I knelt on the road, faintly watching someone come over, I thought it was Ah Han, but vaguely saw a girl with long hair coming over, I looked at the familiar figure, my heart was shocked, and shouted: "Early summer? ”

But I saw Qingge hugging Dayu over, and the green silk was scattered, and he said anxiously: "What early summer?" It's the depths of winter, and I see you're frozen. "As he spoke, he put the big coat on me.

I smiled softly to myself, yes, what early summer? In early summer, should I go to school and leave school every day and study hard? I looked at Qingge and asked, "Why are you here now?" ”

Qingge said distressedly: "Why did I come?" You didn't come back after you left, I thought you were playing wild somewhere, but I didn't think it was to kneel here, I rested, I'm afraid you're cold, come and see. ”

I said heartlessly: "Let's go back after seeing it, just kneel down, not or something." ”

Qingge stood there still, I pretended to be relaxed and smiled: "Go back quickly, you can't help anything here, I'm afraid that you will freeze, if you really can't sleep, you might as well go back and boil me some hot water, I'll go back in the morning and take a hot shower." ”

Qingge listened, looked at me, nodded, and said, "Then I'll go back first." He turned around and walked away.

I watched Qingge walk away, and suddenly I felt a little sad, there are people here who care about me like family, so what about my real family? I don't know what my parents, grandparents are anxious about...... Also, early summer.

I have been an only child for ten years, I was used to it by my family, and then my mother became pregnant again, and I was always very angry and scared, afraid that my parents would not like me anymore, so I hated early summer.

I went to the hospital after school to see my mother, and when I saw my grandparents and my parents choosing a name for early summer, I was so happy that I said, "What else to name!" If you are born in summer, it is called early summer! After saying that, he walked out of the hospital without care.

Of course, I didn't expect that early summer would really be called early summer. I was particularly bad at early summer, not like a sister at all. Grab dolls and comic books with her, even though I don't like dolls and comic books anymore...... She is not allowed to learn guzheng, zuihou learned piano in early summer, in fact, she likes guzheng very much...... She is not allowed to call me sister, until now, before I came to this era, I was still called Chuxi in early summer, and I didn't dare to call my sister...... I never mentioned her in front of anyone, and later, until I was in high school, my classmates thought I was an only child.

When I was in college, my mother asked me to pick her up during the holidays, but I didn't want to go, but my mother said that she hadn't taken the early summer once before, and asked me to go and see it. Reluctantly, I went to the door of the cram school and waited for her. Before she arrived, she saw several male classmates in early summer blocking her and saying something.

To be honest, I didn't want to help Chu Xia, probably because I was used to ignoring her since I was a child.

When she got closer, she heard several male classmates laughing at her and said, "You were brought by the orphanage at all, right?" Parent-teacher meeting, mother-child meeting, no one in your family has ever been here! You say yes or no! ”

I was stunned when I heard this, I remember when I was a child, once I had a parent-teacher conference, my grandparents went to my aunt's house, my father was busy and didn't go, my mother went to hold a mother-child meeting in the early summer of the first grade, I was ridiculed by my classmates for a long time, so I ran to the mountain behind the school and cried all night.

Later, when I got home, my father was very angry, and I cried and said that you promised not to give me my younger siblings, and now that I have a younger sister, you don't want me...... Dad didn't say anything, Mom hugged me in fright and cried, promising never to have a parent-teacher conference for early summer again. I didn't pay attention to it at the time, although my mother later said several times that she never had a parent-teacher conference for Chu Xia, I didn't believe her, and I thought, anyway, I am away from school, and I won't know if you go.

A few male classmates said to Chu Xia, "If you give us some pocket money, we won't tell other students that you are an orphan." ”

Chu Xia defended: "I have my parents, my grandparents, and my sister, and I am not an orphan. ”

A few children choked and said, "Then you can take out the evidence and take a look?" ”

Chu Xia squatted down and cried when she looked at it, shouting: "I have a family, and my name is taken by my sister!" ”

I stood in the distance, and I was very angry for a moment, and strode over to a few boys and said, "Didn't your parents tell you not to bully your classmates?" ”

zuihou a few boys who are in the rebellious period will definitely not listen to me, I had a big fight with a few children who have just entered the first year of junior high school, zuihou is the child whose parents go to the police station to collect it, and they also point at me for compensation.

I'm already an adult, and with the law I studied, Zuihou still managed to scare them. On the day of early summer, his face was also colorful, but he was very happy, and he followed me all the way.

Since then, I have begun to reflect on how unqualified I am as an older sister. There's never anything wrong with early summer, it's just that it's always that little little sister who follows me with joy.

It's just a pity that when I was about to make amends, parting quietly came......

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In the cold winter of Beijing, I was still kneeling on the stone road, and the cold was biting......

I still looked down on Wang Yun when I first arrived here, in fact, I am the most hateful person, indifferent to relatives, kindness to inconsequential people, no distinction between priority and priority, good and bad.

I'm really grateful for the existence of early summer now, and if I say goodbye, my parents won't be too sad because of early summer. It's just that I'm sad that I can't say goodbye to Hatsu in person, I can't tell her xiexie and I'm sorry in person, and I can't hear her call her sister with my own ears.

If I had known that so many things were going to happen, I would have said goodbye to her, given her back the dolls and comic books, learned guzheng with her, taken her out to play, and vied for her parent-teacher conference...... Yes, the goodbye should be early, because when the time is really to say goodbye, it may ...... There is no chance.

I looked at the starry sky, but I burst into tears.

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"Sister, look at how beautiful the stars are!"

"Don't call sister, how many times have you said it!"

“…… Beginning...... At the beginning of the day, aren't the stars beautiful? I want to be a star too! ”

"Childish!"

"Because sister-Chuxi, you like stars."

"Only those who die become stars."

"Really? Has Grandma also become a star? ”

"Bored, I'm leaving, see for yourself."

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The sky is full of stars, and in early summer, you see that my sister has really become a star, but I don't know if it's the brightest one......

I couldn't help crying, and at this moment I really understood that I couldn't go back, but I was sad that I couldn't say zaijian to those I loved and those who loved me, and tell them that I was fine......

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