"Senior sister?"

Bingyan thought he had misheard......

"Senior sister!"

Bingyan was stunned for a moment, and pushed the front of him away, Cangyun looked at her puzzled, his eyes were full of worry, Bingyan looked left and right, didn't know what he was looking for, and said a little dumbfounded: "I...... Father...... Where's Mom......"

"Dad? Mom? What is that? Cangyun said suspiciously.

Bingyan's body stiffened, and he suddenly stretched out his hand and rubbed his head fiercely: "I'm going crazy, I'm going crazy!" ”

"Senior sister, what's wrong with you, stop quickly, no matter how sad you are, no matter how painful and sad you are, you can hit me, don't hurt yourself." Cangyun hurriedly took Bingyan's hand.

Bingyan raised his eyebrows, a little irritable: "Why is Senior Brother here, I want to be quiet now." ”

"Are you sure you won't hurt yourself?" Cangyun stared straight at the ice smoke.

"I'm not stupid, weishenme hurt myself, I'm really messy now, senior brother, I want to be quiet."

"Okay, I'm guarding outside, what do you call me?" Looking at Bingyan who was still a little confused, Cangyun turned around three times uneasily, standing outside holding his chest, frowning, in fact, he ignored it, and only let his junior sister be cautious.

It's just that they don't just be on guard, sometimes they don't provoke them, they will also take the initiative.

This time the accident, Cangyun also has an unshirkable responsibility, he and Yunqin did have a marriage, and he always felt that the marriage when he was a child could not be counted as a matter at all, but this is something that cannot be erased, when it is really revealed, it is enough to make people doubt his credibility.

Cangyun rubbed his face, he should have made it clear at the beginning, otherwise there would be no misunderstanding today, the junior sister's heart was already more sensitive......

Bingyan sat on the bed in a daze, how could she dream of her parents, her parents died when she was very young, as if she died in an accident not long after giving birth to her sister, and she and her sister were still living in an orphanage for some time. My sister was very young and always sick, and the children in the orphanage often bullied them, and it was there that she developed a temperament that did not admit defeat.

While protecting her sister, she tries her best to study, understand the homework in the textbook, and curry favor with the principal and teachers of the orphanage, so that they like her, and then get more attention to her and her sister, so that they are less bullied.

But things often backfired, they were even more bullied, she often protected her sister under her, was beaten all over the body, and then held her sister at night and cried and called Mom and Dad, until she was ten years old, she was recommended by the orphanage to a particularly wealthy, often funded orphanage but no children's couple, but her sister was not adopted, she fled with her sister overnight, and then lived a hard job of picking up garbage and working as a child laborer for black merchants.

With the increase of age, daily fatigue and experience, she gradually forgot the image of her parents, she rarely thought of her parents since she was sensible, and the time faded and made her gradually forget, and sometimes she was tired and had no time to remember.

But she suddenly remembered it.

Bingyan smiled bitterly, stretched out his hands, these hands were thin and slender, like white jade carving, fantasizing about the small palm of the villain in his dream, and suddenly felt so ridiculous.

It turned out that she had been so afraid of loneliness in her heart, and the sudden death of her parents had seriously hurt her young heart, but she couldn't cry at that time, because she had to take care of her sister who had just completed the moon, and she was only more than five years old at that time.

She didn't know how she persevered at the time, and now she thinks about it like a dream.

She has never wanted to recall the past, and it was very hard to escape from the orphanage after that, and she was always beaten in the orphanage, and she didn't have a good life, but she always instinctively didn't want to recall the things before the orphanage, so she was just afraid to recall her parents?

From being cared for as a little princess, to a little girl who wants to protect her sister with a small body, she pleases the dean teacher in the orphanage, and often fights with other children, and becomes the fighting king of the orphanage, I remember that once she was beaten by more than a dozen ten-year-old orphanage boys and girls, she was beaten to the head and bleeding, but she kept gritting her teeth and standing up to challenge.

She looked desperately looking for someone, zuihou scared those children away, and when the orphanage ran over, she fainted directly, and then she was grounded for three days, but since then few people have bullied them.

Like a hedgehog, she is extremely wary of people, no matter who they are.

But in fact, she just has no way, without parents, she can only protect herself and her sister like this, in fact, she wants to go back to the time when she was stupid and told childish and ridiculous fairy tales in her mother's arms, if possible, she would rather be stupid and stupid, and she can go back to the past.

Bingyan sighed, walked out of bed, came to the table and poured a glass of water for herself, the water was already cold, a cool breath poured into it, she felt cold in her stomach, she also felt a little more comfortable, suddenly frowned, thinking of it, she was still a little entangled.

I really don't understand, she admits that she is a little weak in her heart, but this is not her character, at least make it clear to Cangyun, she has to make it clear what will happen in the future, what is the matter with running out.

This one...... It's definitely not the urge to lose him!

No matter how she has the experience of a previous life, the experience of this life, how can she, who has always felt rational and calm, act so impulsively.

Bingyan was helpless, feeling a little stuffy in the room, walking out of the door, and suddenly there were some dark shadows in front of him: "Senior sister, are you okay?" ”

Bingyan was startled, she had just woken up from a dream, her brain was dazed, she didn't take anything seriously at that time, looking at Cangyun outside, she remembered what happened before, and her face was a little embarrassed: "You haven't left yet." ”

"I'm worried about you, how can you leave, you were not in the right mood just now, what happened?" Cangyun was a little anxious, stretched out his hand to grab the ice smoke, but his hand stopped in mid-air and didn't dare to fall.

Bingyan shook his head: "I thought of some things before, my brain is a little messy, it's okay, senior brother, go back first, I want to go shopping alone." ”

"No! If I leave like this, what should I do if you leave, junior sister, in fact, I have always wanted to talk about the past, but I feel ashamed, I am afraid that you will look down on me, so I have never dared to tell you. If I had made my life story clear, there would have been no such misunderstanding. ”

Bingyan shook his head: "Didn't I ask too?" ”

Cangyun pulled the ice smoke and approached the room: "Actually, I should be grateful to Yunqin, if it weren't for her, I wouldn't have told you, and I don't know how long I waited, then I would always live in the shadow of the past." But since I met you, I've decided to abandon the past. ”

Bingyan's expression moved, and this sentence suddenly stabbed into her brain, making Bingyan's brain instantly clear!