Chapter Thirty-Eight: The Past

Qi Qing ran to me and pulled me: "Chuxi, you get up!" ”

I laughed and said, "How long have I been on my knees?" What a sin to lose your waist card! Get on your knees, it's nothing. ”

Qi Qing also knelt down next to me, and said angrily: "I'll kneel with you, on this cold day, no one is with you, how lonely." ”

I sighed: "Ah Qing, you stand up," I motioned to the maid next to me to pull Qi Qing up, and said to Qi Qing again, "Ah Qing, if you kneel with me this time today, I will no longer pay attention to you in the future." ”

Qi Qing muttered and got angry: "Then I'll go and ask the queen mother!" He turned around and left.

I stopped him from behind and shouted, "Ah Qing! You zhanzhu! ”

Qi Qing stood there, looking at me indignantly, I was really tired, and begged him: "Little Ancestor, you stop and stop, go back!" ”

Qi Qing stood there without moving: "I don't! ”

I comforted, "Be good, obedient!" Go back, Ah Qing, if you don't go back, I won't play with you tomorrow. ”

Qi Qing stomped his feet, turned around and left, and while walking, he said angrily: "Chuxi! You're going to threaten me! "Halfway through, he turned back, untied his big coat, draped it over me, snorted softly, and left.

I tightened my grip, smiled and watched Qi Qing go away, Qi Qing's big coat is short or short, and Ah Qing's body has not grown up, it just so happened that I was kneeling, but it was just right.

I knelt until midnight, almost cold, I felt as if I had no clothes on, I was already cold, my body was stiff, my knees were long unconscious, I sighed, and said to myself: "It's better to have no feeling than tingling." ”

What I'm looking forward to most at this time is that it doesn't snow, and the sky doesn't change. At the moment, I was cold, hungry, sleepy, dizzy and tired, my knees were unconscious, my legs were numb, the wound on my chest was still faintly painful, and it was cold as if the wind had blown into the wound.

I stared at the stars and began to think crankily and distract myself.

I remember when I first started college, I took an elective in anthropology.

In this course, we had to go to see various cultural activities, and the most memorable time I went to Maoshan to accompany the professor in retreat for a month, in fact, I was always reluctant to accompany the professor there at that time.

One night, probably because I couldn't sleep because I was bored for a long time, I went out for a walk by myself.

It was also in this kind of weather, the mountains were extremely cold, the air was quiet and cold, I faintly saw someone standing in the distance, like a woman, I stood behind her respectfully, and asked: "Fairy Gu, why don't you sleep at such a late hour?" "I remember that before leaving, the professor had already warned us to be respectful, and the most important thing was to call Daogu "Fairy Gu", which is etiquette.

The fairy girl turned her back to me and replied lightly, "Aren't you also here?" ”

I was stunned by this sentence, thinking that the ** of cultivation is like this, I can't understand it, so I just replied in An'an: "Yes, it's a little cold at night, and I can't sleep." ”

"It's not cold in the mountains, it's cold in the heart."

I was stunned when I heard it, I was a college student who was working hard at the time, so I said to Xianggu: "It's not that my heart is cold, I just can't sleep." ”

"Life is a sea of suffering, how long will it take you to wake up from this dream?"

As soon as I heard this, I remembered that the professor had mentioned that their teachings were born, and I replied, "The disciples have nothing else to ask for, but if they are good, they will help the world, and if they are poor, they will be good to themselves." ”

The fairy girl turned around, her eyebrows were cold, her plain clothes were slightly rippling with the cold wind, I also felt that the night was getting colder and colder, she smiled remotely, but her voice became more and more empty: "If you are not a person in this world, how can you still be drunk and drunk?" ”

Seeing that I frowned and pondered but didn't speak, she smiled softly again: "At the beginning of the dawn, life is a dream, how long will you have to be persistent?" ”

I was startled when I heard my name between her words, and the night was cold and gloomy, so I broke out in a cold sweat, and reluctantly smiled: "Disciple, disciple go to sleep first, don't disturb Immortal Gu Qingxiu." ”

As I was saying this, I heard the Taoist chief call out to me, "What are you doing standing there?" ”

As soon as I heard this, I turned around and saw the Taoist chief standing behind me looking at me with a kind smile, and I stammered a little and said, "In...... I'm talking to the fairy girl. ”

The Taoist chief looked behind me and asked, "Where is anyone?" ”

My back was cold, I turned back in a cold sweat, but I was relieved the moment I turned around, not because the fairy girl was still there, but because the smell of incense wafted in the distance, calming my nerves, I put my heart at ease, turned around and respectfully asked the old Taoist and said: "The disciple has something I want to ask the Taoist chief." ”

The Taoist nodded slightly, and I told him what had just happened, and after a long time, the Taoist asked me, "Do you think it is haunted?" ”

I shook my head and said with a smile, "Disciples don't believe in ghosts and gods. ”

Dao Chang said: "It's enough to believe in fate, what Xian Gu said is right, life is just a dream, and it's just over." He looked at me and said, "As long as life is over, it is life, so why care if it's a dream or not?" ”

I nodded, but I still had some nostalgia for what the fairy aunt said that I was not from that life, and the Taoist chief looked at me and smiled, "Don't take it to heart. ”

After that, I just went back to my room and fell asleep, thinking it was just a strange dream, but the professor told me to go back to school the next day and told me to go back and help organize some materials.

I didn't pay attention to it, but when I said goodbye to the professor, she hugged me for a long time and didn't let go, until she decisively let go and I turned around and left, my back staggered, I looked at some tears on my shoulders, and I felt a little overwhelmed.

Since then, the kind female professor has often looked at me in class and sighed, and I was inexplicably able to see that after a semester, my elective classes were over, and I didn't zaijian her.

……

I sighed, and the night couldn't melt away, and I thought to myself: It seems that it was the Taoist and the professor who said something at that time, and I am really not from that world? Is that Lu Chuxi realβ€”I shook my head and didn't think about it anymore.

I moved my legs slightly, and at this time I felt that time was really slow, and there were no palace people coming and going on the stone road, and I was left kneeling there alone, and the deeper the night, the colder it became.

I sighed, although it was the queen mother who punished me to kneel here, but I didn't have any resentment, not to mention that this was a big mistake, even if it wasn't a big mistake, but it almost endangered Qi Qing's life, as a mother, how can I not be in a hurry? It's just that I can't figure it out, how did the waist card return to the queen's hand? Could it be - that gentleman really knows the queen?