If I could turn back time, I would definitely not let Zhao Jun accompany me, I regret it so much, I am so useless.

The red light in the emergency room is still shining, and it is glaring and painful.

I wish it would go out in the next second, how much I wish Zhao Jun smiled and waved at me from within, how much I hope that all the frightes are just false alarms.

However, I didn't see Zhao Jun's sweet dimples, what I saw was Fang Yun's scolding and tears.

When Fang Yun came out of the blood transfusion room, she was supported by the nurse, she was very weak, and her expression was too low.

"I'm sorry." I walked to Fang Yun's side, tried my best, and mustered up courage.

Fang Yun raised her head with difficulty, a strand of her straight hair fell to the side of her right face, and her eyes were full of scars and complaints.

"I advised you to leave my two sons, but you won't listen! Do you have to push my child to the brink of extinction? Fang Yun's lips and teeth gradually dried up.

"I'm sorry." I didn't dare to look up at Fang Yun, my tears were low.

"Do you really think that a girl like you can change her life with a man? Wrong! You're only going to hurt them! You're just going to kill them! Fang Yun's voice became more and more roaring.

"I didn't think about ???"

"You haven't thought about it? You dare to say that you never asked for my son's money? Do you still have a conscience! Fang Yun straightened up, shook off the nurse beside her, and stood in front of me with difficulty.

"I'm sorry." I couldn't find a more appropriate dialogue other than an apology.

"If Zhao Jun has three longs and two shorts, you don't want to be peaceful in your life! Even if Zhao Jun wakes up, don't even think about stepping into my house again! Fang Yun's face became more and more hideous, the corners of her mouth twitched, and all her anger rushed towards me.

"I will leave, as long as Zhao Jun can wake up, I will definitely leave???" I made desperate promises.

However, before my grief could land, the red light in the emergency room went out instantly, and Fang Yun and I rushed to the door together, and the doctor walked out with a mask.

We held our breath and waited for the doctor's reply.

The doctor stood in the doorway, slowly taking off his mask, his eyes shining sporadically, like tears of grief.

At the same time, the voices of several nurses were heard in the emergency room, with sighs and the sound of scalpels colliding.

Seeing that the doctor was silent, Fang Yun grabbed the doctor's hands, hunched her back, and asked with red and swollen eyes, "How is my child?" How is my child? ”

Only then did the doctor shake his head and bow deeply to Fang Yun.

"I'm sorry, we did our best, the child has passed away."

This sentence is the most cruel story I have ever heard in my life.

And at this moment, I can't restrain myself after all, let alone believe it.

This bad news is even more terrible than the collapse of the world.

My eyes were fixed on the brightly lit emergency room, and I cried out loud as my knees slammed against the tiles.

I seem to be able to hear the sound of broken bones, I seem to be able to hear the sound of my heart being cut, but I can no longer hear Zhao Jun's nagging, and I can no longer feel his warmth.

He lived for love, but died for me.

Fang Yun collapsed and fell to the ground, she slammed her forehead into the ground, and between her skin and flesh, spots of red oozed from her skin.

The nurse hurriedly stopped Fang Yun and forcibly helped Fang Yun to the chair.

It's just that within two seconds of Fang Yun sitting down, she instantly moved her gaze to me, and there was hatred in her eyes that I was most afraid of in my life.

Fang Yun rushed towards me uncontrollably, punching and kicking together, and kept venting towards my body.

I knelt in place, at her mercy.

My stomach, my legs, my forehead, my face, all became her targets.

"You broom star! My son died because of you! You give back my son! You give back my son! Fang Yun's roar resounded throughout the corridor of the hospital, everyone looked here, and the doctors in the studio also came out to see the excitement.

No one paid attention to the corpse in the emergency room, all they saw was the fact that I killed Zhao Jun.

That's right, if it weren't for me, Zhao Jun wouldn't have died.

For a moment, my nerves were out of my control, my brain went blank, and the stars flickered before my eyes. I seemed to see Zhao Jun waving to me, and I seemed to have forgotten the pain and where I was.

Zhao Jun left my world like this, without saying goodbye or warning.

I can't believe it's fate, it's a tragedy, it's a tragedy that I dare not remember in my life.

If you can, can you take me with you?

And I was like this, falling asleep in pain, not wanting to face everything.

When I woke up again, I was lying on my back in a separate room.

The strong smell of the potion soaked into my nostrils, my body was bandaged everywhere, and I tried to move my legs, but it caused pain all over my body, and the tearing sensation was piercing.

I struggled to sit up from the bed, ripped the needle off my arm, and walked to the door against the wall.

At this time, the nurse walked in, and she stopped me: "What are you going to do!" You're all wounded now, don't move! You have a slight fracture in your lower leg and can't move! ”

"What about Zhao Jun? What about Zhao Jun? With tears in my eyes, I asked unanswered questions.

"That young man has passed away, his body has been removed by his mother, don't think about it anymore, let's talk about it when your body is well repaired!"

"Impossible! He didn't die! He didn't die! "I shouted at the nurse, I lied to myself, Zhao Jun is still alive.

"You're in a bad mental state right now, you can't walk around!" The nurse pressed my shoulder hard.

"How long have I been asleep?" I asked, lost in my soul.

"It's been two days and two nights."

"Let me be discharged! Please! At least let me take one last look at him! I looked at the nurse pleadingly, leaning against the wall.

"You??? You better have a good rest! Let's talk about it when you're rested! ”

"No, you can't! I have to go! He died because of me! I'm going to at least go to his funeral, I'm going to confess to him! ”

"You can't go! Before leaving, the young man's mother specially instructed me to let you rest well in the hospital and not let you wander around. Before leaving, she paid for your medical bills and asked me to forward a letter to you. ”

The nurse then pulled out a crumpled note from her pocket and placed it in my hand.

I held the note and felt heavy.

I took the note and calmly said to the nurse, "I know, please go out first!" ”

"Well, you have a good rest first!"

After the nurse left, I locked the door of the house.

I sat on the edge of the bed and opened the note that Fang Yun had left for me, with few words on it, but every word pierced my heart.

"First of all, I want to apologize to you first, it was my fault to beat you up the way you are. Secondly, I solemnly tell you that Zhao Jun's body was taken away by me, please don't contact my son Fang Wenke again. Zhao Jun's matter, I won't pursue you, but please leave our world forever, please! ”

The last symbol of this note is an exclamation point, and all of Fang Yun's attitudes melt into this one symbol.

I know that Fang Yun must hate me at this moment, Zhao Jun died because of me, and the person who killed Zhao Jun was still my father.

I have no reason to say goodbye to Zhao Jun; There is no reason to explain the reason to Fang Wenke.

I held the note in my hand and laughed out loud, I couldn't cry anymore because I was no longer qualified.

I think I lost everything.