Han Shen's Qi'an (2)
After Qi An came to my house, she was very restrained at first and didn't like to talk, and I changed my ways to make her happy every day. After all, she is still young, so after coming to my house for less than two weeks, she gradually forgot about those unhappy things, every weekend I will take her to the playground to play, every time I meet acquaintances, I will joke and say: "Shen'er, bring your little daughter-in-law to play again?" ”
At this time, Qi An would always raise his head and ask me, "Brother Shen, what is a little daughter-in-law?" ”
After all, I was in junior high school, and when my integrity first opened, whenever she asked this, my face would unconsciously start to burn, and I pretended to be cold: "Little girls don't need to understand this, so don't ask again in the future." ”
She really let out a sigh and stopped asking, but after a week, she would forget and start asking me the same question again.
Because Qi'an was of school age, my mother placed her in the same school as me and went to school with me every day. Early after elementary school, she would sit on the playground and wait for me, or run directly to the last row of our classroom and sit obediently, over time, I don't know if my mother and teacher said hello, the last row near the back door, there is an extra vacant seat.
For the first six years of Qi An's arrival at my house, I treated her as a younger sister until the spring of the year I was about to graduate from high school. That day, in order to let us relax the tension brought by the upcoming college entrance examination, the teacher took us to the suburbs for a spring outing.
When I got home, I couldn't wait to go upstairs to find her, I pushed the door softly, and saw her doing her homework with her head buried, as if she had encountered some problem, occasionally poking her hair with the tip of a pen and tapping her head, which was already a habit of hers.
I stood behind her and leaned in to take a closer look at the topic in her hand, when a breeze blew outside the window, and I smelled a faint fragrance as her hair slid past the tip of my nose. I suddenly stopped breathing, and swept her long silky hair with my peripheral vision, and the strands of hair between her ear temples were pinned behind her ears, revealing her fair and beautiful neck, and her heartbeat was actually a little faster.
"Hey, brother, when did you come back?"
Unexpectedly, she suddenly turned her head, the tip of her nose gently brushed my cheek, and my heart suddenly rose with a throbbing that I had never felt before. In order to hide the embarrassment, I hurriedly explained: "I've been back for a while, I brought you good things, see if you like it or not." ”
So he handed the wreath to her as if by magic, expecting her to see the expression of the garland, and sure enough, she jumped for joy.
"Wow, it's so beautiful, brother, you can bring it for me."
I nodded, I was going to bring it to her personally, and when I saw her smile, my heart became happy.
"Brother, is it beautiful?" She rarely shows an innocent and romantic smile, and a garland makes her so satisfied, which makes me want to be nice to her more and more.
I went to college, the best university in W City, I could have gone to a better one, even to the provinces, but in order to see her often, I stayed in W City despite my father's objections.
For Qi'an, I will always have more pampering and love, and even a hidden guilt in my heart. No matter what she wants, I will satisfy her unconditionally, but she has never really asked me for anything, and occasionally asks me to send Zixin home for her, or let me help Zixin tutor so that she can be admitted to a key middle school.
In a flash, ten years have passed, Qi An has lived in my house for ten years, I have taken good care of her for ten years, and I never thought that one day she would leave me. Aunt Gu has never seen Qi An in the past ten years, but Uncle Gu has to come once a month, no matter how busy the business is, he will take the time to come to see her and bring her a lot of clothes and trinkets.
But Qi An didn't wear any of them, and I knew that she would be sad every time she saw Uncle Gu. Several times Uncle Gu asked her if she wanted to go home with him, but she would shake her head and refuse.
Uncle Gu's family moved to the city, I know that Uncle Gu is not what it used to be, he has become a famous businessman in W City in ten years, and his net worth has already exceeded 100 million, and his father has made a lot of money because he has been doing business with Uncle Gu all year round, and he has opened a company by himself. When I was in college, I began to learn to do business behind my father, and my father had already learned from my mother the reason why Junxiang fell into the water back then, so he urgently asked me to take over the business, just to help the Gu family manage the business one day in the future and reduce the burden on Uncle Gu.
