Worship the Buddha, they all have wounds in their hearts (5 more)

There is a very famous mountain in T City, the name is: Leshan; There is a very famous temple at the foot of Leshan Mountain, which is called Sanssouci Temple all year round.

On a spring day, after the rain, the sun hangs high on the top, shining on the countless tombstones on the top of the mountain, silently telling the vicissitudes of the world, and there is no so-called eternity at all.

The location on the top of the mountain, where it was bought by the Lu family with a lot of money, is planted with a lawn next to it, and there is a white double bench inside, but after the baptism of the years, even if someone comes to repair it every year, it still exudes traces of vicissitudes.

Originally, this was a place that revealed the smell of death.

On the cyan tombstone, black and white photos, the beginning and end of the birthday are engraved next to it, the old lady and the old man Han are buried together, and the tombstone stands alone, because it is separated from other tombstones, so it looks daunting.

In fact, the person who was afraid was Ah Sheng.

She never expected that Mrs. Han had passed away, and her fingertips were slightly cold, and she crossed the tombstone and touched the age end date on it: June 28, 2007.

Ah Sheng's breath held her breath for a moment at that moment, and she looked directly at the string of numbers, as if there were scattered fragments in her mind, stabbing her with a splitting headache.

It was a fragment of memory, incomplete, flashing so fast that it seemed like it could only piece together the most terrible nightmare in the world.

Blood, tears, ruptures, and finally her face was paler than ever.

On the bench, he and she sat there quietly, if people have souls, have the old man and the old lady also sat in silence like her and Lu Zichu?

Ah Sheng asked softly, "How did Grandma die?" ”

"Kidney stones." When he said this, Lu Zichu's face was completely cold, and an inexplicable yin qi slid through the corners of his eyes, and disappeared into the air in an instant.

Ah Sheng lowered his eyes and remained silent, and only said for a long time: "I'm sorry, my grandmother treated me very well, but I didn't have time to send her on the last ride." ”

"I don't blame you." Those dark eyes looked straight at her, and Ah Sheng saw the dust settled under the years from his gaze, and his heart hurt inexplicably.

The air seems to have been drained of oxygen, because of the lack of oxygen, so he feels uncomfortable in his chest, and I want to ask Lu Zichu, she has not heard from her for six years, has he really never complained about her? But as if he knew what she wanted to say, he was the first to intercept her.

"For me, to meet you again is the greatest favor of God for me, and there is nothing else to ask for." The words come from the bottom of his heart, and it seems that no matter how ruthless time is, he will always be to her.

After getting sick, Ah Sheng didn't dare to become too greedy, and he didn't dare to ask for the so-called life again. Life is too long, and variables will always meet unexpectedly at the happiest time, and kill people by surprise.

If it weren't for the accident that hit her life, returning to the United States in January 07, for her, it was just a filial piety before her knees, according to the predetermined trajectory, her father's condition was stable, she would return to China, if Lu Zichu was willing to marry her at that time, she was willing to work for him in the kitchen for a lifetime.

She said that she is a woman who does not have too many ambitions for her career, and she only hopes to meet a person with one heart and spend this life well and smoothly.

The love in the movie usually tells the heartbreak of love when the man and woman are separated, but so what, fate is at work, not every pair of lovers can stay together until the end.

She saw the light breeze in Lu Zichu's eyes, but she also saw her own eyes, with endless hesitation and despair.

The cold air on the top of the mountain is pressing, Lu Zichu looked at the tombstone not far away, his eyes were locked, like a pool of condensed lake water for many years, it seemed to be calm, but in fact, under the frozen surface, there were already turbulent waves.

"It's windy, it's easy to catch a cold after sitting for a long time, let's go!" As he spoke, he had already stood up, but he forgot to pull her up, and his tall and slender back stood in the wind, surrounded by a cold cold.

Such a stiff and rapid pace, as if sitting here for a long time, would oppress the bad mood that he had suppressed for a long time.

Ah Sheng's palm fell on the arm of the chair, slowly stood up, took one last look at the old lady's tombstone, and silently followed behind Lu Zichu.

There were more than a thousand steps, and on the way to come, he pulled her and climbed the stairs layer by layer; When she went back, he was in front and she was behind, and there was a pinprick pain in her left leg, but she thought that this pain was nothing, and no amount of pain was as good as the death of a loved one.

She wanted to say something to Lu Zichu, but what could she say, when people died, no matter how much she said, it would be in vain.

Going down the mountain, the throbbing pain in his left leg intensified, Ah Sheng looked at Lu Zichu's back, and there was a faint mist in his eyes: Zichu, in fact, there is nothing wrong with this, I ran 49 places before, and I really couldn't run fast, so now I have found a new excuse not to run anymore, and I am very happy in my heart.

Once, I had an illness in Seattle, and I ran out to look for you, and I didn't feel a lot of pain in my leg at the time, and I woke up the next day with a very swollen left leg. I forgot to tell you that I am not afraid of injections now, no matter how many times the other party, I don't feel it, and the doctor said that I have immunity to pain. Am I amazing......

I know that you don't blame me on the surface, but in fact, you are bound to blame me in your heart......

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Sanssouci Temple, Ah Sheng finally opened his mouth and called "Zichu", the man's steps were slightly stiff, and he turned his eyes to look at her, she stood in the sun and smiled faintly, like a cloud of smoke, as if the wind blew away.

She said, "Zichu, I want to worship the Buddha. ”

Sanssouci Temple is sacred and magnificent, Gu Sheng's long hair is scattered, she wore a big red shawl today, a pair of plain calf pants, and canvas shoes.

She bowed sincerely in front of the temple