Chapter 11 I don't want love to be a burden

When he woke up again, it was already night, his body had changed into clean clothes, his wounds had been properly treated and bandaged, his eyes were no longer stinging and uncomfortable with gauze as they were at noon, and he was now in his tent. As soon as his body moved, he pulled the wound and felt painful.

"Master, you're awake!" Xiao Qian was adding charcoal fire to the side, heard the sound on the bed, watched the dance all night excitedly, helped him sit up, and put a pillow behind him for him to lean on.

"Xiaoqian, why are you here, how is the situation in Ercheng?"

"Master, I came back after receiving the notice from the Netherworld, and Lu Yi also rushed back, so rest assured, everything is fine."

"Hmm." They will definitely come back, they are different from him, everything is in the first place with Feng Haoxuan. It was he who brought them into the affairs of the imperial court. "Did the Night King bring me here?" After a while, the dance asked again.

"The Night King brought his master back."

"Where is he now?"

"Back to the master, the Night King's face is not very good, and he has stayed in the tent since he brought the master back, and he has not come out until now, and he has not eaten dinner." This afternoon, when Wu was sent back overnight, he was already unconscious, and the wounds on his body were simply medicated and bandaged, and after a little thought, he knew that the master was a man's business, and the Night King already knew.

"Really? What about those people? ”

"They were all killed, only the leader fled."

"Hmm." That person, inexplicably familiar.

After discovering the plan today, the Netherworld did not arrive in time, and it is obvious that the Nether, who is in charge of the secret guard, has been killed. Whoever they are, he will avenge them.

"By the way, who helped me treat Xiaoqian?"

"Back to the master, your injuries were bandaged by Xiaoqian herself, but the medicine was taken by Dr. Chen."

"Did he say anything?"

"He said he was just a doctor, he only healed."

"Hmm... Xiaoqian, you go down, I want to take a break. ”

"Yes! Xiao Qian and Lu Yi are guarding the master outside! ”

He knew that something had happened at noon, and Xiao Qian and Lu Yi would not leave him in a short time, so let them go.

This Doctor Chen has obviously noticed that he is a man, but since he said so, it means that he will not publicize it. is obviously a person with excellent medical skills, but he only stays in a small medical hall, and there must be a reason for it.

Feng Haoye, doesn't he want to come to see him?

Yes, knowing that falling in love with a person of the same sex would be disgusting to normal people. Wasn't Feng Haoxuan the same in the past......

No, it's still a little different. At that time, Feng Haoxuan was not only hit by falling in love with a man, but at the same time, he was ruthlessly forced by his own words to resent himself and leave himself. In fact, thinking about it now, if it wasn't for the words he said too harshly, Feng Haoxuan would not have been so angry and humiliated himself. It's just that I couldn't help myself at that time, so I could only do this.

And now? They are no longer in Miao Valley, and without the constraints of clan rules, is it okay?

No, no, he shouldn't ignore it, he waited for a long time, and he only thought that if Feng Haoxuan fell in love with him one day, he would be able to accompany him for the rest of his life. However, this is ancient times, it is the Dafeng Dynasty, and Feng Haoxuan is the emperor of this Dafeng. They still have no chance, no future. Even if Feng Haoxuan really loves him, he doesn't care. He also didn't want Feng Haoxuan to be infamous on his back and be insulted by his people.

Love is harder than not loving!

Maybe he had subconsciously believed that Feng Haoxuan hated him before, so although he was looking forward to it, he never thought that Feng Haoxuan would love him one day. But now, with that hazy certainty, he was suddenly afraid, perhaps, his persistence will make Feng Haoxuan follow suit, what should Feng Haoxuan do when the time comes?

He is the burden of the world and the people, should he be a sinner?

When you can't get it, you have the courage to pursue it, but when you can have it, you're afraid, because if you have it, you don't want to lose it, and you don't want love to become a burden!

"Haoxuan ......"

This night fell the last snow before Chinese New Year's Eve, and the busy city was so quiet at night, so quiet that the sound of snowflakes falling on the tent was exceptionally clear. It's a blessing to be able to sleep peacefully in the midst of natural disasters.

Wu Yiyi's eyes were temporarily blind, lying on the bed, it was dark, and occasionally the sound of the charcoal fire cracking, as well as Xiao Qian's slight coughing outside the tent, and Lu Yi's slightly concerned words.

Since saving Xiaoqian two years ago, this girl has endured a lot of hardships, and she has been practicing martial arts with Lu Yi, and she has improved by leaps and bounds in just two years, and her martial arts are a few points higher than those of the Netherworld, and the price is that she is full of pain. I don't know why she is working so hard. Lu Yi likes her, she likes her very introvertedly. I just hope that one day something happens, whether it's Ai Qi or Xiaoqian, there will always be someone to rely on.

After he goes back this time, he will confess everything, Feng Haoxuan, whether he loves it or not, he should know. Miao Gu can't go back easily, and it's a big deal to hide in the mountains and forests in the end.

If, Feng Haoxuan is in love, if, because love will make Feng Haoxuan infamous through the ages, he is unwilling......

