Cangyun's face changed several times, Bingyan held the reins in his hand, and suddenly said, "Senior brother, needless to say." ”

Cangyun raised his head violently, his lips pursed tightly: "I ......"

Bingyan sighed: "I overreacted a little before, I should have asked you clearly, but at that time my mind was very confused, and I instinctively extended to Lord Qin's words, that ambiguous scene." I've begun to deny what happened before, I don't think I'm such an irrational person, but I don't know weishenme, at that time I chose to leave you, I don't want to think about it. ”

"Maybe I'm just a coward, it's ridiculous, I don't know what I'm going to say, I just feel like I'm in a bad state right now, I feel like my mind is in a mess, I don't know what I'm going to do. There are countless ideas in my head, and I have so many choices that I can't choose. Now it seems that I am not what I imagined, at such times I have a choice barrier, everything is not a problem for you, but mine. ”

Bingyan jumped off the horse and said, "Senior brother, this is all my problem." At that time, I wanted to give up this relationship, I wanted to continue to go back to the past alone, maybe it was my problem at the beginning, I kept rejecting you, zuihou accepted it, but I still did. ”

"No, I know, I understand, don't say that." Cangyun pulled the ice smoke.

This time Bingyan didn't shake off Cangyun's hand, looked at him and smiled: "Senior brother, I don't deserve you like this, people like me should live on their own, I shouldn't ask for touching feelings, because I will instinctively reject and distrust, no matter whether things are true or not, I think my hesitation and suspicion just now have been completely denied." This kind of me is not worth it, is it okay for us to separate like this, we will still be brothers and sisters in the future, and we will be the most haode brothers and sisters in the world. ”

"No, I won't allow it, you don't want to escape!" Cangyun hugged Bingyan tightly.

Bingyan leaned on Cangyun's chest, listening to Cangyun's "bang" beating heartbeat, her heart was very complicated, she felt really messed up, such a lack of rules, not like her at all.

When did she not see herself clearly like this, it seems that only once, when she drank her sister's poison and fell to the ground, she suddenly became suspicious of herself, she didn't know what the meaning of everything she had done before, and now she felt even more confused.

Bingyan covered her ears, and felt a buzzing sound in her ears, Cangyun seemed to be saying something, but she didn't hear it clearly.

Cangyun said a few words, and seemed to feel that something was wrong with Bingyan, and raised Bingyan's face, the latter was a little dazed, seeing that Cangyun's mouth kept moving, but he didn't know what he was talking about, Cangyun was frightened.

"Senior sister, what's wrong with you?!"

"Senior sister!"

"Senior sister, let's go, find a place to rest first!"

This place is very close to Cangyun's courtyard, Cangyun immediately pulled Bingyan and sat down to go to the courtyard, Bingyan was very quiet on the way, tried his ears from time to time, the expression on his face became more and more strange, and he suddenly laughed.

As soon as he arrived at the courtyard, Bingyan suddenly turned his head to Cangyun and said, "Senior brother, I'm so tired, I want to rest." ”

Then he closed his eyes and fainted.

"Senior sister!"

Cang Yun's frightened complexion changed greatly, and he immediately ran to the room with Bingyan in his arms to check Bingyan's pulse, but found that the pulse was very peaceful, and there was nothing wrong with his body, but Bingyan's matter was very heavy.

Bingyan suddenly felt as if she had a dream, she was still the president of a modern multinational company, every day was in charge of everything, there were countless things, and that morning, her sister smiled so sweetly that she brought her breakfast water, the water tasted a little strange, she was a little strange, but she didn't think that it would be her sister's problem.

Then she listened to her sister and smiled......

Bingyan was lying on it, laughing a little weirdly, what happened later, she suddenly couldn't hear it, she only heard the subtle breathing sound from the heart in her ears, which subsided little by little, and then until the end of her life, she told herself that it was ridiculous to invest in feelings, zuihou was hurtful, it was better not to touch.

Later, she seemed to have another dream, in which she knew a man, and that man was really good, but how to open a closed heart?

While laughing at her stupidity, how can she trust people casually, and she is unconsciously attracted, Zuihou really has a problem, she feels suddenly dazed and helpless, how can this be? It's so chaotic, she can't calm down, has Shijie become mysterious?

The picture of the weishenme sister and the man overlapped again, they kept overlapping each other, and then they separated again, one left and one right......

Farther and farther away, keep leaving, and never see it again.

"Don't!" Bingyan sat up one by one, her forehead was covered with beads of sweat, and the moment she opened her eyes, she didn't seem to see anything in front of her, it was white, she was a little scared, and suddenly a pair of big hands held her, and she instinctively held it.

"Don't!" She screamed, and the big hand tightened tighter, and whispered earnestly in her ear, "Okay, I won't go." ”

Her ears heard it well, she heard it, but Weishenme couldn't see it?

So she instinctively held the big hands: "You said, you can't go now." ”

"Good! Won't go! You're tired, get some rest. "On the forehead, she was kissed by something, it was very soft, she really felt very sleepy, and then she was helped to lie down and rest.

It was not a good feeling to be invisible, and she thought she would be too nervous to sleep, but as soon as she lay down, she immediately felt sleepy.

This time, in the dream, she saw two people again, a man and a woman, the beauty of the man and the handsome woman, the man holding the woman's shoulder, they looked strange, and inexplicably familiar, with a kind smile on their faces, looking at her affectionately.

In her dreams, she couldn't help but smile at the two people.

"Who are you?" In the dream, she suddenly became a very small, pigtailed girl, raising her head and winking cutely at the pair of men and women who looked very compatible.

The man and woman smiled softly, with a loving face, and the woman stretched out her hand and gently pressed it on her head, and said with a smile: "Yan'er, where did you go to play just now?" ”

In the dream, she tilted her head and looked at this woman puzzled, and suddenly it became the scene of this woman holding her, smiling and singing lullabies: "Yan'er, in the future, you will definitely find a man who loves your mother like your father, but when it doesn't appear, you must know how to protect yourself, don't let go of your heart to love easily, a man is a woman's second life, you have to choose carefully, and women must also be self-reliant." ”

The scene changed suddenly, and the men and women hugged each other lightly, and suddenly walked away, farther and farther away.

Bingyan yelled, "Dad, Mom, don't go!" ”

She sat up in a hurry, saw a person, and immediately held the person in her arms, but the body of the person in her arms was obviously stiff!