Chapter 122: The Eve of Dawn
In fact, when he was supposed to do this special errand, Fan Jianqiang had already exclaimed in his heart: Guan Bi, it turns out that you are not a small wave in Guan Kui Bixi, but a big wonder! You'd better figure it out for yourself, is it because a girl can encounter such a rare and outrageous embarrassment because she usually does too many inhuman things? You're in luck, that's great......
Feeling the dark and carefully opening the two doors, Guan Bi walked with his legs between them, and followed behind Fan Jianqiang, pinching the corners of his clothes, and his figure was half a cut shorter.
But when I got to the outside, the question still came: where are you squatting?
Squat down on the spot, this is the door of the house, it's too inappropriate.
Moreover, Fan Jianqiang is beside him, and whether he can come out smoothly or not has to be questioned.
Go to the darkness in the distance, that's not good, it's too scary, the more you think about it, the more scared you become.
Besides, what if you really crouch down for a while, if some small animal jumps out, or someone jumps out?
Fan Jianqiang seemed to have figured out Guan Bi's thoughts, and he seemed to have become a stinky temper, and he couldn't help but whisper again: "What, you are also afraid?" People who dare to scream even strong female criminals will be afraid of the dark. Do you have any impressions of how you usually play tricks on me? Alright, come with me. When the time comes, I'll cover my ears and you just pee. Believe it? It's called deserved. I deserve to be what I am today. You deserve to be like this today......"
When he said these words, although Fan's strong voice was very small, his words were sharp and obviously mixed with anger.
In fact, he does have fire in his heart, and this anger is not mainly due to Guan Bi.
He knew that.
So, as he said this, he froze, and instead of going on, he walked to the corner of the east side.
Guan Bi muttered a few words that only she heard, and then hurriedly followed: Hey, forget it, Mulan also has such embarrassment, let alone me Guan Bi? Besides, it was still dark and almost indiscerning, so he was told to cover his ears and turn his back to him......
Everything is ready as he wishes, Guan Bi has no fear of the dark in his heart at this moment, so he quickly took off his pants behind Fan Jianqiang, who covered his ears and turned his back, and then squatted, and then ...... And then ......
However, when she was really ready to be refreshed and fast, she still dodged.
And the dodge at this moment is obviously not the dodge of the figure and words, but the kind of dodge that seems to be able to enjoy the pleasure but has to be released slowly and carefully......
So that it was really a moment of relaxation, for the first time in her life, she swallowed the paper and probed her hands, wiped it twice, then quickly lifted her pants and stood up, and immediately became angry: "What a stinky boy, I don't worry about you, chased you to the barren mountains and mountains, and saved your life, but you will take revenge!" What's more, no matter what, I'm also your sister Guan Bi. Is there such a sister as you? Do you have such an attitude towards your sister? Sister is a human being, is it wrong to pee? Don't say it's me, even if it's the Queen of England, she always has to pee, right? Sister is not only a person, but also a woman, what's wrong with women being afraid of the dark? Which royal law did you violate, and you despise me so much? Why are you angry at me? You're also a gentleman, shouldn't you accompany a woman who is afraid of the dark to pee out? What are the cows, the cows ......"
In this way, in the darkness before dawn, Guan Bi complained to Fan Jianqiang, who was still covering his ears and back, and couldn't tell if he was really angry or to hide the embarrassment just now. Moreover, her voice is still very loud, and she can even ripple melodiously in the empty mountains after she finishes speaking.
Fan Jianqiang didn't turn around immediately, but first lowered his arms, then shook his head helplessly, and then turned around: "My sister, it's not wrong for you to pee, it's the person who pees with you who is wrong, is it okay?" It's almost dawn, and if you shout like this, maybe you will wake up the little beasts in the mountains, and maybe you can wake up the people in the mountains......"
Speaking of this, Fan Jianqiang paused, but did not move.
Guan Bi vaguely discerned the face in front of him, trying to see his expression clearly, but he just couldn't see clearly.
So much so that she was a little panicked and didn't know what he wanted to do.
"Guan Bi, actually, the anger I was angry just now was not directed at you, but at myself. Yu Xiaolian left, and suddenly left, which made me a little depressed. Do you know? She is a very good girl, kind, clear, open-minded, enthusiastic, and lives my life as if it were her own. I've never met a girl like this, she's like ...... Like an angel descending on the mountains......"
"Originally, I wanted to take her to the city for a walk, so that she could feel the urban life that she had never felt when she was so old, and even must have longed for it very early on. Do you know? Xiaolian is different from you and me, completely different, almost never went to school, let alone read, so I have always admired people like me. Why do you admire? Because in her bones, she yearns for school and study all the time. Have you ever felt more or less unfortunate at times? If so, what is your misfortune......"
"I've tried to guide her to read slowly, intending to lead her in life, and even thought that when I walked into the college campus, I would definitely bring her to the college campus...... Because, I think, for ordinary people, although these are as meaningless as walking and eating, but for her, it is the most ardent dream in her heart, she is a girl who carries a schoolbag to school as a dream......"
"It's a pity that these thoughts have stayed in my mind, and I haven't had time to say ...... at all."
In this way, Fan Jianqiang seemed to have lost his mind, as if he had endless words to say, and as if he was talking to himself at all, talking to himself on the eve of the still dim dawn.
At this moment, Guan Bi is listening carefully in a state of concentration that she has never had before, listening to the intonation and frustration, listening to the emotional ups and downs, listening to the deep regret, and completely forgetting the particularly strong embarrassment just now.
This confiding is like venting, this venting is like confiding, and it makes her calm down for no reason.
Yes, you only know how to cherish when you lose, isn't this the bitterness you once had.
Didn't you do that yourself? It seems to feel like the most desolate person in the world.
However, now that I think about it, it is really unnecessary to be depressed for a person who can almost be said to be dreamy to unreal, it is completely stupid, and it is no wonder that Luo Liu always says that she is a woman.
But the Yu Xiaolian in this kid's mouth is not an image, but a real girl.
When I first came to Shili Village, I saw her with my own eyes, and she was indeed a rare woman from a beautiful mountain village, and she was really as clear, open-minded, enthusiastic, and even as good as she said.
Perhaps, between her and this kid, there were memories like childhood sweethearts.
Then, in comparison, the desolation he once had is really not worth mentioning.
Generally speaking, the main reason why Guan Bi can listen so quietly is that it arouses her mood and makes her have an emotional resonance of "the same person who has fallen from the end of the world": who would have thought that this arrogant boy would have such a delicate inner world? This is just like that, no one knows that Guan Bi, who has always been cheerful and unreliable, has always been hazy and faintly painful!
What's more, although she didn't have any relationship with Yu Xiaolian, or even any communication, just from that kid's confession, Guan Bi felt a kind of heartache.
And this heartache made her realize for the first time that her experience was so shallow, so shallow that she always ignored the real misfortunes in the real world: yes, a girl who takes carrying a schoolbag to school as a dream, if she can still give people a clear, open-minded, and enthusiastic heart, it is enough to shake all normal human nature......
PS: 8 p.m., two watches.