After Ah Han left, I sat by myself for a while and then went back to the house. The day passed quickly, and I went to bed early.

It was just close to midnight when he woke up suddenly. Since Liang Yuer brought people in, my sleep has become more and more shallow, and I will wake up with a little turmoil. When I woke up, I sat up, and I clearly heard the sound of people walking around outside the window, and I was very scared when I heard it.

Miao Wu came in with a candle and motioned for me to look outside at the shadow of the moonlight on the window lattice, and it was indeed someone outside. Miao Wu and I were still scared, and the ** outside found that the two outside had woken up, so they knocked on the window, and Miao Wu was so frightened that her hands trembled, and even the candle flame was shaking.

The person outside whispered: "Yun'er, are you awake?" ”

As soon as I heard the voice of the Queen Mother, I hurriedly agreed: "Awake!" Awake too! Saying that, he told Miao Wu to open the door, and Miao Wu put down the candlestick and opened the door.

As soon as the Queen Mother came in, I had mixed feelings and almost wanted to cry. The Queen Mother was still wearing homely clothes, her hair was gray, there was still soil hanging on her clothes, and she was clutching a small burden in her hands. As soon as she came in and saw me, she smiled and said, "I'm just afraid of startling you, I don't dare to knock on the door, but I just linger under the porch." ”

Miao Wu went to pour tea, and when she saw the Queen Mother coming, she was naturally overjoyed. The depression of these days was swept away, handed the tea to the Queen Mother, and said with a smile: "The Queen Mother will only knock on the door in the future, but it is the sneaky outside the window that scares us enough!" ”

The Queen Mother just smiled and drank tea, and said, "Look at this girl, I haven't seen her for a few days, and she is still so powerful!" ”

Miao Wu smiled, the Queen Mother put down the tea, sighed, and said: "I live in a simple place, I don't know what crime you have suffered, but I just saw that you have not come for a long time, so I asked people to inquire that you came here," the Queen Mother said lightly, "Fortunately, I know that you are a person with great grace, and you will not be wronged here, so I put my mind at ease." ”

Miao Wu just smiled reluctantly: "I'm thinking about the Queen Mother, but I can't get out at the moment." ”

The Queen Mother looked at Miao Wu with a smile and said, "I'm still thinking about you, if your master stays here any longer, what will your in-laws do?" ”

Miao Wu just turned her back slightly, her face was a little red, and I was also reminded of the old things, so I grabbed the Queen Mother's hand and said: "What the Queen Mother said is exactly, now that I am here, please pay more attention to Miao Wu, if there are good people, I will rest assured." ”

Miao Wu just turned her back to her and didn't speak, the Queen Mother nodded with a smile, and said seriously: "Naturally, this girl I like tightly, I naturally want to take a good look," said and said, "I like her, just like my little grandson in your belly." ”

Miao Wu listened, turned around slightly, just smiled reluctantly, looked at me, saw that I didn't speak, and was afraid that the Queen Mother would be anxious after hearing a lot of things, so she just poured tea on the side and didn't say anything. I smiled softly at the Queen Mother: "What are you still thinking about me doing? You're the one who makes people miss it. ”

The Queen Mother shook her head as she spoke, and said, "Didn't I come to see you?" Let's stop worrying about each other. ”

Miao Wu looked for a conversation and asked, "Queen Mother, how did you get in?" It's been tightly sealed lately. ”

The Queen Mother smiled mischievously: "Of course I know that this place is tightly sealed, and I came in over the wall." ”

When Miao Wu heard this, she was startled, and said unhappily: "The Queen Mother, you are really, you said that if you bump into it, what should you do?" ”

The Queen Mother smiled: "Don't you think I'm good? ”

I also smiled helplessly and said, "Queen Mother, we still have a chance to meet again, I can't worry about this or twice, you are like this, I am restless." ”

The Queen Mother waved her hand and said, "What is it worth!" As he spoke, he picked up the burden in his hand and said, "Look at this." The Queen Mother opened the burden in her hand, and inside was a piece of delicately embroidered baby clothes, with belly pockets and small clothes. The embroidered blessing characters on it, the needles and needles are exquisite, and it can be seen that a lot of work has been done.

The Queen Mother showed me one by one, and said with a smile: "I haven't touched this for a long time, and my fingers don't touch the spring water, I'm afraid you don't like it," the Queen Mother took the little belly pocket and said, "This little belly pocket, I have hidden all the legs, and the child will not be too rough to wear, I have embroidered a lot when I was a child, and even Concubine Chen praised me for embroidering well at that time." ”

The skill of that little belly pocket is indeed exquisite, if my child is still here, I will never ask him to wear other clothes, he must wear the queen mother. It's just that now when I look at this dress, I feel very piercing. It's just that the Queen Mother is kind-hearted, I can't let her down the old man, and she came so happily, if she was poured a basin of cold water, wouldn't she be even sadder than me?

