The past is impermanent, and happiness is like a projection

In late July 05, Gu Cheng had a dream in San Francisco, and the dream was about Yiyi. Heavy dream, reluctant to wake up, getting up in the morning, there is a missed call on the phone.

Unfamiliar number, domestic call, call back, it turned out to be a small local hospital in Shuhe.

Yiyi was hospitalized with acute appendicitis, and when she called Gu Cheng, she had just undergone surgery, and she didn't dare to tell her family, she stayed alone in the hospital, and suddenly missed Gu Cheng very much, and she was suddenly very annoyed the moment the phone was dialed, and hung up after two rings.

He is in the United States and has a girlfriend, and she doesn't dare to disturb him

On the day Gu Cheng arrived at Shuhe, it was drizzling with a drizzle, the leaves were pale and elegant, and trees with full branches were planted on both sides of the road. It's strange, it's raining, but the sky is blue, beautiful like heaven.

There is a distance from the hospital, and the road conditions are not easy to walk, Gu Cheng got out of the car, and when he arrived at the hospital, his hair was wet, and water droplets fell from the tips of his hair.

Under inquiry, I found Yiyi, she curled up on the bed, very quiet, and very lonely, just like when she was a child, she didn't say that she was uncomfortable when she was sick, she just lay down obediently, not wanting to cause any trouble to others.

He bent down to take her hand, and she opened it, clean, unguarded, and the misty light hit the deepest part of his eye at once.

She thought she was dreaming, but when she learned that it wasn't a dream, tears slowly overflowed her eyes. What was hidden behind the tears, she never explained Da to him alone.

"Big brother, I want to be discharged." She didn't like the smell of the hospital, so he took her back to the inn where she stayed before, which was very homely, with a small courtyard and a lot of flowers in it.

There was a chubby puppy who saw them coming in from a distance, and ran over affectionately and circled around Gu Cheng's legs.

She smiled weakly in his arms and whispered to it, "Snowball, don't make a fuss." ”

Gu Cheng has always known the Tao, Yiyi's popularity is very good, the boss saw Yiyi coming back, and hurriedly stepped forward to ask how his body was? After breathing a sigh of relief, he looked at Gu Cheng again, with a gentle smile on the corner of his mouth, "Boyfriend? ”

A rare tacit understanding, neither of them even opened their mouths to explain

Gu Cheng lived next door to Yiyi, time seemed to go back several years, every day I saw the proprietress cleaning the courtyard, and the guests yawned and went downstairs for breakfast, and his heart was calm.

In 05, Gu Cheng stayed in Shuhe, Lijiang, and Xishuangbanna for more than a month, put down his work, turned off his mobile phone, and had his first willfulness as an adult.

Later, he found out that it was a happy time that really belonged to him and Yiyi, short but profound.

The craft market, the crowd was surging, she was scattered, he was sweating and hurriedly looking for her, in the crowd, she was also a little anxious, looking around, seeing him, he lost his reserve, hugged him tightly, he hugged her hard after a short stiffness, his voice was very soft, almost helpless murmuring: "I thought I lost you." ”

She said, "If one day I'm gone, and you look back, I've been waiting for you all along. ”

The hug seems to have been carved into eternity.

In front of the handicraft stall, I met an authentic ancient city person, he understood Dongba language, she saw someone engrave his name on a small wooden plaque, so she pulled Gu Cheng to stop.

The stall owner asked her, "What do you want to engrave?" ”

She thought about it and said to the stall owner, two wooden signs, one engraved with "green plums" and the other engraved with "bamboo horses", she was so vague that she didn't even dare to engrave her name, she handed over the "green plum" to him, and smiled with satisfaction: "This is already very good." ”

She took him to eat the famous local artichoke chicken, skillfully turned left and right, he followed behind her, but he thought, how did she get here alone? So the potatoes and chicken nuggets in the pot were stewed crisply, and his heart began to darken.

There were a few locals sitting nearby, singing and laughing, carefree, and he suddenly understood why she was here.

I don't know when she has become an unhappy person because of him

At night, the ancient city finally began to wash away the lead, the red and green light and shadow flowed in the water waves, and the colorful colors added an indescribable ambiguity and charm to the ancient city, and time seemed to pass very slowly.

A lotus wishing lamp was gently placed by her in the water waves, the red candle was shining, and she was half-kneeling there, clasping her hands together, silently making a wish.

Pull her up, and when you go back, ask her, "What did you wish?" ”

"If you say it, it won't work." She lowered her eyes and smiled softly.

Many years later, someone asked Gu Cheng, "Where did your happiest time happen?" ”

It's Lijiang, it's Shuhe, sitting with her every day after dinner, talking with or without a match, it will make him feel extremely warm and happy.

Love is a taboo word between them, and on the day she left Lijiang, she was still seeing him off, she said: "I have to stay here for a few more days." ”

Later, Yiyi wrote in her diary: "Every time I see you leaving, I feel very uncomfortable, and I am absolutely reluctant to bear such pain." ”

She was so strong that it seemed useless, but on the day she sent him away, she suddenly naughtily covered his eyes to prevent him from seeing her tears.

"Yiyi." He could only call her by name.

I couldn't see her face, but her voice was a little choked: "Big brother, you must be happy." ”

Don't dare to stop him, don't dare to confess again, afraid that he will be embarrassed, afraid that his family will bear him a burden