All night, Fan Jianqiang spent the whole night in a state that seemed real but not real, like dream but not dream.

In that state, he was calm for a while, restless for a while, cold for a while, and unbearable for a while. Sometimes, he felt that he was running in a strange plain, surrounded by Yu Xiaolian's voice and smile, but he couldn't find her......

Yes, Yu Xiaolian's sudden run away from home made it difficult for him to accept, even though she had a phone call to say goodbye.

Yes, for the first time, he found that some girls, maybe she will never make you feel thrilled, or even make you have a strong love for her, but once she leaves, you will find that the air you breathe has become thinner: it turns out that she has already had a place in her heart, and has always been fragrant with her soul and spirit!

Yes, he had already planned to bring Yu Xiaolian to Xinghua County, and led her to look around, high-rise buildings, streets and alleys, shopping malls and supermarkets, cultural squares, underwater worlds, wetland parks......

I even thought so yesterday.

So, she left suddenly, and the quiet town in her heart suddenly became empty, although it still had nothing to do with love......

Yes, in the final analysis, when he learned that Yu Xiaolian was leaving, Fan Jianqiang realized his indifference, and he could even be said to be ruthlessly indifferent to Yu Xiaolian, who was enthusiastically attached.

Is this what I intended? No.

However, it is indeed made by yourself.

It is hard to imagine what kind of psychology Yu Xiaolian chose to leave, and what kind of tossing and turning she went through.

It is no exaggeration to say that because of her attitude, Yu Xiaolian's inherent life status has changed.

I don't know exactly what it will become.

But one thing is certain, even if it is a village girl with the qualifications of a beautiful water lotus, the way out may be far more difficult than staying in place, several times more difficult.

So, in the dark night, he freed up all the space in his heart, and repeatedly recalled the first time he saw Yu Xiaolian in infinite self-blame: panting, his face was pink, his loose white shirt was folded on his chest, his eyes were like glue, and the laughter that rang out over and over again - "If you don't let Brother Eight or Two hug, that sister will let Brother Eight or Two hug, don't ...... you cheap"

In the final analysis, with Xiaolian's level of silent love for herself, she shouldn't have left.

And once she leaves, there is no doubt that the loss and regret in her heart will not be made in a day, and can even be described as despair.

It's just that she has been covering it up and not showing it.

So, who can make a woman who doesn't know how to hide at all cover up to such a field?

This credit is strong for Fan!

That's right, Fan Jianqiang was deeply guilty of self-blame, feeling that he had personally pushed a summer water lotus to the icy and snowy polar regions, and showed indifference to its withering and crying......

This is something he has never experienced, and it is also something he has not expected, and it even makes him feel suffocated!

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In the early hours of the next morning, when it was almost dawn but not dawn.

Guan Bi curled up into a shrimp shape, looked at his phone, and the time was displayed: 4:17.

This is the sixth time she has looked at her phone.

In fact, when she woke up, it was 3:36.

In fact, waking up at this point in time is certainly not a natural awakening, and there is no precedent.

More precisely, she was awakened by urine.

Holding urine is not uncommon, especially at night or early in the morning.

But this time it's rare, it's really hard to hold back, Guan Bi wants to cry.

The reason is that I also drank half a bowl of ginger soup last night, and then I was excited to close the door because I was glad that I could stay in the room, but I forgot to relieve myself before going to bed.

If you forget it, it will punish you, so that you really fall to the point where the living are about to suffocate to death.

What's more, this is an old house in Shili Village, not your own bathroom, and it is not so easy to solve the problem, especially in the middle of a nest of old men.

And the crux of the matter is that even if Guan Bi easily thought that she could go out of the room and go outside the old house to relieve herself, she didn't have the courage to walk out of the old house alone after looking at the dark sky outside the window, and listening to the "rustling" sound of the wind blowing the leaves.

It's no wonder that fear of the dark is one of the patents of girls.

This is afraid, and the more I think about it, the more afraid I become, I can only curl up in the bed, almost trembling......

Finally, looking at the sky outside the window and the time on the phone again, Guan Bi couldn't help it, and anxiously dripped a sad tear......

This is not surprising, some men with five big and three rough looks like Li Kui has crossed over, but they are as timid as a mouse in their hearts; Some girls who talk about the demons and monsters in film and television novels with relish, seem to dare to devour those demons and monsters alive, but they are scared by a small caterpillar and screams on the spot......

And at this moment, Guan Bi is encountering such embarrassment.

"Hey, you get up......"

When she couldn't bear it anymore, Guan Bi gave up the idea of starting over and enduring it again, and suddenly shouted softly in the dark.

When she whispered, she also wiped away the unassuming tears from the corners of her eyes, and then straightened her ears to listen to the reaction.

There was no reaction on the chuang, not the slightest reaction.

"Hey, get up, do you hear me......"

This time, the voice was a little louder, and it was already clearly crying.

To Guan Bi's surprise, the chuang shop seemed to move, and there was the subtle sound of the wooden board being squeezed.

So, she put aside her worries and deliberately lowered the decibels, no longer crying: "I'm suffocating, I'm dying!" Get up and take me out......"

Strangely, when she said this, Guan Bi had already begun to cry.

Half a minute later, a voice came from the chuang shop, which was also trying to lower the decibels, but it was a little impatient: "You are really annoyed! Who let you sleep in my house? In the middle of the night, it's suffocating to death, and it's going to die, what are you talking nonsense? Say, hurry! ”

In fact, Fan Jianqiang was woken up crying in ignorance, and slowly heard Guan Bi's voice, so he reprimanded regardless of the reason: I've seen something unreliable, I've never seen such an unreliable one, it's still a girl, what is called blindness, how can she come! Daddy, they are really, and they actually arranged for her to sleep in the same room with him. Now in the middle of the night, crying and crying about all kinds of death......

"I want to pee, but I'm almost suffocating, and I don't dare to go out alone. You can just go out with me. Be strong, for the sake of me just saved you last night, stay with me......" As if seeing a signal of survival in despair, Guan Bi was overjoyed, and had already changed her curled up posture to half-sitting, not to mention taking Fan Jianqiang's rebuke seriously, and even called "strong" incoherently, with all kinds of pleas.

It was only when he heard this that Fan Jianqiang understood, so he said impatiently to the vague figure in the darkness under Chuang: "Okay, don't say it." Get up, and I'll go with you......"