I just nodded, took it, smiled and didn't speak. The Queen Mother panicked: "Is there something unsatisfactory?" Yun'er, what do you like, the queen mother embroidered it for you," he said, picking up another piece and said, "This one, this one is better than the one just now, I embroidered it last, you see, is the foot of the formation much more evenly proportioned?" ”

The Queen Mother held it to show me, I smiled and nodded, but I didn't know if it was too much, I endured it, and the big tears fell on the clothes, and the Queen Mother was just panicked and didn't know what to do. Miao Wu turned her face away and didn't speak, I looked at the Queen Mother and cried for a long time: "The Queen Mother ......"

I don't know how to tell the Queen Mother about the things that have happened in the past few days, I am aggrieved and moved.

I lost my favorite child, and my relationship with Ah Han began to be at a loss, but the appearance of Li Rongrong still made me feel extremely moved. And the queen mother, the old man came over the wall at night, just to give the little clothes embroidered day and night to my baby. It's late at night, the cold palace is remote, the walls are steep, I don't know how a pampered person like the queen mother can climb over, even if she is not pampered, it is not easy to climb such a high wall in the middle of the night at such an age.

We people always fail to recognize good and bad, often recognize good people as bad people, and regard strangers as confidants. I didn't see Liang Yuer clearly, nor did I see myself clearly, let alone the many people around me.

The Queen Mother just saw that I was crying sadly, so she gently caressed me and said, "Yun'er, the queen mother can also see it, you didn't cry because of this, have you suffered a lot of grievances?" Talk to the queen mother, don't hold it in your heart. Although the queen mother can't do anything, the queen mother really treats you as a daughter and really feels sorry for you. ”

I know that the suffering in the Queen Mother's heart will not be less than mine, but I don't know how to say to the Queen Mother and how to cry.

I could only cry, for so long, I endured it, I thought I had no tears left. But now I know that I am numb, not without tears, and my tears are many, but they all flow into the bottom of my heart.

Miao Wu also sobbed softly, knelt at the feet of the Queen Mother, and said, "The Queen Mother, our girl's child...... No ......."

The Queen Mother's face changed suddenly, and she asked, "What are these words?" When did it not? Why not? ”

Miao Wu sobbed, "I didn't do it a few days ago," Miao Wu held the Queen Mother's knee and cried, "Liang Yuer brought many people here and forcibly poured abortion pills into our girl...... Our girl's child...... It's gone......"

Miao Wu's words made the room fall silent, the night became thicker, the moonlight was long gone, and everything was silent, because I didn't know what to do, not because I really had nothing to say.

The Queen Mother was just stunned, and sighed for a long time: "It's a sin......"

A soft sigh pushed away the dusty memories. The years have gone all the way, and I have been so many years at a time. From the ignorance and novelty at the beginning, to the current heart is like water, I am probably too tired.

The battle for the throne that used to be just printed in history textbooks with square lead characters really unfolded before my eyes, and the blood dripping with that dripping blood is really unforgettable. In the deep palace, I should have understood too many vicissitudes of life, and I have seen a lot of people's unpredictability, in the end, what has come from this millennium, is it my fate or my sin?

From the moment I woke up here, I wasn't that me anymore, I should have realized the cruelty and ruthlessness here, but I realized it too late. By the time I was late, I had already lost almost everything, so I didn't have the fighting spirit to snatch it anymore.

Seeing that Miaowu was just crying, the Queen Mother gently touched Miaowu's hair and sighed: "I have been in this deep palace for so many years, what do I not know......" The Queen Mother sighed, "I didn't expect that my own niece has done such a thing now, so how can I have the face to meet the ancestors of our Liang family?" The Queen Mother laughed as she spoke, and said with a sad smile, "I haven't had the face to meet you for a long time...... From the time the eldest brother killed the second brother, I didn't have the face to meet my ancestors, and I listened to my father's words and suppressed this matter. It's just that I didn't expect that there really is a father and a son, and Yu'er turned out to be such a child......"

My tears kept falling, and such a bloody scene was revealed again. I don't know how long it will take for such scars to heal, and I don't know when this bloody storm will end, I only know how I feel at the moment, so painful and sad.

Seeing the Queen Mother's lost appearance, Miao Wu also gently stopped crying, and just said: "The Queen Mother, now that it's all over, don't be sad, the wood is already in the boat, and the girl has also let go." ”

The Queen Mother said lightly: "I'm so old, what else can't I see?" It's just a sigh...... "The Queen Mother looked at Miao Wu and said," Yu'er...... She...... What exactly was done? ”

Miao Wu looked at me, I sighed, smiled softly, and nodded. Since the Queen Mother wants to know, I will no longer hide it, Liang Yuer's attitude towards the Queen Mother has already made the Queen Mother sad. At this time, I don't tell the Queen Mother about this matter, but I am afraid that the Queen Mother will also think about it day and night.