Cruel introspection, beautiful to barren [4000]
From late September to the end of September 2006, Gu Cheng repeatedly postponed his return to China, and was with Yiyi, ignoring the existence of time.
Obviously said that he would leave that day, Yiyi sent him to the station, the time was still early, he said: "I'll send you back, and then rush over." ”
The car changed its route halfway through and returned to the hotel, where it continued to stay, with physical indulgence and spiritual redemption.
His boss, an American, had been urging him back and forth several times, and each time he would say something like this: "Kevin, two days, I can only give you two days, and if I can't see you in two days, I can only tell you to see you again." He"
Straightforward words, Gu Cheng listened to it, and he would smile faintly.
The boss won't fire him easily, and he tried his best to dig him up to the office, but how could he let him go? A person's growth is related to family education, but this is not the determining factor, the most important thing is to depend on the individual.
To a certain extent, he and Ah Sheng are very similar people, and the Gu family brothers and sisters are very famous in the county, because they were the top students in the college entrance examination that year. Studying in the United States, except for holidays, Gu Cheng hardly sees his relatives, he scatters all his time on his studies, often has no time to sleep for extra courses, he can get a scholarship every year with his own efforts, and his grades are among the best, but he doesn't want to add burden to his parents.
Some people are born academic stars, such as Gu Sheng, such as Gu Cheng. Simple shirt, dark linen pants, brown leather shoes, calm and gentle temperament, and mature in the greetings.
Such a man is destined to have someone willing to die for his love, right?
In less than half a month, when he writes E-mails to American customers, she will help him iron his shirt very smoothly, fold it neatly, and put it on the bed.
Occasionally, if you don't see her walking around the room, you will find that she is already asleep in bed.
Very greedy for such a moment, he knew that she would be a good wife, not demanding, able to live a plain life with him, if he was lucky, he was willing to hold these hands for a lifetime.
When it was time to leave, it was still her who sent him away, and he said, "Yiyi, you wait for my call." ”
If he called, it would be good news, when he couldn't be with her, he was still entangled with Xu Qiu, which was unfair to the three of them.
She whispered, "Okay." ”
Yiyi felt very sad, after the car left, she sat in the car hall, raised her hand to cover her face, and tears slowly slipped down her fingers.
When Gu Cheng left, she was afraid, afraid that he would not come back, afraid that the reverie for the future was just a dream
After being silent for three days, Gu Xingyuan said to Gu Cheng: "Ah Cheng, your feelings, Dad can't be the master, but Xu Qiu is not in good health, you have to deal with the breakup well, if you have something to say, don't make a fuss." ”
When it comes to feelings, Xu Qiu is resolute, Gu Cheng cares about her body, and tries to talk to her calmly every time, but in exchange for countless heartbreaks.
Sick twice, he looked at her sleeping peacefully on the hospital bed, and sadly found that she didn't need anything except love, and she didn't hesitate to gamble with her life in order to protect this "love".
Xu Qiu's mother knelt down with him: "Kevin, I am such a daughter, if you leave her, she will die." ”
He felt like a fish that had been caught ashore, enjoying the inability to save himself in the sun.
If love is needed for Xu Qiu to fulfill it with self-abandonment, I am afraid that I will not be happy.
The boss said, "Kevin, are you okay?" ”
"Okay." He heard him say so.
On the crowded street, he walks quietly, and occasionally sees a black-haired Asian face, and he can't help but smile at himself.
But Yiyi hasn't contacted her for a month.
Xu Qiu ran away from home, when she heard the news, it was still early in the morning in San Francisco, Gu Cheng and Xu's parents all put down their jobs, she had a few college girlfriends, not the same country, Xu Qiu's mother said that Xu Qiu was hospitalized a few days ago and was still talking to her, saying that she missed them very much.
Scattered search, there is no return date, Gu Cheng has forgotten the date, and found Xu Qiu, it was in a local hospital in Germany, she became ill at night, in the case of lack of oxygen, respiratory failure, if it wasn't for her classmates to find out early, I'm afraid that something would have happened a long time ago.
When she saw Gu Cheng, she smiled and cried: "When I was short of oxygen, I was thinking, it would be good if I died, and I wouldn't pester you if I died." I'm alive, and it's only going to drag you and my parents down."
Gu Cheng's right hand was tightly grasped by her, and she regarded him as the only straw to survive.
He smiled, but lost his words.
called Yiyi in the hospital, and after she asked who he was, she seemed to have a premonition in the face of his silence, and she was silent for a long time.
After a long time, her slightly hoarse laughter came from the phone, reassuring him: "It's okay, from late September to the end of September, you gave me happiness that I have never had, and you don't know how grateful I am to you." ”
The humble tone made him hold the microphone and cry silently, she heard it, and wanted to stand beside him and touch and comfort him, but she just said calmly and meaninglessly: "Big brother, don't be sad, I don't blame you, really." ”
The first person to hang up was her, Germany and China, who held the microphone and burst into tears; She clutched her phone and finally started crying loudly