Although I am still confused, but I am also listless when I look at Miao Wu, Li Rongrong is still in a coma, if I continue to be so dull, I am afraid that I will be tired of others. I can only fight my spirit and be a spiritual pillar for these two people.

Li Rongrong's face was pale, she was just asleep, and I could only sigh secretly when I looked at her on the bed. Miao Wu took the little palace maid to decoct medicine for me and Li Rongrong.

I don't know when the sunset will go down, the doors and windows are open, and the fragrance of flowers gently fills the inner room. In spite of this comfortable air, I could still smell the slightest hint of blood in the air, which was the cry of my dead child. I feel even more sad when I don't have tears, and if I can vent, I probably feel better, but I don't know where to go now, just a little bit of confusion.

Not long in the evening, Li Rongrong woke up slowly, and saw that I was still sitting on the side, smiling dismally, but she said weakly: "You are still there?" ”

I smiled lightly and nodded, and she smiled too, and said softly, "Don't do it for me again...... Such a bothering ......"

I smiled faintly and said, "I'm afraid that if I want to bother others, I can't." Li Rongrong seemed puzzled, I just smiled faintly and said, "I want to worry about Ah Han, but unfortunately I can't even see each other." I wanted to bother with my children, but I didn't see them, and now, that's all. ”

Li Rongrong grabbed my hand and said with a smile: "Miss Lu......" I looked at her, she smiled and said softly, "Although I am weak at this time...... But it can still protect you a little...... A little thoughtful......"

I suddenly remembered what Li Rongrong said before she fainted, she said that she wanted to protect me because she was protecting me alone. Although I knew that it was probably Ah Han, I still felt that something was wrong, so I asked Li Rongrong: "Now that we have such a relationship, you can also tell me, the person you said you wanted to protect me, but Ah Han?" ”

Li Rongrong was stunned for a moment, shook her head gently, and said lightly: "I won't hide it from you, since I am determined to protect you, I don't plan to hide it from you," she supported and wanted to sit up, I quickly set up a soft pillow and helped her sit up, she smiled and said slowly, "I am not a Qinglou woman since I was a child, my mother is a beautiful girl, but she has me with a subordinate," Li Rongrong said with a bleak smile, and said, "My father is a down-and-out scholar who works in my grandfather's house, After having me with my mother, I was afraid of taking care of the trouble, so I ran away. My mother had a few abortions and had to give birth to me, I spent a few years in my grandfather's house, after my mother was depressed, my grandfather's family thought I was ashamed, and I was expelled from the house, and I had no choice but to go to the Qinglou. ”

I just listened quietly, I don't know what Li Rongrong has experienced like this, I can't understand other people's difficulties, and others can't understand my difficulties, but I know that this difficulty is distressing. I could only pour a cup of tea for Li Rongrong in order to calm my mind, she took it, took a sip, and said: "When I first started in the Qinglou, I was the same as Lin Wanwan, Miss has a very high temper, and she has been beaten many times, and she refuses to change," Li Rongrong sighed and said, "I refused to change my character even when I died, but I easily changed it later." ”

I asked softly, "Why is that?" ”

Li Rongrong smiled lightly and said, "I just don't want to dance such a gorgeous dance, and I can't flatter my eyes," Li Rongrong looked at me, smiled lightly, and said, "It wasn't until I met the fifth master that I changed those tall appearances." ”

I was a little surprised and said, "You and Ah Yue?" ”

Li Rongrong shook her head and said with a smile: "The fifth master doesn't know me, I just know that the fifth master has always liked gorgeous oiran, so he changed his mind and tried his best to grab the oiran," Li Rongrong glanced at me and said with a smile, "It's the time you messed up." ”

I listened to it for a long time, and finally understood Li Rongrong's thoughts about Ah Yue, which was the same as the young lady who had lived in the boudoir for a long time. Although she has changed a lot for Ah Yue, it always stems from these many feelings. Although Li Rongrong just watched Ah Yue silently like this, it should be sweet for her.

Sure enough, she is still as careful as her beloved, she can still see that Ah Yue and I have a great friendship, Li Rongrong looked at me and thought deeply, so she smiled and said: "I know that you and the fifth master have a good relationship, and I doubted the relationship between the two of you at first, but then I understood that after the fifth master left, I knew that you were still here, so I thought that I could help you, and I would definitely do my best to protect you." ”

I thought about it for a while and said softly: "Rong Rong, people live for themselves to live, you don't want to wronged yourself for Ah Yue or for me," I looked at Li Rongrong without speaking, and then said, "Rong Rong, do you understand?" ”

Li Rongrong just looked confused and had no focus, and after a while, she came back to her senses, smiled, and said, "You are not me, you won't understand," she turned her head, looked at me, and called, "Chu Xi." ”

