Chapter 19: Choice
Sometimes leaving a person doesn't require earth-shattering rituals, and it doesn't need to be dead or alive. Leaving without a word may be the best option, not hearing crying, not seeing sadness, this is the best way to end a relationship...
Sick people are often the most useful to speak, and under my coercion, Ouyang Ze also began to run around the life of home and company every day.
Sending him out in the morning and welcoming him back an hour later became my daily routine. It was like life after marriage, he went to work and I was at home waiting for him to come back.
But all of this is like pressing the fast-forward button of life, and in just a few days, I have experienced the life of marriage...
Although he didn't get that wedding, he didn't become a real partner with Ouyang Ze. But now I am very satisfied with the way it is, and I no longer have any regrets.
The pain in my stomach is tormenting my nerves every day, even after taking the colorful medicine, the pain still does not reduce, but gets worse and worse, and even spreads from the stomach to the throat, mouth, and from my mouth erupts from the inside of the body...
That day, my stomach just felt like it was tumbling in my stomach.
I thought I had eaten something bad and wanted to vomit to clean my fragile stomach, but when I rushed into the bathroom, my throat smelled of blood... That's not vomit, it's blood...
"Poof!"
The plot that only appeared in movies and TV series appeared on me today. The mouthful of blood made my whole body tremble, and the goosebumps that had been sleeping for a long time were awakened at this time, and my brain was almost on the ground after a dizziness.
Did that red liquid come out of my mouth? Why does that unfamiliar liquid make me feel a fishy taste in my mouth?
Even when I saw the pool of blood with my own eyes, I still refused to believe that my condition had deteriorated, and that my happy life was about to come to an end.
Fortunately, Ouyang Ze had already gone out, and Cristao was still downstairs cleaning up the house, and none of them saw this pool of blood...
I twisted the faucet and let the clear water wash over the blood-stained white pool, letting the colorless liquid take away the disgusting red blood.
"Rui Rui? Wash up and eat, I've made you a lot of your favorite food today. ”
Christao's voice came from downstairs, through the glass door and into my ears. Should I tell her about it? Is it time to tell her that my condition has deteriorated?
"I went to the doctor yesterday and he said your disease can still be treated."
Christao's voice was getting closer and closer, and the footsteps of "click" moved towards the room little by little.
I was still hesitant to tell Christao the news, but I couldn't make up my mind as I watched the blood disappear little by little on the white pool.
"Haven't you washed up yet?"
Christao walked in directly, but the moment she saw me, the pool of blood remaining, the smile on her lips froze, as if she had suddenly been petrified.
"Chris Peach..."
I whispered her name, and I couldn't think of what to say to her at this time when I saw her frightened face and her stiff smile.
"What's going on?"
When she came to her senses, she quickly turned off the faucet, looked carefully at the blood stains remaining in the pool, and held my chin again, looking at the blood still staining the corners of my mouth.
"Didn't you take medicine? How can I still vomit blood? ”
Christao put her arms around my shoulders and carried me out of the bathroom, as if I was going to faint at any moment.
Her trembling hands made me feel her fear, and that stumbling step made me see her heartache... At this time, she should be like me.
"I don't know, it's just that my stomach hurts suddenly."
She took a tissue and wiped the blood from the corners of my mouth and the beads of sweat from the pain. It's like a mother taking care of a child who is suffering from illness.
"I've asked the doctor, you're still in the middle stage, and the treatment will be fine now."
Christao said as she cleaned the blood from the corners of my mouth, and although her tone was calm, I couldn't be happier when I looked at the wrinkle on her brow.
"Isn't it going to cost a lot of money..."
Hearing me say this, Christao's hand suddenly stopped moving.
"Hmm... But my husband's family is so rich, he will definitely heal you. ”
"But you should know that his company is on the verge of bankruptcy right now..."
The more I asked, the more dignified Christao's affection became, and the person moved back little by little, widening the distance between him and me.
What if it can be cured, what if there is hope for healing, there is no money, it is all for nothing, and no matter how much you say, it is all a dream.
I've dragged Ouyang Ze down enough, and I can't let him consume the only financial resources he has left for me. He still has the company, he still has the career, and I won't let him make the wrong choice because of me.
"Christao, do me a favor."
I raised my hand to put my hand on her shoulder, and she quickly grabbed me, holding my cold left hand tightly.
"You say, as long as I can help you, I will help."
"Take me away from Ouyang Ze, let me live in your house first, until I die, and then you quietly bury me, don't let Ouyang Ze know."
This sentence was like a thunderbolt from the sky, and every hair on Christao's body stood up after hearing this, and her wide eyes seemed to fall out of her sockets in the next second.
"No! What you need now is treatment! Not dodging! ”
Christao also held harder, and the hand she held gradually lost its blood color and turned white.
"How can I treat it without money? Ouyang Ze is not easy enough now, and the company is also in a difficult period, I can't drag him down. ”
"But..."
"If you don't help me, I'll kill myself right now, and I'll solve all these troubles right away!"
The way I got more serious really made everyone who saw it tremble, especially to those who cared about me...
Krista didn't dare say anything more, just looked at me quietly, looking at me with eyes that were more painful than mine, hoping that I would change my mind.
"Don't persuade me, just two ways, one you help me, and the other I commit suicide, you choose one."
I turned my head away from her, because I knew that she would choose to help me only if I persecuted her like this.
I couldn't see her face, but I could still hear her sobs.
It's really embarrassing for her to make such a choice, but even then she has to make a choice and make the right choice.
"Give me a day to think about it..."