Chapter 39: The Diary

After eight hours of sleep and rest, Zhao Jun and Fang Wenke and I had a quick bite to eat, and drove back to Changchun from the town on time at 11 o'clock.

On the way back, Fang Wenke was still in charge of the first half, Zhao Jun was in charge of the second half, and I sat in the longest seat enjoying snacks and sleeping.

Zhao Jun sat in the co-pilot's seat, and felt in his pocket for a long time with his wincing hands, then took out a somewhat deformed Ferrero, turned his head and handed it to me, and said, "How are you feeling?" It's a lot better! ”

I took the transformation Ferrero in Zhao Jun's hand, put it in my palm and looked at it for a long time, and said, "En! Average mood! But I want to know, what did you do with this piece of chocolate? weishenme at the moment it looks like a lump of glittering poop? ”

"Do you like to eat or not?" After Zhao Jun heard my disgust, he reached out and was about to grab it back. ”

"Don't eat for nothing, don't eat!" I punched Zhao Jun's hand back, hurriedly peeled Ferrero's golden skin, and then put it in my mouth.

"I said, can you look like a girl? It's okay to be coquettish or something! I'm going to hit you hard when I find you! I wonder how Fang Wenke took a fancy to you! ”

"Humph! You have to take care of it! I casually threw the golden piece of paper in my hand towards Zhao Jun's head.

Zhao Jun sighed helplessly, then turned his gaze to Fang Wenke, who was driving, and said, "Fang Wenke, what do you like about her?" ”

"I also wonder what I like about her, I feel right and we're together!"

After Fang Wenke finished speaking, Zhao Jun didn't continue to ask, he didn't seem to have a good rest last night, and he fell asleep in less than three minutes.

I looked out the window, and as the car moved, the scenery outside was quickly abandoned behind me.

I think my unbeautiful memories should also be discarded as I keep moving forward.

The two vibrations of the mobile phone dragged me out of my short contemplation, I slid open the phone screen, and what caught my eye was Zhu Yang's text message: You arrived home safely, right? Free today?

I looked at the text message from Zhu Yang, and I felt very abrupt, because since he was with Li Yue, he had never sent me a text message so eagerly, and the only time was to daoqian for Li Yue, and let me be amorous for a long time.

But this time, the breakthrough was that he sent me a text with two question marks!

Five minutes passed, and I was still thinking about how to reply to Zhu Yang's text message. I looked up at Fang Wenke who was driving, and my guilt instantly came to my heart, and I kept telling myself in my heart: Don't betray Fang Wenke! I can't betray Fang Wenke if I kill me! I must not betray Fang Wenke!

So in the next ten seconds, I quickly replied to Zhu Yang's text message: I am now on the way back to Changchun, and I will not go home.

From the time I met Zhu Yang to the present, this text message should be the most indifferent text message I replied to him, I still remember the days when we were together, every text message I sent to Zhu Yang, zuihou carried two words: Mo.

But God must have liked to deliberately make things difficult for people, and after I replied to that text message, the phone automatically turned off due to low battery.

It's good to shut down, and the province makes my mood jump.

I opened my bag and put my phone in my satchel, only to see the diary I had taken out of my home, and I almost forgot it existed.

I took out my diary, turned the first page, and six large eye-catching characters instantly appeared in my sight.

It was six big characters that were drawn and drawn again with a purple marker: Zhu Yang, I like you.

When I saw these six big words, I reflexively closed the diary. I raised my head and looked at Fang Wenke who was driving through the rearview mirror, but fortunately he didn't pay attention to me, but was concentrating on driving.

I didn't open the diary again, I just put it back in my bag. It's not that I don't dare to open it, but I don't want to open it, I'm afraid that when I open the diary again, those desperate years will pour down on me again.

I know that I am very happy now, and I am also very fortunate that I can have Fang Wenke's love for me, and I cherish all the wealth and opportunities that Fang Wenke has brought me. Although my feelings for Fang Wenke now are not as unforgettable as my feelings for Zhu Yang, I like Fang Wenke, there is no doubt about it.

The car was speeding forward on the highway, and I looked at the blue road signs and the tunnels I passed through in front of me. We drove from darkness to light, and from light to dark tunnel, the scenery in front of us alternating too quickly to leave any room for evocativeness.

And I should also let go of some bad experiences, some powerless ties and some fruitless thoughts in a timely manner, force myself to forget all the cruel childhood related to my father and the emotional struggles related to Zhu Yang, and continue on the road with fresh positive energy.