Life is uncertain, and looking back has been the end of the world

"That kid is quicksand?"

Ah Sheng's face was compassionate, her eyes lowered to look at the sleeping quicksand, and her black hair covered her little face, no wonder every time she saw this child, she always felt sad in her heart.

She raised her eyes to look at Gu Cheng, with tears in her eyes; Gu Cheng didn't answer, but there were tears in his eyes that slowly gathered together, and then slowly slipped down.

That year, his father was imprisoned, his mother was sick, Ah Sheng went crazy, Yiyi died, Xu Fei broke with him, he was riddled with huge debts, and the child was young Xu Qiu held the child and said to him: "Ah Cheng, I may not be able to be a good wife, but I will definitely be a good mother, Quicksand is Yiyi's daughter and my daughter." ”

Three years later, he and Xu Qiu got married, and their lives were dull, like stagnant water, and they never had the slightest wave. Yiyi's death has made him unable to fall in love with other people anymore.

On the day of Yiyi's burial, Yiyi's parents cried and died, and he had a dream that night.

In the dream, he returned to the cemetery in September 06, he carried her home, she was close to his neck, and they kept walking, and the road seemed to never come to an end, although tired, but they were happy with each other.

Her soul seemed to return to him that night, lying beside him, caressing his face, and whispering to him, "Big brother, I'm back." ”

Wake up and the pillow is wet. He knew that this time, he had really lost her.

Everyone is changing, either him or Ah Sheng.

Ah Sheng is no longer an innocent and quiet little girl, no longer muddy, her eyes have begun to have vicissitudes and indifference, and few people in this world can make her happy anymore.

Life is very peaceful, and if you are not familiar with it, you will not be able to see what life has brought and what it has taken away unconsciously.

Gu Cheng walked to the cabinet and took out a delicate box from inside, because of its age, the box could vaguely see mottled traces.

Ah Sheng's heart suddenly hurt very much, and there was a mist floating shallow in his eyes.

It was a violin, Yiyi finally fulfilled her promise, she bought it, and once showed it to Xu Qiu in the mountains, she smiled and said: "You don't know the way, Ah Sheng's violin plays very well." ”

So proud, as if the person who praised it was herself.

In the middle of the night, it was raining, and the icy rain wet Ah Sheng's face, so that she couldn't tell whether it was rain or tears flowing from her face.

Chen Yu opened the car door and saw her holding the violin, so tight, as if she wanted to melt it into her body.

On the way back, after a long silence, Ah Sheng suddenly asked Chen Yu: "What do you think people live for?" ”

"It's hard to say." Chen Yu said, looked at Ah Sheng in the back seat, and asked sincerely: "What do you think people live for?" ”

"It's for a better life."

She always felt that Yiyi had not left her, the quicksand continued Yiyi's life, and when she saw that child, the warmth in her heart was like that of a girl, as if Yiyi was by her side.

When leaving, Gu Cheng asked her, "Have you already decided to divorce Han Yu?" ”

A person's heart can't be divided into two halves, she fell in love with Lu Zichu first, so the others became the scenery along the way, and she had seen too many women stepping on two boats, and she would only make her feelings very barren after reaching the end.

After so many years, pain has long become a luxury for her, she doesn't even have the strength to scream and abuse, she is really tired and just wants a simple life.

At the age of 27, sometimes when she looks at herself in the mirror, she mistakenly thinks that she is 72 years old, but before she knows it, she is so old

Back at the scenery villa, there was a TV in the living room, Lu Zichu was sitting on the sofa watching the night news, and there was a cup of strong tea in front of him.

The screen light shone on his face, with an inexplicable attraction, and she suddenly realized that after the New Year, he was about to be 32 years old, but their lives didn't seem to have begun yet.

When she came back, Lu Zichu knew the truth, can you say that he was relieved? It's not that he doesn't know that she is in the Han family, it's not that he doesn't know that Gu Cheng is here, but he thinks she will always come back, so he waits patiently!

When she came back, Lu Zichu could do a lot of things, cooking by himself, and the food was cold, only to find that he hadn't eaten a few bites; Watching TV, changing the channel one after another, she is not there, and it is difficult for him to settle down.

"Wait for me?" She smiled faintly.

"I drank too much strong tea and couldn't sleep."

Lu Zichu also smiled, leaning on the sofa to look at her, as if he was spying on her emotions, if it was good, he was happy to look at it, if it was not good, I was afraid that it was time to find a way to comfort her.

He told the lie too lamely, and he didn't care if she would expose it.

The calm tone, no resentment, no displeasure, even the eyes that looked up at her were warm.

He beckoned to her.

Sitting down beside him, she put the violin on the coffee table, and without asking her the origin of the violin, he raised his hand and touched her hair first, which was a little wet, and then touched her clothes, which were damp.

Only then did I realize that it was raining outside.

He asked, "Have you eaten?" ”

"Nope."

Lu Zichu pulled her up and urged her to go back to the room to take a shower and change clothes, Ah Sheng bent down and picked up the violin, returned to the bedroom, sat for a long time, and then walked into the bathroom

Ah Sheng went downstairs, and Lu Zichu was still in the kitchen