In the courtyard, Ah Sheng walked very slowly, occasionally stopping to look up at the night sky.

Tonight, the stars are a little sparse, but the moon is very bright, and the moonlight is sprinkled on Ah Sheng's face. If she smiles, she will be like a flower.

Once, because of a shallow smile on the corner of Ah Sheng's lips, from then on, Lu Zichu could no longer take his eyes off her.

When they met again, there was something invisible and untouchable that straddled between Lu Zichu and Ah Sheng. When Ah Sheng is sober, he will still smile at Lu Zichu, but he is not as close and comfortable as in the past.

In the past and now, the relationship has changed from warm to unfamiliar, and the huge contrast has overwhelmed Lu Zichu. Those diaries made him miserable, and he couldn't make Ah Sheng feel calm in his memories, but instead caused her the most direct pain, all of which was his fault.

Under the tree, Ah Sheng said to Lu Zichu behind him: "I used to think that there was a ghost under the tree, but I waited for more than half a year, waiting night and night, and I was almost desperate, but I still didn't wait for that ghost, every time I would tell myself, maybe I wasn't religious enough." After she finished speaking, she said softly: "Later, I realized that there are no ghosts under the ** tree, but there is a gluttonous ghost living in my heart, which resides in my body, and from time to time comes out to make trouble, emptying everything I have." ”

Lu Zichu's fingers clenched in his trouser pocket, and he faintly felt that Ah Sheng had something to say to him, and he wanted to stop it, but all the words couldn't find a support point in front of her.

Ah Sheng turned to look at him, lowered his head and smiled: "Zichu, can you get your memories stuck in warmth?" ”

Lu Zichu's eyes were very dark, and his face was ugly: "You can't be so cruel to me, you hurt me once six years ago, and today, six years later, do you still want to cut my heart with a knife?" ”

Ah Sheng looked at the night, and after a while, he spoke: "You see, six years ago, my love affair with you was already covered with dust, can it be that after six years, just because I am sick, I can wipe all the dust accumulated over the years, regardless of my past suspicions?" ”

The surroundings were very quiet, Lu Zichu's voice was flat, as always, he said, "Ah Sheng, do you know what you are talking about?" ”

"I'm not going back to China with you."

Glancing at him, Ah Sheng was about to go back to the room, but Lu Zichu grabbed her right hand, the slender knuckles just covered her little thumb scar, Ah Sheng bit her lip and said silently, Lu Zichu said word by word: "Okay, if you don't return to China, it's the same if I stay in the United States." ”

Ah Sheng slowly withdrew her hand, her face was unusually pale in the moonlight, and she said to Lu Zichu: "I have not been lonely all these years, if I want, I can see you often, because you appear in my hallucination, I can still hear your voice." The scar on my little finger reminds me how abnormal I really am. When I got stitches, the doctor told me that if it hurts, I must say it. I don't feel pain, but my heart hurts. I take auditory hallucinations as reality, I missed my appointment six years ago, I always feel sorry for you, I want to apologize to you after meeting you, I don't expect to be with you anymore. Now I don't even dare to look in the mirror, Gu Sheng in the mirror is very strange, and the strangeness makes me feel scared. A lot of things are different from before, and I'm tired of loving you......"

Lu Zichu's heart was cold and his body stiffened, as if he had been forced to the edge of a cliff.