Ah Sheng has long passed the age of making a big fuss about something, even if she is in the whirlpool of fate, she is still unwilling to deny herself, there are too many people who have fallen into her ground, and she has no reason to repeatedly entangle in the face of life's problems.

Whether it is a man or a woman, in the face of love, the temperament is very different, but the mood is actually similar, everyone will have a certain moment of love and loss.

Leaving the Han family, there seemed to be the last sentence that Han Yu said to her in her ears: "Gu Sheng, you must not know the Tao of Lu, how much I love you, how much I hate you." He"

It seems to be the most sad and indignant accusation, all the efforts over the years, all the compromises, all the forbearance and self-esteem, in Gu Sheng's indifferent eyes, finally announced the collapse.

There was a shallow breathing sound in the carriage, Chen Yu hit the steering wheel and asked Ah Sheng: "Do you want to go back?" ”

"Let's go to the hotel first."

Chen Yu looked at the woman in the back seat through the rear mirror, two men who turned their hands into clouds and rained in the business world intrigued for her, but she was always calm, without panic and vanity, rolled down the window, and when her plain face faced the cold wind, the light emitted from her eyes had a very sad name, its name was: Wash away the lead.

It is about to be December, because T City has entered the middle of winter, the streets are bleak, and there are pedestrians walking with difficulty in the cold wind.

This is the world in which they live, and some people, in order to take revenge, treat others in their own way; Some people fight all night for their dreams; Some people wantonly express their care and love for their relatives and friends; In order to appease his aggrieved girlfriend, someone was told by his friend when he was anxious that in fact, a kiss could get back together; There are also people who have fallen in love with someone for too long and for too long, so that they are suddenly asked by others, and they have long forgotten the reason why they fell in love with her in the first place.

Ah Sheng didn't ask Gu Cheng when he fell in love with Yiyi, she just wanted to know how Lu Dao Yiyi died, and whether there was any pain when she left? Thinking like this, her heart sank, everyone's death will be accompanied by pain, long or short, maybe she shouldn't have asked.

Secrets are ruthlessly devoured by reality in an unknown time, Gu Cheng told her about the past of 07 years that belonged to him and Yiyi, when quicksand was already lying on the bed and sleeping, Ah Sheng began to understand that there is a feeling in this world, no matter what kind of mountain alliance and sea oath there has been, it will still be wiped out after the worst, just like the distance between life and death, dust to dust, and earth to earth.

"When I came back to the U.S., for a long time, every time I went to work, I would look behind me as if she was right behind me," he said. ”

He said: "Yiyi's name is not good"

Before he spoke, his words were choked, and after many years, he mentioned Yiyi again, even if the cloud was light and the wind was as light as Gu Cheng, he still lost his sense of proportion.

Ah Sheng pulled out a piece of tissue paper and gave it to him, he waved his hand, but did not answer.

A few years ago, I accidentally saw the "Book with Wife", and there was a sentence in the original text that said: "My death, my soul is still dependent on you." ”

In just one sentence, his eyes instantly wet

Yiyi was born in 1986, and Gu Cheng is 3 years older than her.

A 3-year-old boy is just when he is naughty and ignorant of the world, and he is full of destructive power in the compound. If someone asked Gu Cheng what his impression of Yiyi was when he was 3 years old, he might tell that person: "It's ugly." ”

Not to mention Gu Cheng, even Liu's mother felt that her daughter was not good-looking, but Liu's father was very excited, and carried his ugly and cute daughter to the courtyard and kept showing it.

A hundred days later, as the days lengthened, Yiyi began to look better and longer, until one afternoon, Gu Cheng looked at the girl with a smile like a flower, and he vaguely heard the sound of flowers blooming.

Gu Cheng, Yiyi, Ah Sheng and Xu Fei are childhood sweethearts in the real sense, they know each other well, and their relationship is close, a few points closer than their relatives.

Before Yiyi was 15 years old, Gu Cheng placed Yiyi in the "sister" column within the scope of reason.

The year was 2001, and the Gu family immigrated to the United States.

During his time in the United States, he began to receive regular letters from Yiyi, which were subtle, mostly talking about her and Ah Sheng's high school life, and there were missed complaints in the tone of studying, doing exercises, and various mock exams.

On a warm spring day, on the campus of an American university, people whose eyes are shining in the sun can't open their eyes, Gu Cheng is sitting on the lawn and looking at the letterheads with a smile, and a girl comes over and says to him with a red face: "Can you get acquainted?" ”

Gu Cheng raised the letter paper in his hand, the girl was a little sudden, stuck out her tongue, said sorry, and walked away, her back had the freedom of a young man.

Those letterheads were collected by him, and when he was busy with his studies, he took them out and looked at them, so the fatigue disappeared so inexplicably.

He thought that he could read every word and sentence that Yiyi wrote to him clearly, but later realized that every time at the end of the letter, such a sentence would appear: Big brother, Ah Sheng and I miss you very much.

She is a delicate girl, silently missing, silently rejoicing, he sees it, is pity.

It was 2003 when Ah Sheng was 17 years old, and Ah Sheng and Yiyi took the college entrance examination together that year.

In June, when the weather was hot, Liu's mother came back from buying breakfast and met a neighbor in the hospital: "Yiyi took the exam today, how is her status?" ”

Liu's mother was worried: "Don't mention it, I said it was nauseous early in the morning, and I kept retching when I brushed my teeth." ”

Under the pressure of the exam, I was nervous.

When he saw her in the compound, she obediently called him eldest brother, he rubbed her hair, and said softly, "Exam."