I chuckled and said, "Whatever you think." ”

Li Rongrong frowned and said with a wry smile: "I really feel that I am very useless, I dare not say anything in the face of the people I like, and I dare not come out in the face of those jealous women." ”

I shook my head lightly and said, "It's enough to have a heart, I'm like this now, I'm afraid it can't be worse, you take care of yourself." ”

Li Rongrong shook her head and insisted: "With the fifth master here, I will definitely protect you." ”

Seeing her so persistent, I couldn't say much, so I just nodded. In the past, I didn't understand what the book said, when I saw Yang, I was wrong for life, but now it seems that there are not a few people who are wrong for life when I see Qi Yue. I just sigh that these women, why are they struggling in this quagmire with no ending? The night is getting darker, the stars are dotted, the cold palace is in the middle of nowhere, and the sound of cicadas outside comes and goes. I was thinking about it, Li Rongrong looked at the moonlight outside the window and said, "I have to go back." ”

I was surprised: "It's so late, it's okay for Ming'er to go back again, besides, you are injured, you can't help tossing like this," I persuaded her, "It's better to go back tomorrow." ”

Li Rongrong shook her head and insisted: "I can't stay here longer, since I want to help you, I can't walk around with you more," she said and called her palace maid, got out of bed and put on her clothes, and said to me, "It's good that the night is dark, go back quietly." ”

Li Rongrong said and left, Miaowu and I sent her out, thinking that she was at least a famous nobleman, and she was quite a head and face, and I was also a lot more relieved. When he saw her go away, he also closed the door and went back.

On the second day, although I was still a little dizzy, I was much better than the day before. It's just that I don't have anything to do, Miao Wu is afraid that I will be sad, so I can only pretend to be happy and busy, and I also sat under the porch with a smile, looking at the falling flowers flying all over the courtyard.

When the door knocked down, Miaowu was startled and stood in front of me full of vigilance. I raised my eyes and watched the door open outside, not knowing what to expect. It's just that I have nothing left to lose, so let these people go, and there is only the rest of my life left.

The door slowly opened, and Miao Wu was standing right in front of me, and I could only see half of the door opened, but I didn't know who was coming in. Miao Wu just glanced at it, then knelt down and said, "Slave maid to the emperor to say goodbye." ”

Miao Wu knelt down, and I saw Ah Han standing not far away, although he was still a little haggard, he was still such an outstanding handsome son, and at this time, I was sitting opposite, dwarfed, as if much older. Miao Wu stepped aside, and Ah Han stood there, not knowing whether to advance or retreat, but asked me gently: "Xi'er, are you okay?" ”

I said lightly: "Are you here to listen to me say this word?" I saw that Ah Han was a little stunned, and I said lightly, "It's not good." ”

Ah Han walked over slowly, sat on the chair next to him, and did not speak quietly. In the falling flowers, I slowly spoke: "If in order to protect me, I would rather lose my child in a silent manner, I would rather ......" I thought about it, and I didn't know what I would rather do, so I just didn't say anything.

Ah Han sighed softly, just looked at me deeply, and didn't speak. I smiled coldly and pointed to the few blood stains in the yard, and said, "Look, that's the murder scene, a group of female killers killed my children there," I turned around and looked at Ah Han and said, "And my father-in-law won't even look at me when he comes to see me, if, I died here yesterday-" I looked at Ah Han and said word by word, "The murder is you." ”

Ah Han's eyes fluctuated, and he almost wanted to open his mouth, but he just looked at me distressedly. I smiled sadly: "Ah Han, how do you let me understand you and tolerate you?" ”

Ah Han called me softly, "Xi'er." ”

I just turned away, didn't look at him, and asked, "You knew that the kidnapper was Liang Pu, right?" ”

Ah Han probably didn't expect me to ask this, so he paused for a moment and said a soft "um".

I chuckled lightly, "You didn't say anything, you didn't do anything," I tilted my head, looked at Ah Han, and asked, "So, in the way of Liang Xiang, even if something happened to me at the time, you wouldn't care, right?" ”

Ah Han said softly, "Xi'er-" I interrupted, "So that time just happened to be right?" Do I want to thank God? ”

Ah Han shook his head, frowned and said softly, "No, Xi'er." ”

I said softly, "Forget it, it's all over," I closed my eyes and said lightly, "I still have a lot of knots, I don't want to say anything to you at this time, let's just sit quietly for a while." ”

Ah Han didn't say anything, just sat quietly with me for a long time, said a few words to Miao Wu and left.

Ah Han's figure gradually faded away, taking away a trace of depression from me, I don't know why I feel this way, it should be that I haven't come out of those pains yet.