Chapter 12 I'd rather die and turn into dust
"Is the Night King still unwilling to come?"
"Master......"
"Xiaoqian, go get busy, I'll go find him personally."
"Yes!"
It's been five days, Feng Haoye has avoided him for five days, and although they are very close, Feng Haoye hasn't come to see him for a day. He lay in bed for five days, if it weren't for his special physique, how could such a serious injury heal so quickly. It's been five days, and it's time to make everything clear.
"Night King, are you there?"
Wu Yiye stood outside Feng Haoye's tent, through a curtain, he knew that Feng Haoye was inside, but he seemed to plan to continue to avoid him.
"Night King, if you really don't want to see me, then I won't be in front of you. I'm sorry I lied to you! β
"Wait!"
He hasn't gone far yet.
Feng Hao called him at night, then he wouldn't lose this friend.
Feng Haoye lifted the curtain and revealed half of his body, covering his face very skillfully. "It's cold outside, come in and talk." After speaking, he didn't wait for the dance to pass all night, and turned around and went inside. After dancing all night, what I saw was Feng Haoye's back.
"I want to know if the Imperial Brother knows?"
It turned out that he was actually worried about Feng Haoxuan at this time?
"I didn't know before, but I probably know now."
"Yes......" I knew, and still chased it out and sent it ten miles away.
Dancing all night is a man, the love between men and women is not tolerated, why is his royal brother so stupid? However, he himself does not seem to be in a position to say this...... After thinking about it for five days, it seems that I still can't get away from it and can't get disgusted......
"Dance all night, make a trick on the night of Qixi Festival, are you dancing deliberately?"
"Yes! But I just want toβ"
"Just want to get close to my royal brother, don't you?"
"Yes...... Sorry, Night King.
Wu Yiye's answer was so direct, Feng Haoye's hand was tightly clenched. I'm sorry? Why be sorry? Originally, I never put my heart on him after dancing all night, and I didn't express anything. At the beginning, Wu refused again and again all night, but he tried his best to meet him, and even invited him into the Night King's Mansion. Actually, it was he who helped Dance to distance himself from his royal brother all night.
"When the imperial brother disappeared two years ago, you saved him?"
"It's me."
"Understood. I don't blame you for dancing all night, I think you have your own considerations for hiding your identity. I can understand it intellectually, but emotionally I'm still a little uncomfortable. So I'm sorry I haven't been able to see you for a few days. β
"The Night King makes me feel more guilty when you say that."
"Guilt has always been my wishful thinking." The words are full of depression. "Do you love my royal brother?"
"Love!"
Feng Haoye couldn't help laughing at himself and asked a little redundant, if he didn't love it, how could he hide his identity and stay with his imperial brother, but he didn't understand, why did he do this after dancing all night?
"Brother Huang loves you too......"
"I, I'm not sure." didn't hear Feng Haoxuan say it himself, he didn't dare to let himself be full of luck and hope for happiness.
"Why do you say that?"
"Because, there is a misunderstanding between us, there are unpleasant memories......"
I don't know what it is, but maybe it's the reason why I want to hide myself all night long.
"I don't know what you have between you, but you have to know that it is taboo for men to be in love with men, do you understand?"
"Night King, what if I want to be with the Emperor?"
"Three hundred years ago, Emperor Taixing of the Dafeng Dynasty also fell in love with a man, and then the Xingyu Kingdom invaded Dafeng, and the people were smoky, and the people were struggling to make a living. The man in love with Emperor Taixing was regarded as a demon of disaster, and finally the emperor was forced to abdicate, and his lover was burned alive as a demon, and Emperor Taixing also died of depression three days later...... Now that Xingyu Kingdom is about to move, dance all night, can you afford the price of love? β
He didn't want to scare the dance all night, he was really worried, and the current situation really looked like a reenactment of the story recorded in the history books. If he is in love with his royal brother after dancing overnight, he will not stop it, if his royal brother can be happy. It's just that his royal brother is the emperor, carrying all the people on his back and shouldering the foundation of this big phoenix. If history repeats itself, how can they be happy?
"The Night King is just wishful thinking on my part, the Emperor has said that I am his disgrace, and he will only hate me. That's not going to happen! "Even if there is a hint of whatever, Feng Haoxuan loves him, he will not let this happen.
Wishful thinking? He knows, no. From the fact that his royal brother frequented the secret room, from the love that was more and more evident when his royal brother now watched the dance all night, he knew it was not. His royal brother loves to dance all night.
In the past, he often saw Feng Haoxuan's gaze always inadvertently catching the dance all night, and at the beginning, Feng Haoxuan's eyes were full of doubts and confusion. Previously he didn't understand why, but now he completely understood.
Although he was shocked and saddened to be a man at the end of the night, he had accepted it that night. What he has been thinking about these days is what to do with Feng Haoxuan in the future?
They face all kinds of trials and life and death choices. Even if they resolutely choose to be together, it will not come to fruition, there is no one in this world who can tolerate them.
He could not imagine the suffering that awaited them.
"Dance all night, if the royal brother loves you, do you choose to stay with him or give up and leave?"
Together, or away?
If you love, you still have to make a choice, but both choices are so sad. Together, they have to face thousands of accusations and infamy. Feng Haoxuan, as an emperor, is burdened with more and more. If you want to leave, the pain of life and death is better than death.