Qi An is getting more and more slim, and I am worried that she will be snatched away in the future, so I plan to confess my heart to her on her seventeenth birthday, hoping that she will be my girlfriend. But this plan was suddenly disrupted, and Uncle Gu's family appeared at my house, saying that they wanted to take Qi An back home.
This time, Uncle Gu learned wisely, and knew that no matter how much he persuaded Qi An to go home, it was useless, so he specially brought Jun Xiang that day. Jun Xiang's disability, we have never revealed half a word to her, Jun Xiang's arrival let me know that Qi An will not stay in the Han family. Because she is kind, her guilt is stronger than anyone else's.
When she saw Jun Xiang for the first time, she hugged him and cried to death, and no one could stop him. Aunt Gu sneered at her on the side, if it weren't for Uncle Gu's presence, I suspect that Aunt Gu would want to beat Qi'an like ten years ago.
I told Qi An that if she was wronged in the Gu family, she would come back, and the Han family was also her home. It's just that I may not know Qi An very well at the beginning, she was indeed wronged in the Gu family, but she didn't go back to the Han family, every time she was wronged, she would go to the suite rented by Yu Zixin to cry to her, or stay with her directly.
These things were told to me by Yu Zixin when Qi An had a cold and fever and was unconscious. It was raining heavily that night, and I was awakened by a phone call in the middle of the night, and Yu Zixin's crying voice came from the phone, and I was so frightened that I hurriedly got dressed and rushed to Yu Zixin's residence, only to see that her face was burned red, and sweat and tears continued to flow down her cheeks.
I shouted her name in a hurry, not even knowing that I was crying. I took her to the nearest hospital, where I stayed by her side for a day and a night before she woke up, and that time I thought I was going to lose her, and I was scared and angry that she didn't care about herself, but even more so at my aunt for treating her like this.
Yu Zixin told me that Qi An was not happy at all after returning to Gu's house, and when Uncle Gu was not at home, Aunt Gu and Gu Jie bullied her and did not wait to see her. I know a little bit about Gu Jie's character, it must be because Jun Xiang bullied Qi An a lot.
All the sins she suffered were because of me. I asked her to move back to the Han family, but she refused, she said that she had grown up, she was not a child, she could wait until she went to college and had the ability to make money before moving out of the Gu family, and she would not accept anyone's handouts.
I knew that it was useless to persuade her, so I had to stay by her side and take care of her in the hospital for three days and three nights. In the middle, Yu Zixin also came back to visit her and cooked some food for the two of us, I didn't inform Uncle Gu about Qi'an's hospitalization, knowing that Uncle Gu was busy, even if she told Aunt Gu, she wouldn't come.
After Qi An was discharged from the hospital, I went to Gu Jie without telling her what happened, telling Gu Jie what happened, so that she would sprinkle her anger on me, and stop bullying Qi An in the future. Gu Jie beat me violently on the spot, making my nose blue and my face swollen. I originally thought that Gu Jie would tell Uncle Gu and Aunt Gu about this, or Jun Xiang, but what I didn't expect was that Gu Jie didn't say anything, and then I asked her why, and she said that she didn't want to affect the relationship between the Gu and Han families because of this incident.
That was the first time I faced Gu Jie, the fiery princess who I said was rude and willful, and had a temper. She is very business-minded, but she is very lazy, she doesn't want to be in charge of the Gu family's business, she just wants to have a good time, she wants me to help his father manage the Gu family, and one day she will return home when she has had enough, so she promised me that if I help the Gu family, as long as she is at home, I will not let Aunt Gu bully Qi An again.
Because of Qi'an's relationship, I would call Yu Zixin every other time to ask about Qi'an, and I knew that when I asked Qi'an, she wouldn't tell me, only her best friend. Occasionally we would go out to dinner together, but I didn't think that one day I would hurt her.
