Regain love and pull out the thorns in your heart
On the way back from Leshan, Lu Zichu was silent, and Ah Sheng was also very silent. Later, he seemed to say something to her, but she didn't hear a word.
She sat quietly on the sofa in the living room, all the things that seemed unfamiliar to her, and her memory and reality began to collide most violently.
Obviously, that person is Lu Zichu, the person who once lingered with her in every way and treated her warmly, and the person she has been looking forward to for six years, and finally waited, but the occasional pain and coldness in his eyes made her feel desolate.
Time passed too quickly, and perhaps the past she had engraved in her memory had long since changed beyond recognition.
There were other sounds in my ears, as if someone was talking, and I couldn't tell whose it was, and there was a white expanse in front of me......
The people who spoke were Wu Nai and Shi Tao, who had been here for more than half an hour, and Ah Sheng's eyes were always dull and numb, silent, staring at a certain place, and he could look at it for a long time.
Now, in Shi Tao's words, he is talking to Ah Sheng with a completely dead face, and the result is the same, Ah Sheng does not answer.
Shi Tao finally gave up and looked at Lu Zichu, who had been standing in front of the window for a long time, standing there since before they came. The sick man was Ah Sheng, but his face looked even paler than Ah Sheng, his expression was calm, and his figure was bathed in the dusk, cold and cold.
Lu Zichu's fingertips were cold, and he turned his head to look at Ah Sheng. She sat on the sofa with her back to him, and she still had the calm and peace she remembered when she looked at her back, as for the front...... It's a brittle and soft sickly da.
He didn't want others to say that she was sick, but in fact, he knew better than anyone that she was sick, so sick that she couldn't withstand the slightest stimulation, and any obscurity from her relatives could completely crush her.
Do you regret taking her to Leshan? Lu Zichu's face was clear, and there was a slight struggle in his dark eyes.
It's been six years, and he hates her as much as he loves her......
In 2007, I went to the United States to find her, how could there be no follow-up? It turns out that what happened was just a catastrophe.
Before 2007, it was the most lively time of his life, and since then, he has been living in the torment of ice and fire, almost numb.
She influenced him so deeply that others could hardly imagine, for two years, he did not dare to go wherever he and her had been together, and he lived almost pathologically.
Why go to all the trouble of finding her? Is it because of love? No, he told himself no, he wanted to see how good and happy she was after she left him?
Wang Jiangyuan saw her letter, and instantly broke the hardest line of defense in his heart, how could she live worse than him, how could she let him hate him like this?
On the plane to Seattle, he asked himself, do you still love Gu Sheng?
When I have this kind of thought, my heart suddenly feels very uncomfortable, although love has not borne fruit, but at least it has bloomed, born to the sun, and bloomed brilliantly.
At an altitude of 30,000 feet, he looked at the "vicissitudes of life" under the plane and thought of a sentence: Whoever loves more in love is the ultimate loser.
He's the loser. Looking at those letters that were years late, he sadly found that no matter how much he hated her, there would always be more forbearance in his heart than those hatreds.
"How did Ah Sheng suddenly become like this?" Wu Nai walked over and lowered his voice.
Lu Zichu was silent for a moment, and then said, "I took her to Leshan in the morning. ”
Wu Nai suddenly stopped talking, and in 07, the old lady died in a car accident and was buried in Leshan. After so many years, he still remembers Lu Zichu's expression at the funeral, the eyes at that time were the same as Ah Sheng's now, without the slightest popularity, empty, those tears were condensed in the eyes, but they never flowed.
On the day of the old lady's burial, Lu Zichu fell ill, he had just returned from the United States, and his body was malnourished for a long time, and the degree of weakness was surprising.
At night, he had a high fever, and those tears that had been hidden for a long time slowly slipped from the corners of his eyes, he was called "Grandma" and "Gu Sheng".
Since then, Wu Nai knew that Lu Zichu's heart was actually full of scars, as for what those scars were, Wu Nai once thought that his elders had died and his lover was missing, and he could only guess by himself. Because after Lu Zichu left Junshang, he officially entered the Lu family, and for two years he stayed away from the crowd, and occasionally asked him out, but he also listened to it a lot, few words, indifferent, and indifferent.
In the past 6 years, Lu Zichu's charm and popularity are no less than that of popular stars, not only because of his scandals, but also because of his excellent work ability and stunning appearance.
He can wear the most ordinary white shirt with a very rich aristocratic temperament, he is very young, he has a huge asset allocation power, often appears in fashion magazines, everywhere he goes, it has caused men and women to talk in private, but it is such a person, the body is cold and cold, calm is not like ordinary people, extremely harsh on the details of the work, excessive ruthlessness and impersonalness, since he became the ruler of the Lu Kingdom, the employees of the group are not afraid of him.
There are many large and small branches of Lu's family, and the number of employees is also amazing, but regardless of the position, everyone who works in Lu's knows that their Mr. Lu is silent and never says superfluous words, and it is more difficult to see him laugh than the red rain in the world. Of course, he also has a smile, but it is usually for social needs, but no one dares to say that he laughs hypocritically, because even if it is a hypocritical smile, when he interprets it, it can instantly become charming and vivid.
Everyone has changed, the world is changing, how can people not change?
Wu Nai didn't approve of Lu Zichu taking Ah Sheng to Leshan, but he could say it