"I don't want to leave, and I don't want him to be caught up in the fingers of the world and not tolerated by the world. Even if I live in the skin of a woman all my life, I will stay by his side, even if I live in darkness forever, it is good for me to be able to look at him. If there really is a day, I would rather die and turn into dust than protect him. β
Did he love his royal brother so much? That's how he's been living for more than two years. With a woman's skin, he carefully hid himself, accompanied his imperial brother, and secretly looked at his imperial brother. How precious this love is!
This person, even if he is a man, is just a man who makes people just want to love, how can they be disgusted.
History is just history, let the future take its course, he likes to dance all night, he prefers his royal brothers, he wants them to be happy.
"I'll help you!"
Feng Haoye finally turned around and watched the dance all night, he smiled, not like before. My cheeks are a little sunken, and I have been very distressed for the past few days.
"The Night King... Don't you think I'm disgusting? β
"Stupid, who am I? The Night King who lingers in the red dust (rather the wind and dust), what haven't you seen? This time it was just a little sudden! You dance all night, don't say you're a man, even if you're a goblin and ghost, I can accept it! β
He really said that he was right, Hua Tianguo, isn't he just a ghost in another world!
"Don't worry, I'll help you."
"Night King, if it is really that difficult, I will not let the emperor fall into deep danger."
"What, you want to keep hiding?"
"It's either hiding or maintaining the status quo."
"Hehe, whatever you want." thought that even if he had to run away after dancing all night, his royal brother would not be willing.
"Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, let's go, lively!" Having said so much, it's just speculation, even if there really is a day, how can it be avoided. After all, this time is only the most emotional.
"Night King, I'm bearing the title of county lord, so you just go out with me?"
"Uh... Hehe......" Feng Haoye smiled and put down the hand that was on the shoulder of the dance, and was depressed in his heart, just wanting to eat some tofu. In the past, I was afraid of the defense of 'men and women', but now I can't do it even with men!
This night, it was snowy.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, open heart, unwilling to abandon, unwilling to leave, love is unbearable. Worry about the future, sigh for the present, blessings and misfortunes, how can you avoid it, and wait and see what happens.
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The south suffered a snow disaster, and although the Chinese New Year's Eve banquet this year was also grand, it was not as extravagant as before, plus it should be a day for family reunion and keeping the New Year, Feng Haoxuan ended this pretentious banquet early.
After sending the Queen Mother back to Ningshou Palace, she didn't stay, and went back to Antai Palace directly, thinking that half a month ago he was still pretending to be drunk in this dormitory and wanted to verify the identity of the dance night. It seemed that he had found nothing, but in fact, he had already got the answer he wanted, and when Feng Haoye broke in, he had clearly heard his name from the mouth of Wu Yiye.
He called his name, it was such a familiar voice, but the words that had been spoken by this voice were like knives that forced him to leave Miao Valley.
He's drunk tonight, he's really drunk.
If you don't get drunk, this lovesickness is too grinding, and I didn't know that Hua Tingguo was by my side before, but now although he is waiting for the final confirmation, it is better to say that he is waiting for Hua Tingguo to regain his confidence in him and start over with him.
He can always see Hua Tingguo calling his name sadly in his dreams every night, and even Hua Tingguo is covered in blood, and his eyes are hopeless, helpless, and struggling, which makes him feel distressed.
This time, he wants to hold Hua Tianguo well and never let go. As long as Hua Tianguo is here, he will earn a fair and honest life for Hua Tianguo!
"Phoenix Lord!" The sound of a cold wind came from outside the dormitory.
"Cold wind, have you found Lord Nangong?"
"Back to Lord Feng, my subordinates didn't find it."
"Well, let's go down."
Like the previous times, he had sent people to visit the Prime Minister's Mansion many times, and in such a big place, he couldn't find where Nangong Yu was under house arrest. In order to avoid being trapped in the formation again, he couldn't risk letting the cold wind go too far.
Nangong Yu is because of him who has been with Nangong Siquan to this point, and he didn't take Nangong Yu away last time, because he owed him.
The most ruthless is Nangong Siquan, and the ruthlessness is not as ruthless as Nangong Siquan. But I don't know that he is not ruthless, but stubborn and crazy in love!
"Your Majesty, the news of Liancheng has arrived."
"Bring it in."
took the letter in Xiao Tanzi's hand and opened it: Everything is fine, don't hang up!
Again.
This letter is dedicated to the situation of dancing all night and Feng Haoye.
Five days ago, Feng Haoxuan rested in the secret room, that night he had a dream, he dreamed that there was a person with his back to him and dancing fiercely all night, he couldn't save him, he couldn't touch him. When I woke up, I was in a cold sweat, but I didn't know how the dream ended.
From that day on, he sent people to Liancheng every day, and every day there were letters written by Feng Haoye himself, but they were all the same words: Everything is fine, don't hang up!
Why didn't you write a letter even a single night of dancing? Is it really okay? Feng Haoye, you won't lie to him, right?
Today is Chinese New Year's Eve, can you come back before the Lantern Festival?
Turning around and going to the bookcase, he wrote on the letterhead, a warm smile on the corner of his mouth.