In the following days, Ouyang Ze did not go to work, but was at my bedside every day, taking care of me who was terminally ill.

I have to eat those colorful medicines every day, and I have to endure the bitter taste every day, but these are not as sad as Ouyang Ze's face, that melancholy...

I don't know what stage my illness has reached or how long I will live, I just want to leave him with some good memories for the rest of the time.

Although Ouyang Ze lied to me that I was just a minor illness, he betrayed his lies about taking care of me.

He didn't allow me to get out of bed all day, and he had to hold me even when I got up to go to the toilet, and he would frown nervously when he took a slightly bigger step, for fear that I would fall down.

But every time I saw his sad face, the guilt in my heart became stronger and stronger...

"You go to work, Christao will take care of me."

"No, I'm going to stay at home with you, and I'll go when you're well."

In the darkness, his hand hugged me tighter, his body tighter, and the scorching heat pressed against my back.

I didn't dare to look back, I didn't dare to look him in the eyes, I could only look into the boundless darkness and talk to him, for I was afraid that the moment I turned back, I would reveal the truth that I already knew.

"But..."

"Don't worry, the company is fine, it won't go bankrupt so easily."

He leaned into my ear and kissed me softly.

"But you also have to work, I'm fine, Chris Tao will definitely take care of me, you better go to work."

"No, I'm going to stay home with you."

He still insisted on his opinion and insisted on staying at home with me, but I couldn't be selfish enough to confine his life and use my illness as an excuse to make him give up the company he worked so hard for.

"Otherwise, you will go to the company tomorrow to check the situation, and then come back."

I turned around, held his chin in my hand and kissed him lightly on the lips. Now all I can give is a bland kiss like this...

We haven't been in love together since I got sick, because my weak body can't stand the strenuous exercise. Ouyang Ze didn't complain, he just said that it wouldn't be too late to wait until I got better.

But every night, when the pillar was behind me, when the scorching temperature touched my skin, I only felt guilt, and guilt could not give him a fulfilling "sexual life".

"Alright then, I'll take a look."

After all, I hadn't been to the company for a long time, and I was inevitably a little worried, so in the end he agreed to my request.

"Rui Rui..."

He has been a vegetarian for nearly two weeks, and now he is hungry and thirsty when he sees my piece of fatty fresh meat, but he still suppresses his emotions, suppresses the desire in his eyes, and softly calls my name.

That kiss was like a fuse, igniting his dynamite bag that had been sleeping for a long time. The already hot body became even hotter at this time, and the sound of heartbeat and panting became rapid.

"Husband..."

I tried my best to cooperate with him, hoping that my body could fight for myself, endure the pain of this night, and give him a night of "sexual happiness".

The four lips that were looking forward to being moisturized had long been entwined, and we were all like beasts rushing out of the deep forest, all longing for the moisture of love.

His hands moved from my back to my lower body little by little, and he pulled me closer and closer to him.

When his hand touched my waist, when his arm tightened harder, the pain hit my abdomen again.

"Huh..."

I couldn't help but let out a little moan, but Ouyang Ze immediately stopped his movements as if he had been stepped on the emergency brake when he heard it.

The body temperature that was still hot just now cooled down, and the arm that was wrapped around like an octopus just now no longer swept my back. The eyes that were burning with lust just now are so calm at this time.

"I'm sorry, I hurt you."

He retracted his hand and rubbed it on my abdomen, driving away the nasty pain for me.

"No... It's okay..."

I endured it as best I could, waiting for the pain to disappear from me, but it was not as short as I imagined, it was just a casual touch, and it was like a mountain of mountains and seas coming to me.

Ouyang Ze panicked, like a child who had done something wrong, and said to me "I'm sorry" with a panicked expression.

At this point, I really hate my stomach, I hate it for dropping the chain at the critical moment, I hate it for touching the heart of the person I love the most...

After a long time, the heart-rending pain in his stomach was relieved, and he had the strength to hug Ouyang Ze again.

"Let's go on, it doesn't hurt anymore."

"Let's wait until you're ready."

Ouyang Ze gently pulled my hand away and hugged me into his arms, although he could feel the care and love he conveyed, but he could never see his eyes and see the feelings he showed from his eyes.

"I'm fine, I'm fine."

I tried to ignite his XY again, so I reached for the stick that had lost its vitality, and gave it life with the skill of my fingers as before, but it hibernated, and refused to move again.

"Forget it, let's sleep."

Ouyang Ze buried my face deep in his arms and let me listen to his heartbeat at this time, but what I heard was not only love, but also pain.

His heartbeat gradually returned to a steady level, and his panting slowly returned to normal, as if nothing had happened just now, but I can't forget the "sexual blessing" that was wiped out by my stomach pain, the short-lived "sexual happiness"...

"Husband, I'm sorry, I'm the one who made you hold back for so long..."

I just want to lie in his arms and cry, but I can only hold back, because when I cry, he will definitely cry as loudly as I do, releasing the tears that he has been imprisoned for a long time.

"It's okay, sex is not necessary for love, I have you by my side, and I am very satisfied to be able to sleep with you in my arms every day."

As he spoke, he strengthened his arm again, hugging me tighter and tighter.

-- Between people of the same sex, there is no love without sex, and love and sex are two substances that grow from each other. Only when sex shines and heats up, can love last, since there is no sex, love will not last long...

This sentence was told to me before I entered the industry, and Xu Shaohui also told me many times, I didn't know how to look at it at the time, I don't know if love will really disappear because of the disappearance of sex...

But at this time, when I heard Ouyang Ze's words, I denied this fallacy from my heart.

Our love must exist independently of sexuality, it must be, definitely!