- Chapter 18: The Sorrow of Erl (1)

The weather in Nanjing is rarely hazy, it is always sunny, but who can know the gloom under the sunshine?

Just like her Su Tingyu.

Just like she always thought that the meaning of Guan Erer's name was "You come to have you", and she always thought that Guan Erer's coldness was just a disguise, just not good at expressing it.

She had always thought so.

Su Tianyu always knew that Guan Erer was hiding a lot of things from them, but she had nothing to do with Guan Er.

At that time, she got along with Xiao Ran, Xiao Ran and Guan Erer for nearly two years, but she never entered her heart.

Guan Erer will treat them as his best friends, but he refuses to make friends, he won't talk to them too much about himself, he won't interfere too much in their affairs, and he is always wary of people, even if she is Su Tianyu.

But she thought that Guan Er'er would not be cold under the cold, and perhaps, there would also be enthusiasm, because for them, Guan Er'er would from time to time give some unique insights to help, until Guan Er'er left, she also thought so.

In fact, her thoughts are not wrong, but they are also incorrect, Guan Er'er's coldness is indeed a disguise, and under the cold, it is indeed enthusiasm, it is a small flame that longs for warmth, very small, very small, frozen in the depths of the silent heart, those coldness from the heart, it is a disguise, and it is not a disguise.

This kind of Guan Erer always makes her feel distressed, and maybe there will be more ingredients because of Fu Xichen! The Guan Erer in her memory is always the woman in white swinging, the indifferent woman who says, "You have you", and the smile at the corner of her lips at 30 degrees always reveals a sense of alienation.

Before Guan Er'er's twenty-first birthday, Su Tianyu did not realize that the flame that longed for warmth was frozen, but this discovery made her overturn all her previous thoughts about Guan Er.

Because of Fu Xichen and Su Tianyu, she always has high expectations for Guan Er, she hopes that Guan Erer can accept them, and even, she hopes that Guan Erer likes her.

However, she herself knew that it was impossible to make Guan Erer like her, but she still hoped for it, and stubbornly never gave up.

Later, she thought that as long as Guan Erer was good, it would be good, for her, it didn't matter if she liked it or not, she would be Guan Er's best friend.

April 27, Guan Er's birthday, a few days ago, she, Lin Ran, and Yao Zicheng were busy for this birthday private party.

Among them, Xiao Ran consulted recipes and cooked dishes, Xiao Ran temporarily observed and practiced making cakes in the cake shop, and she was responsible for finding the venue and designing the corresponding venue.

They were ready for everything and waited for the evening of April 26 to be set up.

On the evening of April 25, she had already left early, but later remembered that her handbag had been dropped in the small two-bedroom apartment, and when she came back to retrieve it, she saw Guan Erer at that time.

The woman sat on the ground, her back against the corner, a cigarette in her hand, and was unusually decadent.

The smoke was thick, although she didn't see it very clearly, but she didn't think it was a thief, the door here was encrypted, and the password was only known to the four of them, and she never worried about getting into the thief.

When she got closer, the face that caught her eye startled her.

There was a clear slap print on that face, the corners of the mouth were bruised, and there was a sadness in her eyes that she had never seen before, the slap print made the right side of the face look even whiter, and on the ground was one canned beer bottle after another.

Seeing this scene, she wanted to step forward and hug Guan Erer to comfort Guan Er, but she still tried her best to hold back, because she knew that Guan Erer didn't need anyone's sympathy.

Guan Erer raised his head and looked at her lightly, the corners of his lips were still thirty degrees up, smiling, she thought, even if Guan Erer lost everything, he would still smile.

At that time, she didn't feel the alienation that Guan Er's smile usually carried, she only felt sadness and peace.

"Susu, come with me!" There was no sadness or expectation in Guan Er'er's eyes, just a simple invitation. She didn't say anything, sat down on the floor, took out a jar of unopened wine, and drank it herself.

"Well, it's not bad to drink like that." She raised her eyebrows and looked at Guan Erer and smiled slightly, "Cheers!" She slammed the bottle against Guerle's.

You went back and forth, and gradually, both of them got a little drunk.