that Yu Zixin, who had left W City for so many years, appeared. In fact, I know her every move, I know that she and Shu Ning were banned by the company and have to accompany a lot of money, I mustered up the courage to meet her for the first time, wanted to help her, but she refused. Later, I wanted to go to her again, but I couldn't find a suitable excuse. It wasn't until later that when I finished my errands and passed through her hometown, I happened to meet Zhou Jian and protected her from letting those strangers take her away. I saved her, I told her I just didn't want Qi An to be hurt again, and she didn't say much.

I told her that it wasn't safe here, and that it would not be too late for her to go back to one of my vacant apartments, and that she would wait for Tang Yixuan's affair to be over. I thought about it for a day and knew that Tang Yixuan was like a time bomb, if it wasn't removed, Qi An would not have a good life, even if he was well protected by Zhuang Tianling, it was inevitable that he would encounter something like last time. So I broke into the dark night the next day to provoke Tang Yixuan, although Tang Yixuan is very powerful, but he is the kind of calm and unbreathing, of course I will not be stupid enough to do things that I am not sure of, I contacted Long Teng, and the two of them should be together, and finally let Tang Yixuan be arrested.

At the same time, I was injured and almost killed me. But I don't regret it, these are still in Qi'an. Qi An came to visit me and guarded me, my heart was happy, it can be seen that her face is not good, I am distressed, every time I want to open her mouth to let her leave, she is interrupted by her at the right time.

I fell asleep that day, but I was woken up by the sound of talking in the bathroom, and I heard Yu Zixin mock Qi An's kindness with the events of the year, and the truth of the matter was not premeditated approaching me as she said. It's just that she wants to say it so cruelly, cruelly to hurt Qi An. I wanted to scold her and blame her, but I couldn't open my mouth when I saw her forbearance. She ran out, and later Gu Jie said that she crashed the car and was a little injured, and I think she hated me at that time.

But what I didn't expect was that she came to my hospital room to take care of me at night when no one was around. Like back then, she would always quietly wash my clothes when I was drunk, and suddenly I thought that maybe it wouldn't be bad to be with her. So I pretended to be a few nights, and that night I seemed to have a hunch that she wanted to run away, wanted to leave, so I deliberately put my hand on the outside of the quilt, and she came to cover me and wanted to leave, and I caught one. I remember her look of surprise, her look of anger, clearly.

My mom and dad have been urging me to get married for many years, and I have always refused, and they both know that I like Qi'an. So she didn't force me, she wanted me to gradually forget her, the girl I had hurt, the girl who still had some love for me, the girl who washed my clothes and cooked for me, maybe it was for me.

She asked me if I loved her? I knew I didn't love her, but I said I would try to be nice to her. She promised to marry me, but she said: she will not be good to me in the future. My heart suddenly froze.

I said, "Okay." Then I told her to live in my apartment and not move out. I was also admitted after I was discharged from the hospital, she took care of me every day, but she didn't talk to me much, she was consciously or unintentionally alienated from me, and I only felt panic in my chest.

The night before Qi An's wedding, I drank some wine to pay tribute to my love for her over the years. Probably because of the drinking, I forcibly kissed and kissed her, because I had injuries on my body, so she struggled a few times, and when she saw that there was blood oozing out, she snuggled up to me.

I told her: I will live well with you, I will not let you suffer, at least I will let you know what happiness is for the rest of your time.

She cried and nodded, and that night I held her and fell asleep.

At Qi'an's wedding, I was busy and finally waited for Zhuang Tianling to pick up the bride. She stopped Zhuang Tianling and asked: Zhuang Tianling, will you only love Gu Qi'an for the rest of your life, save her from suffering, avoid her tiredness, avoid her suffering for a lifetime, love her, protect her, and spoil her.

At that time, I was standing outside the door, looking at the resolute expression on her face, as if Zhuang Tianling couldn't do it, she wouldn't let him take Qi An. Her inquiry probably also said what she said from the bottom of her heart, and these wishes are probably what all women in the world want.

If there is no union of love, it must be unhappy. She walked out, dressed in a white bridesmaid dress with her hair coiled on top of her head, clean and beautiful. She noticed that I was looking at her, took one look at me and hurried away.

I watched her figure gradually disappear outside the gate and muttered, "Zixin, I think, I will fall in love with you."