"Xiaoqian, Lu Yi, come in, it's snowing outside, it's cold."

"Master, you are the county lord, this is unreasonable!"

"It's all right, come in and talk together."

Xiao Qian and Lu Yi entered the tent, bringing a cold wind and the smell of snowflakes.

"Sit down."

"Yes!"

"Xiaoqian, Lu Yi, we have known each other for more than two years, I can't repay you for your efforts in the past two years, or just a pretentious thank you!"

"Master, don't say that, if it wasn't for the master two years ago, I would have been sent to the palace a long time ago, and now I don't know where to be a slave, and it's not necessarily whether I have a life or not."

"Maybe it's the imperial concubine?"

"Master, don't make fun of Xiaoqian, there are some things that others don't know, but we still know it with our master......"

Yes, even if he didn't say it, they all understood it, and they still helped him wholeheartedly, obeyed him, and didn't see him as an outlier.

"Lu Yi, you have been working on the Angel Garden for the past two years, and now even the ghost building and the business house are all in your hands, hard work."

"The master is a person admired by his subordinates, and his subordinates are willing to follow their masters. The master is assured to do what he wants to do, and his subordinates will always follow the master. ”

The appearance of the dance night allowed them to get rid of the dark control of the elders in front of the ghost building, and even made the ghost building end the bloody decade of killing. In the past, when the Ghost Mansion was controlled by several elders, it was an extremely dark and terrifying time. The ghost building is taboo for other gangs, and those who refuse to accept it will either die at the hands of the elders, or be expelled from the ghost building and die in other gangs.

Although they have been their masters for dancing for two years, they don't just treat them as subordinates. He could have stabbed himself by an enemy in order to save the life of one more member. Even the lowest-ranking members never gave up on them when something unexpected happened to them.

And now, if someone doesn't want to continue his career as a killer, as long as he signs a lifetime confidentiality agreement before leaving the Ghost Building, the Ghost Building will be responsible for arranging a new identity for him to let him go, which was unheard of before. This approach gives them a hope, rather than having to go down the path of killers for the rest of their lives, whether they want to or not. When you are old, you will eventually die at the hands of your enemies or your descendants.

In the past, whenever an orphan was sent to the ghost building, he was trained to be a killer, an intelligence officer, a meticulous worker, or even a dead soldier. Now the dance has sent them all to the Angel Garden, teaching them the kung fu of self-defense, as well as the knowledge and the ability to make a living. When they are 10 years old, let them choose whether they want to go down this path or not.

This is the best psychological solace for all the killers in the ghost building, who are all orphans and yearn for the warmth of their families. It is not terrible for a killer to have love, only with love can he have flesh and blood, and only then can he understand the preciousness of life. Cultivating a person into a cold-blooded tool to kill others is sad, and you can't do it overnight.

"It's almost the Chinese New Year...... Lu Yi, in the future, the Ghost Building, the Angel Garden, and the trading house, you will have to pay more attention to it. Xiaoqian, you will also share more for Lu Yi in the future. As soon as Brother Lu Yan left, he didn't hear from him for half a year, and he didn't know what was going on......"

Lu Yi and Xiao Qian looked at each other suspiciously, and they both felt that tonight's master seemed to be so strange, why did they have nothing to explain this, haven't they always done this?

"Master, don't worry, we will do our best to assist the master."

"Hmm. You can be on your own without me. ”

The two looked at each other even more.

Dancing all night is actually just a precaution, he wants to be with Feng Haoxuan, but no one dares to guarantee what the future will look like. Can this world accept him?

"The children in the Angel Garden are lovely, take care of them...... And Ai Qi, a stupid boy, has been angry with me recently, so it's better not to let him get involved in the ghost building in the future. ”

He could feel that Ai Qi's killing aura was very heavy, perhaps related to his past experience. He only hopes that Ai Qi can live simply, just like Wang Ma explained, the life of an ordinary person.

"Master, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Qian asked worriedly. Dancing all night with gauze wrapped around his eyes, today none of them could see his heart from his clear eyes. In the past, I used to dance all night and often get together with them as if it was a family routine, but I didn't see him say this so emotionally as he does today, and I always felt a little strange.

"It's okay, it's just lying in bed bored and looking for something to say. Hey, tired, go down. ”

"But master, in case—"

"It's okay, they won't come, and I was careless during the day today. Lu Yi, take Xiaoqian down to rest. ”

"Yes!"

Lu Yi stopped Xiao Qian and took her away from the tent.

"Don't think I don't know, go down and rest!"

Dancing in the tent all night and talking loudly. Xiao Qian shrank her head, her back was numb, and Lu Yi looked at her with a funny face. still wants to guard secretly, knowing that her careful thinking will be recognized.

"What the master said and did has his own reason, Xiaoqian, don't be foolish, there are some things, we have only seen part of it."

"I know ......"

Her master's first catastrophe in this life may be because of Feng Haoxuan, and she can only watch it approach day by day...... The master said it, but he could only see it, but he couldn't say it...... Only by letting it develop can there be unexpected results.

Stargazers, know the future, the future is not necessarily immutable, however, it cannot be forced.