Chapter Sixty-Nine: The Glaring Envelope
After coming out of Jiang Xiaoqiao's place in the afternoon, at about four o'clock, I saw that this place was very close to Fang Wenke's house, so I went directly to Fang Wenke's house.
Anyway, there will be no classes for the next two days, so I simply won't go back to the dormitory at night.
When I arrived at Fang Wenke's house, I saw Zhao Jun who was moving things at the door, Zhao Jun saw me at a glance, and hurriedly waved at me and shouted: "Unnamed!" ”
I quickened my pace, walked to Zhao Jun's side, and asked, "Why are you going home?" You don't live in your dorm today, do you? ”
"Well, there is no class tomorrow, go back to live here today, won't you come back too!" Zhao Jun continued to carry the big box at hand, looking very difficult.
"I came to Fang Wenke to play because there was no class tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, but I didn't expect you to come back, that's really good!" I said happily.
"I'll guess you'll have to come back." Zhao Jun said confidently.
"What are you moving here? So heavy! I pointed to the big box in Zhao Jun's arms.
"Huh? No—nothing—" Zhao Jun suddenly became nervous when he heard my question, as if I was embarrassed by this question.
Before I could suspect Zhao Jun, Fang Wenke walked out of the room, holding a large cardboard box in his arms.
When Fang Wenke saw me, I just wanted to say hello, but I saw him hurriedly closing the box, as if he was afraid that I would see the contents inside.
I saw that something was wrong with him, so I lunged forward and snatched the box from his arms. As a result, the box was too heavy, and as soon as I fell to the ground, the contents of the box were scattered all over the floor.
At this moment, the three of us looked at each other awkwardly, not knowing what to say.
I rummaged through what had fallen on the floor, and I saw two expensive game consoles and a lot of colorful envelopes. I looked at the envelopes for a moment and how old they were, and it seemed that the letters were a year or two old.
I casually pulled out a few letters from the ground and found that all the addressees marked on the envelopes were Wang Ying.
I thought that these things must have been cleaned up from that room on the second floor, and I couldn't help but feel that the envelopes in front of me were glaring, and they made people want to tear them off.
Fang Wenke saw that my expression had changed subtly, and he snatched the envelope from my hand and said, "Didn't you ask me to clean up that room!" When I have time today, I'll clean it up, don't be angry! ”
I raised my head and looked at Fang Wenke indifferently, although I believed him very much, but after seeing these letters, my heart was still mixed, and a stream of vinegar continued to invade me.
I didn't hold back my curiosity, and continued to ask, "What is that box in Zhao Jun's arms?" ”
Fang Wenke looked at me, frowned, and said helplessly: "It's all the previous photos." ”
"Have you packed up all the things in your room?" I continued.
"Not yet—"
"You and Wang Ying have so many memories-" I sneered and said this, in fact, it was not my intention, but I just couldn't control my emotions.
"Isn't that all in the past! Why do you always cling to the past? Fang Wenke's emotions were also a little excited, I think he must be tired of my vexatious trouble.
"I'm insecure." I whispered.
Fang Wenke looked away, crossed his hands on his hips, and stopped talking.
He looked helpless, and he was very unbeaten.
"And what do you do with all this stuff?" I got up, dusted myself off, and continued to ask.
"Put it in the warehouse—" Fang Wenke said without thinking.
"What?" I looked at Fang Wenke in surprise, I didn't expect him to answer me like this.
I thought Fang Wenke would tell me that he would burn all these memories of Wang Ying, but he told me that he would put them in the warehouse.
"Fang Wenke, are you not long-hearted? Still in the warehouse? Do you want to revisit it when you're bored? I trembled with anger.
"And what do you want me to do?" Fang Wenke looked at me, as if he was innocent.
"Okay! You put it in the warehouse! Whatever you want! I stomped on the envelope on the ground, and then turned around and left Fang Wenke's house in a menacing manner.
Zhao Jun saw that I was leaving, and stretched out his hand to stop me, but I still broke free from him, and walked forward without looking back, and Fang Wenke did not catch up.
I walked about ten steps when suddenly there was a broken voice behind me - "Don't make a fuss, okay?" Wouldn't it be okay for me to burn all these letters and photos! Fang Wenke suddenly shouted behind me, and this roar scared my soul away.
"Don't make you look like you're reluctant!" I turned around and shouted at Fang Wenke at the same high decibels.
"I'm not reluctant at all! I couldn't be more than happy! After Fang Wenke shouted a few times, his voice became hoarse.
"Alright! You win! I lowered my head, smiled, and walked back to Fang Wenke's side.
Zhao Jun looked at me and Fang Wenke from the side, shook his head and said, "Are you two children?" It's boring! ”
"You haven't been in love, you don't understand!" Fang Wenke ostentatiously waved his right index finger at Zhao Jun, full of provocation.
Zhao Jun saw that Fang Wenke's tone was so arrogant, he raised his thick eyebrows, and turned to me: "Unnamed!" Do you want to see photos? Here, I'll show you all! ”
"Damn, you don't have to be so ruthless! You're too vindictive! Fang Wenke looked at Zhao Jun in fright, and then grabbed me and didn't let me pass.
"Let you be scared!" Zhao Jun said proudly.
After that, Fang Wenke and Zhao Jun continued to carry the box in the direction of the warehouse, although I was worried that Fang Wenke would be reluctant to burn these tokens, but I didn't want to force him anymore, if he could really let go of Wang Ying, then even if he saw these things full of memories every day, I don't think he would be moved anymore.
I don't know if that's self-consolation, but I'd rather believe it than not.
In fact, feelings are all based on self-consciousness, and the more others participate, the more confused the parties will be. Sometimes, people's resistance psychology is very terrifying, it is better to follow him. Let him know that if I love you, he can accept all of you, but you must love me the same.
I often hear people say that the more you love someone, the more you hate someone, and vice versa. However, love or not love is just a momentary thing, love is love, not love is not love, everything that is broken is holding the name of true love to cover up their own abuse.
So, we always think that we are single-minded, that we are great.
In reality, we are all very abusive.