Yu Zixin's beauty is different from Qi An, she is always by Qi An's side, she doesn't like words, she listens to us quietly, and sometimes I even treat her as an air-like existence.
It was a Saturday, and the high school afternoon was closed and there was no self-study. In the evening, I received a call from her saying that I was asking me to help her fix the circuit, and she said that she was alone in the rental house, and it was night, and she didn't dare to ask a strange man to help her fix it, so I drove over. It took an hour to get those complicated circuits right.
When I was about to go back after repairing the circuit, she asked me to stay for dinner, and I thought that I was quite familiar anyway, so I didn't refuse. After a while, three dishes and one soup were ready, and she and I ate quietly, occasionally talking about her study problems and Qi'an's problems in the middle. She's a little different today, but I can't tell what the difference is for a moment.
Later, she helped me serve the soup, but it was too hot, and she didn't serve it properly, so the bowl tilted towards me, and the soup spilled all over me, and it burned my chest so badly. Before I could cry out in pain, she started crying and kept apologizing to me. asked me to take off my clothes and she washed them for me.
She also ran to buy me a bottle of ointment and came back, and I sat on her little bed and wiped the hot area, so she washed my clothes, spat them off in the washing machine, and cooled them outside to let the wind blow again.
To be honest, apart from my mother, even Qi An hadn't washed my clothes, and it was a strange feeling to look at her busy figure.
I sat naked and topless on her bed, and to hide my embarrassment, I began to look through the books she had placed on a desk beside the bed.
I accidentally saw a blue notebook buried in the bottom of her, thinking that it might be her class notes or reading notes. Yu Zixin's current academic performance amazes me, she was only a middle school student in junior high school, and it was difficult to even go to a key middle school. Listening to Qi An, Zixin's results are now in the first place.
As soon as I opened a page, my hand was empty, and the notebook was snatched by Zixin who came back, and I wondered if it was just a notebook for taking notes? I said I wanted to see the notes she had made, and if anything was wrong, I could point it out to her. But she was so strong that she wouldn't show me. The two of them both fell into the bed in the middle of the snatch, and I panicked for a moment, and the soft touch under me was like an electric current, stimulating my brain.
My eyes fell on her lips, she smiled slightly, I thought I got an invitation, and I reacted all of a sudden, I have never been so close to a girl, my gaze slowly moved down, her neckline was very low tonight, the girl's graceful curve was in my arms, I couldn't help but bow my head and kiss it. I never thought that she, who is so quiet on weekdays, would be more enthusiastic than me......
I don't know when we have met honestly, and when we were about to take the last step to conquer the city, there was a bang, and when Qi An pushed me out of her bed, I came back to my senses from my love and desire. Qi An yelled at me while crying, telling me to get out, I panicked and wanted to explain to Qi An, but I didn't know how to explain.
Qi An pushed me out the door, and I got dressed and listened to the two cries coming from the room. Knowing that Qi An would definitely be very annoyed with me this time, hating me, I scolded myself for why I was so beastly and beastly. I obviously said that I wanted to make Qi An happy, and I said that I wanted to make her happy, but I even hurt her and hurt her best friend.
I have looked for Qi'an many times, but she doesn't want to see me, she doesn't even answer my phone calls, and she doesn't reply to text messages. I went to school to look for her, she refused to see me, I saw Yu Zixin and said sorry to her, Yu Zixin said that it was her willing, it was none of my business, but what happened between the two was not decided by one person, so I had to return home disappointed.
Since the Jun Xiang incident, I no longer dare to follow my own temperament to do something that I know is wrong, but still do. I went to the bar to get drunk and kept shouting Qi'an's name, I didn't dare to go home, so when I got drunk, I asked the waiter to help me book a room to rest in the hotel. I never dared to say my feelings for Qi An, I was afraid that I would break off the affection that I had built up with her so hard, I was afraid that she would dislike me so much older than her, and I was afraid that she would say that she had always only been her brother.
