Chapter 18: The Sorrow of Erl (2)

When I came, the wind on the road, like the sobbing of a very woman, was cool, straight to the bottom of my heart, slowly, and unforgettable!

Guan Erer pillowed on her lap and laughed, "Susu, you are here, will it really be you who will come to you?" ”

She didn't answer Guan Er'er's words, she thought, these things, Guan Erer must have the answer in his heart, and it is useless to say more! It's just that suddenly, there was an extra pair of hands around her waist, and the hands hugged her waist tightly, and the head buried in her arms also came from the sound of crying at this moment.

She didn't say anything, just gently patted the back of the woman in her arms with one hand. After a long time, the crying gradually weakened, and the clothes in her abdomen also came with bursts of wetness, and the woman in her arms raised her face, and the sad appearance suddenly made her heart ache.

Once, she was the same, but no one was with her, only the body of Fu Xichen, who was already cold, by her side.

"Susu, let's not get drunk and not go home, okay?"

Stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on Guan Er'er's face, and then, Su Tianyu smiled.

"Wait for me first!"

She was only slightly big, not very drunk, she found the place where the wine had been stored, pulled out another case of beer, staggered, and sat down across from Guaner.

With a "hiss", she unpacked the case of beer, took out two cans of wine, and handed one to Guan Erer. After all, she was slightly drunk, when would she be like this. "Drink, don't get drunk, don't go home!"

They swept through cans after cans, and there were more bottles on the ground, and a case of beer soon bottomed out.

The woman opposite her eyes were already wet with tears and her speech was incoherent.

"weishenme: I would be the one who was not expected? Since you don't love me, why did you give birth to me? ”

"Susu, I can't tell what Erer means, I don't know, Erer has you, but Erer."

"You're here," "But Er'er." ”

"Susu, Guan Lin said that Erer came to have you, but Qi Lu said that Erer!"

"Huh"

"Ahem, ahem"

"They hate it, me!"

"Qi Lu, hate, me"

……

Later, when they fell asleep, she remembered, while she slept, Guan Er'er was pillowed on her waist, and the tears in the corners of her eyes were still like water.

Later, she realized that Guan Erer was venting the helplessness and despair of more than 20 years that night.

Indeed, the birth of Guerer was not expected.

More than 20 years ago, when Guan Er'er was full moon, Guan Lin hated Qi Lu's inappropriateness, so he scolded, "You Qi Lu is just Er'er, you are not qualified to accuse others of anything!" ”

Then, the disgruntled Qi Lu resented her husband and named her daughter "Er'er", and used it to embarrass Guan Lin.

It's just that Guan Lin didn't feel embarrassed, and he didn't intend to dwell on this matter, but when he thought of his daughter, he felt a lot of guilt.

He told Guan Erer that he was looking forward to Guan Er'er's arrival, and for this expectation, he named his daughter "Er'er", which means "Er'er has you", and since then, Guan Lin has hated Qi Lu even more.

Qi Lu hated Guan Erer more and more because of Guan Lin's neglect, and often beat and scolded him!

At that time, she only felt that Guan Erer was a miserable person with herself, but she was much happier than Guan Er, at least, her parents loved her and loved her, although they were not deeply in love.

Since then, she will not see Fu Xichen from Guan Er'er's body, she looks at Guan Er'er, and always seems to see another self, so helpless, so desperate, she can only cover herself with indifference, so as not to put weakness in front of others.

Guan Erer doesn't like to cry, that drunkenness was an accident, and later it was only because Song Tingyan cried once.

Who wouldn't love the other self! Doing something for it is always willing, who is not willing to do something for themselves? Fight another self to smile, zuihou she will still laugh heartily, just because Guan Erer is her other self, she is good, she is good!

She always said that she Su Tianyu would not love someone more than Ai Guan Er, and this is the truth. It is true that she does not love anyone more than she loves Guaner.

She remembered the night Guan Er'er was close to her birthday, she remembered the woman who cried in her arms that night, she also remembered the woman in white who was swinging at the beginning, and remembered the sentence, "You have you"!