All the feelings buried in the bottom of my heart came out of the deepest part of my heart at once. During the day, I will continue to go to Qi An to wash away the smell of alcohol on my body, and at night I am still drunk and dreaming to death, but I dare not say what I think to anyone. This kind of day lasted for nearly a month, and I received a call from Qi An, and I was very happy, but I heard her say that Gu Jie was beaten by Aunt Gu, because she had a relationship with someone in college, and she had to beat her to death according to Aunt Gu's temperament, so I asked me to go over to help intercede, because she knew that Aunt Gu would not listen to her.
She interceded for Gu Jie, maybe Aunt Gu would even beat her together, so I rushed over. After solving Gu Jie's matter, my heart became even heavier, I didn't listen to Qi An's words and went home early to rest, of course I wouldn't let her know about my drinking, I went to that bar to drink as usual, because I was in a particularly bad mood, so I was very drunk.
In a daze, I didn't know who had taken me back to the room, so I recognized the person as Qi An, and kept kissing her while calling her name. When I woke up the next day, I saw a pool of blood on the white sheets, and I was in a state of confusion, so I went to the manager to ask for last night's video. I didn't want to know how she found me, and I didn't know how she knew I was in a bar, I just knew that this drunken sex would ruin my future with Qi An.
Yu Zixin's position in Qi An's status is as strong as Qi An's status of treating me as a brother, I went to find Yu Zixin, at first she didn't admit it, and then when I said that I saw her helping me into the room in the video, and didn't walk out of the room until it was almost dawn in the middle of the night, she admitted that it was her.
She cried in front of me, saying that she didn't mean to go to me, but because she accidentally knew that I went to a bar to get drunk and wanted to take care of me. No wonder I felt someone in my room every day when I slept soundly in the hotel, and when my clothes were lying clean at the head of my bed, I thought it was the waiter at the hotel who washed them, and I didn't ask the waiter if there was this service in the hotel.
She attended classes during the day, took care of me at night, did my laundry, and said that was all she could do for me. I was suddenly dumbfounded, as if I knew her thoughts, and I said that I would be responsible for her, but she didn't want to, and in the end even she avoided me.
It wasn't until more than a month later that I learned that she was pregnant, and I felt like a bolt from the blue. She is only seventeen years old, the same age as flowers, but she has been so spoiled by me, she still has a good life, and now she has been ruined by me. I couldn't do anything, even though I was almost twenty-four years old at the time, but I had no intention of getting married, let alone being a father. I thought about it for three days, and finally told her that I would be responsible to the end and would marry her, but she was going to take a year off from school, and I said that I would find a way to tell my parents.
But I don't know if my parents will be completely disappointed in me after knowing about this, I am the future heir of the Han Group, except for the incident of Qi'an, I don't want to be a turtle with a shrunken head, so even I will look down on myself.
It's just that what I didn't expect was that she quietly went to the hospital to have a fetus and asked Qi An to accompany her, and Qi An already knew that the child was mine at that time. She ran up to me and said to me for the first time, "Brother, I'm disappointed in you."
Her words sent me to the eighteenth layer of hell, but what else can I say, what else can I salvage, when I received a call from Qi An, saying that I had to go to the hospital to sign before I would give Zixin a fetus, my whole body was in a state of emptiness and vacancy, I rushed to the hospital and asked Yu Zixin why she wanted to kill the child. I said that you are a little girl, you don't understand this, and it is very bad for you to be in good health after the miscarriage, and I don't agree to sign it. Qi An said that I was selfish, ruined Zixin, and wanted to ruin her future and her dreams.
I never knew that Yu Zixin was more mature than I imagined, it turned out that she had known my situation for a long time, so she would kill the child so decisively, but I only knew this many years later. I signed, the child was lost, and I carried her back to her rental house. Later, my secretary was sent to take care of her, and I was afraid to see her.
I also know that Qi An and I can no longer be able to hide that heart in the depths of our hearts and be a good brother in her mouth.